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Just left the sentosa office for probably the last time Though it wasn't a totally pleasant experience But I won't forget that I was part of the Sentosa finance team with colleagues that have helped me throughout :) Kinda disappointed that minxing's not ard today cause she's the one that provided me the most help and calls me 小妹 everytime :( Anw in all, great thanks to minxing jinxiong joy xintian angela steven roselyn susan rajni and part timer shafiqah hahaha Gonna be off the Sentosa staff bus now Goodbye! And ironically, this is the first time the staff bus driver said "see you again" when I alighted hahaha I didn't knw how to react, so I just gave a bow after I'm on the ground :) Many many memories in this 1 and a half month indeed ;)

happy to have zhiyong and ivy to start my last day this morn (though peifen wasn't there :() And to have taypinghui and vivianlai is definitely a bonus :D hehehehe My childhood friend taypinghui won ytd :D:D:D

Just heard LOLLIPOP F's 最佳男配角 on 933 hehehe Getting all hyped up yet worried for tmr's 舞林大會 Excited for LOLLIPOP F's new creation after all their practices despite their hectic schedule Yet worried that they might have to handle too much stress or even lose to the other teams That aside, so glad that 敖犬's doing what he loves w the rest of them as companions 還要一起衝 還要一起勇敢做夢 最希望 要一起成功 :D LOLLIPOP F GOOOOOO 托里亞

Dreamt of 阿本 and 喬喬 acting ytd :D I think 愛上巧克力 is getting into me LOL And 希平 is :D:D:D

Sometimes, people just have to be more appreciative and less skeptical. I dont think they will see this, but somehow I hope they do. Watching star awards at my grandma's house turned out to be ... Quite torturous. I don't really mind all the noise that they are making that cause me to e unable to hear what the artists are saying, But I can't stand how they keeeeeeeeep criticizing all the artistes From having issues w chongqing's laughter, to complaining abt leeteng, huanghui, kate pang, mark lee, lan xin mei, michelle chong and even lin geng xin and liu xin you when they dont knw them at all wtf I'm getting super irritated damn

If I can successfully get the job at 颱風 after my 3days training next week And get the distribute flyer job w Kim Haha i would have 4 working experience before I enter uni! Hehe kinda fun, especially cause it's all different industries and job scope :D Ironically, life in Sentosa is getting better (as in relations w colleagues) cause I'm finally opening up (haha that took quite long ._.) but I'm leaving like next mon o.o Haha that said, I still don't want to continue getting stuck next to the foul gas producing printer which cause me to stop breathing whenever someone presses the print button :S Thankful for the caring colleagues, very thankful ^^

努力不是你最厲害的武器，實力才是。 －黃鴻昇（小鬼）

孤獨患者 主唱：陳奕迅 作曲：方大同 填詞：小寒 歡笑聲　歡呼聲 炒熱氣氛　心卻很冷 聚光燈　是種蒙恩 我卻不能　喊等一等 我真佩服我　還能幽默 掉眼淚時　用笑掩過 怕人看破　顧慮好多 不談寂寞　我們就都快活 我不唱聲嘶力竭的情歌 不表示沒有心碎的時刻 我不曾攤開傷口任宰割 癒合　就無人曉得　我內心挫折 活像個孤獨患者　自我拉扯 外向的孤獨患者　有何不可 笑越大聲　越是殘忍 擠滿體溫　室溫更冷 萬一關燈　空虛擾人 我卻不能　喊等一等 你說你愛我　卻一直說 說我不該　窩在角落 策劃逃脫　這也有錯 連我脆弱　的權利都掠奪 我不要聲嘶力竭的情歌 來提示我需要你的時刻 表面鎮定並不是保護色 反而　是要你懂得　我不知為何 活像個孤獨患者　自我拉扯 外向的孤獨患者　需要認可 你被寫在我的歌裡 青峯的詞超棒， 讓我覺得，我放棄修讀中文繫會是我人生中其中的一個遺憾 你被寫在我的歌裡 主唱：蘇打綠 作曲：青峰 填詞：青峰 走過的路　是一陣魔術 把所有的　好的壞的　變成我的 心裡的苦　就算不記得 都化作這目光　吟唱成一首歌 而你像　流進詩裡的嘈嘈水聲 敲進我心門　擁抱了所有的恨 滋養了乾涸　相信我能是你的 彷彿還看見昨日那張悲傷的臉龐 快樂有時候竟然辣得像一記耳光 是你提醒我　別怕去幻想 想我內心躲避慣的渴望 彷彿能看見明日兩串腳印的走廊 憂傷有時候竟被你調味得像顆糖 是你抓緊我　往前去張望 望我內心夾岸群花盛放 我被寫在你的眼睛裡眨呀 你被寫在我的歌裡面唱呀 我們被寫在彼此心裡愛呀

