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If the embed thing doesn’t work So before that, here’s the link to my first ever short film: https://youtu.be/rcKWCuTfPDs So the context of it: Depression is more than just feeling upset and gloomy  It’s actually a extended period of downtime when one can’t even feel and emote - there’s no joy, excitement, anger or even sadness, they essentially can’t feel anything  And it is expressed through the lack of colours in the film, where the protagonist seeks to become normal by finding colours in her life  But can she? How can colours dawn on her when she can’t even feel anything?  The ending was changed at the shoot itself and it’s up to various interpretations - wonder what yours is?  Many many thanks to Jovina for helping to act in this - and the few times she nearly died/got hit by a car in the process of filming cause director me was only focused on the camera lol  And thankyou so much to my parents for helping out as and when...

It was a busy week(end) last week Tired but fruitful nonetheless Sang k w jo on public holiday Friday  Haha and we had so much fun w sodagreen’s songs!!   And luguangzhong’s too even though we were super out of tune (he’s such a damn good singer oh god) Then toured around Tampines Malls hahaha kept walking to and fro places cause I indecisive  Then went back to have dinner w ahma where we kept laughing at how she pressed on my injury the moment I tried helping her up the stairs lol    Had a great lunch on sat w these pretty and nice people at chinatown before a 5 hour karaoke session haha we got so tired at certain points of time but Muni and mok sang rlly well ^^ Look at the pretty braids I tied for all three of us and sam’s new look (w sunglasses hooked on his shirt lol) Look at the fat sushi slices!!! Glad we got it at 40% off cause it’s rlly pricey pheww Sunday morning was spent at ECP for Father’s Day pinic specially organi...

DAY ONE of my long awaited leave! Attended lensing for the web series and stayed back to observe how they film And it’s niceeeee  I love the additions made to the show like the fish tank and harassment   And finally able to appreciate the pdtn stuff so much more after my short film course - pan tilt adjust focus framing  I’m still clueless about assessing lighting and  acting but hopefully I’ll get to it someday :) Quite funny how someone shouted bloodyhell after a good take cause another person didn’t do a 连戏动作  Guess it’s gonna be a few difficult weeks ahead fr them but hopefully everything turns out well Can’t wait for the actual show!  Walked to Somerset with the intention to shop for clothes or hunt a reading corner  But ended up in sushi express having good food by myself hehe  Turns out to be rather therapeutic and I would prob do this another time when I need a break  Then walked all the way down in the ...

Super glad that I’ve been pretty proud of the things that i did for work recently hehe Just finished a ppt that I spent 4-5 nights on cause I had to redevelop the story from a concept we submitted in jan  Lol that initial concept was filled w many suspense questions at the end to keep the reader hooked  But we actually had no answers to them in actual fact So I had to 后兜 what was left in the concept and it was brain damaging hahah  But super happy now that the story is now valid w answers and quite good imo  Haha shameless but to be fair my dad was quite impressed cause he like the twists we injected hehe Supervisor helped so much w the logical flow and she said it’s well done too so YAYYYYYY  Happy that my baby has born out well :D Actually most write would consider the actual show their baby but for a pitching slide like this that might not even be produced, im alr super proud of the proposal 😊 (And I finally felt what my colleague meant...

他繼續掙扎 一步一掌地嘗試往前爬 他一邊爬行，一邊喃喃道：「我只想當個好人......」 語畢，他緩緩失去所有力量，指尖也從使力，一頓，到癱軟在地。 原來，在這世界上，最簡單