剛從Yes933聽到超厲害狗狗團長和他兄弟們的聲音 :D LOLLIPOP F scored 49.7 for the second round at 舞林大會 after their 49.9 performance at the first round :~D It's out of 50! :D:D:D

摺紙飛機碰到雨天 終究會墜落 －林俊傑 ≪那些你很冒險的夢≫

And I watched 新天生一對 w dad and mum today after work :D Gotta admit, the plot isn't v good :/ But 仔仔 and 小小彬 is ♥ ♥ ♥ Hehe

My last Tuesday lunch w dearie hon :D Hahaha thanks for accompanying me for the past few weeks as I struggle to fit in w my colleagues hahaha Introvert, as always :( So you made life (especially Tuesdays) more bearable hahaha LAST WEEK OF LIFE AT HARBOURFRONT ;) And had quite a good time chatting w minxing while we work haha Gonna be meeting my potential new boss to discuss abt work at KLP 颱風 tmr I suppose it's actually an interview haha All the best xiaowei!!! :D

剛開始看「愛上巧克力」 劇情普通但演員卡司超棒哈哈 阿本洪希平:D:D:D 還有王子！！:D:D:D And all the other casts are my faves :D

omg super confused by the new blooger look O.O anw heh alright, it feels super weird to type in this big white box .____. have been quarreling/debating/discussing whatever you call it w parents abt nus/ntu/smu (more of the prev two)  and it's such a hard choice, especially so when they have alr made the decision of nus :?  seeing the juniors struggling with study the cll poems makes me feel like studying them again even though i did not do exceptionally well hahaha  wanna quit, and going to quit, my job. gonna talk to my boss abt it on mon (must must must) so that i can possibly leave after next week :D  life is tough enough, so why make it tougher by doing things that you don't enjoy doing? besides, it's my holiday now! heh so after i quit my job, i shall go apply and interview for other jobs that i'll hopefully enjoy. on my list is  1. a chocolate davii (?) shop at suntec,  2. gong cha 3. polar cakes heh all food related jobs :D ...

Wtf today's work suck big time I wanna quittttttttttt Where's the thee job vacancies man :-/

HAHAHAHA OMG THIS IS RIDICULOUS BUT LOVEEEE IT :D

This is a super tough challenge of my patience to wait for myself to get home to check out my nus results Omggggggg I still rmb the many times when I wanted to save the admission pin in my phone or email ... But ended up not doing so. And the time when I wanted to check and commented how stupid I was to not save it... And yet I still did not save it. LOL Now I have to bear w the wait till like 10 or 11 to check the results. Great hahahaha

王老师 super niceeeeee :D Called her to inform her abt me not going to fudan Felt bad to cancel after troubling her so much But she was more concerned abt where I'm gonna go like what uni and course Awwww I didnt expect her to be so nice to a student whom she knew like just 1 or 2 months ago ;) 谢谢 王燕春老师 ♥ :D:D:D

HEHE THE MOMENT I HEARD THE VOCAL OF THE SONG THAT JIAFA PLAYED ... I KNEW IT WAS TANK :D His voice is soooooo distinguishable and nice :D His voice has this hahaha oriental element which goes v well with trendy tunes :D:D

I think I'm getting more and more attached to my parents these days haha Actually missing them during work time :P

1:07 敖犬：大家好，我是棒棒堂的敖犬 :D

ACCEPTED TO SMU BUSINESS!!!! :D:D:D

Out for run w dad! And omg the weather is unbearable (in a way) Ended the short run at marina barrage :) / went for a short swim w mum after the run! :D

This is superrrrrrrrrrrrr good :D

Great things happened in one great night!!!! 廖小傑： 「撐過就是你的」 feels especially so tonight when NTU ACCEPTANCE LETTER CAMEEEEEE!!! came back from rws after a failed crane show and dad went to get the letters and thennnnnn! He came in calling for me with the ntu letter :D Omggggggg I was so excited that i keep screaming and jumping when i opened the letter :D:D And parents were super happy for me tooooooo :D It means so much when dad passed it to me :D:D:D And definitely!!! WE FINALLY GOT HIM A CAKE :D Hahahaha after sourcing for so long hehehe and it tastes superb! :D

Photos are all in the camera anwwww HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DAD/DADDY/PAPA ♥! No cake D: but I hope he rlly enjoyed his day :D ♥♥♥

Im watching the jpm 男子漢 show on hotel's tv now and ... O.O The ppl (as in contestants) are kindaaaaaaa weird o.O Prob cause they are new and stuff But so many of them is rlllllllly weird gosh But i see 廖俊傑！ And possible modi and prince haha That's all .___. 廖小傑!!! :D hahaha 傻瓜廖俊傑 he's damn cute! Hahaha :D

Our Daddy day starts now!

Enjoying 2d2n of 'family retreat' (as what my aunt said haha) Have been a nice start with dinner at dingtaifung, great hotel at hard rock hotel (they have damn good rock decorations everywhere), Night show at song of the sea (with my parents taking the Sentosa monorail for prob the first time - haha they asked if we have to purchase tickets for 2 or 3 times :P), Walk around the merlion area (which was one of my childhood play area), Late night chat and supper at coffeebean, And a short, but great, live band performance at hotel lobby :D Gonna change to a poolside room now so I'm waitinggggggg :) May things will be well tmr! :D PS the firework kind of photo was taken unintentionally hehe nice nice!

HEHE 相撲棒棒堂！！！:D:D:D

Just ended work :) Feels quite great to clear so many invoices actually haha Lunch w hon was awwww Made the notsogreat morning wayyyy better Hahaha and that's prob due to her treat of teh bing LOL Think the sweetness of the milk made me happier hahahaha ... And we ended up rushing again LOL

LOL it's liu fu lin not liu fo lin fail max hahaha

When I am sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead.

阿爹：一時的錯過，就是一生的錯過，人生很多事情沒有回頭的機會 玉謹：為甚麼不可以回頭？ －≪大漠謠≫ 桐華 著 started on a new booooooooook :>

長期活在世俗的眼光下 一直做別人認為應該做的事 累了、倦了 卻發現已經失去原本的自我 忘記了自己到底想找尋的是甚麼

讀完≪雲中歌≫後，有種莫名的空虛感 大概是因為還沒在另一本書中開始一段新的旅程吧 劉佛陵 雲歌 孟珏！:D

A junior plus stupid pomene (hahahaha) triggered a thought o.o All that we can do is to put in our best, Since nothing we can do will ensure you a superb grade by the end of your life in education. Instead of being concerned over grades, grades, and more and better grades, the best learning outcome would possibly be increasing your pool of knowledge so that you can get into interview rooms with logic, coherence, confidence and ultimately self-belief. Eventually, I am not proud of my a level results that supposedly indicate my intelligence level or whatsoever. Instead, it's the understanding of the world I live in and the appreciation of arts (that I finally learnt) that made me have pride in the things I studied over the two years :) That said, this kind of realization only occurred to me after I got over the hurdle, For those who are still in it, i can only say, "hang in there" :) On another note, I realized few actually blogs as much as I do and one of them...

Books that I completed since A levels ended :> I'm actually happy with my life now :) That's cause I can read whatever I like and not be a cramming machine that does nothing but mug That said, I do appreciate the knowledge that how all those mugging taught me :)

我一直很努力地在學習，很努力地讓自己配得起『母儀天下』四個字。 可是，我努力再努力後才發現， 這世上不是所有的事情，只要努力後就可以得到的。 －許平君 ≪雲中歌 卷六：悲喚來世夢≫ 桐華 著 我們無法改變生命的長度，但可以改變生命的廣度和深度，而愛情恰恰是一種最好的方式。 －劉弗陵 ≪雲中歌 卷五：恨酬江山月≫ 桐華 著 在對的時間，遇見對得人，是一生幸福： 在對的時間，遇見錯得人，是一場心傷： 在錯的時間，遇見對得人，是一世無奈： 在錯的時間，遇見錯得人，是一段折磨。 －≪雲中歌≫ 桐華 著

他雖然待你與其他皇子不同，可 天底下最善變的是人心。 －孟珏 ≪雲中歌 卷六：悲喚來世夢≫ 桐華 著 這讓我想到了≪步步驚心≫中若曦悟出帝王之心的變幻莫測和深不可測。 最大的收獲就是第一次發現了 人在失去希望時所感受的椎心之痛 和之後冷眼看待一切時的無奈與千萬種悲痛 尤其，我想每次我回想≪雲中歌≫這本書時， 我大概會先想到雲歌灌墮胎藥是眼神中的變化， 因為桐華將悲痛絕望到放棄時的怨恨和冷眼對視表現得淋漓盡致， 而讀者的心在看到那一雙眼時都會不自覺地絞在一塊 :( 全書完

Saw 933 peifen!!!!! ... But only the back view after my dad told me it's her :( Too bad that I look damn cui after the run or I'll ask if I can take a photo with her! :(

Ran along the garden with dad and it was a run like run like kinda speedy run :D Few things happened for the past 24hours soooooo here goes :) Smu interview was pleasant :) haha I don't think I did exceptionally well In fact, others were really good speakers or business ppl :) I like the interaction with my 7 other group mates just that the topic of discussion was again, controversial, and I have to do a mental struggle to take a stand :/ Oh well, it was a nice experience hahaha lovely The other matter hehe is fudan's acceptance :) really happy to hear that the profs like me HAHA as in willing to take me in :P And I LOVE 雲中歌 :D:D:D Can't help but love 雲歌 劉佛陵 孟珏 and 許平君 at the end, pity the other characters and get myself irritated with 忘恩負義的 劉詢 grrrrrr D: And omggggggg I just got to knw that 孟珏 is pronounced as meng yu, not meng wang! But that's cause it's two 王 in the book and not 王玉 o.o Anw SHALL ENJOY THE LAST BOOK AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE :D

Freaking out by the large number of ppl who are here for the business interview :/ Especially when it seems that none, none of them are dunmanians :/ WHERE ARE THE DHS PPL??? :O Waiting and waiting for the registration time and that's adding intensity to my alr fearful enough mental state Keeping fingers crossed and omg, 撐過就是你的！ On a more relaxed note (relax for myself), I just come to knw - like a few days ago - that 小煜 composed the tune for 我們之間！ HEHEHE Happy abt that cause that is the song of LOLLIPOP :D Right. Nerve-wrecking. Thank goodness Angela picked up the call :)

Had dinner w jov jasmine and hongie :D May smu interview be well :S New experience cause I never had an interview in English :/ JIAYOU XIAOWEI!!! :D

Reading 雲中歌 in the office (or in front of ppl) is a torture as the sadness overwhelms you but unable to release through tears ... In case other think of you as weird :/ Omggggggggggg T___T

Dance on air!!!! :D:D:D

Weekly lunch with hon & long john's silvers! :> ben&jerry free cone day but no chance of getting cause 2pm D: And haha had a amazing race with hon against my staff bus hahaha And rcved a call from smu rgd this thurs omggg Back to work soooooon :>

Saw ao quan on a magazine during lunch!!!! :D:D

咬著牙根，無奈地感受椎心之痛， 難耐，卻無從選擇，只能感受他的離去。 黑黑的天空低垂 亮亮的繁星相隨 蟲兒飛蟲兒飛 你在思念誰 ... ... 劉佛陵的眼前慢慢變黑，他努力想再多看一眼雲歌，可她在自己的眼慢慢淡去，漸漸隱入黑暗。拼盡全力，七荒六合的擔心，五湖四海的不捨也只是化作了心底深處、一聲無痕的嘆息，散入了生生世世的輪迴中。 天上的星星流淚 地上的花兒枯萎 冷風吹冷風吹 只要由你陪 ... ... －摘自 ≪雲中歌－卷五：恨酬江山月≫ 桐華 著

一瞬後，劉佛陵笑著說：「最快樂的事情是娶了個好妻子。」 … 劉佛陵輕聲說：「最想做的事情是能陪著她一日日變老。」 苦澀的是… 他卻自知他將永遠都沒辦法完成這最想做的事 T____T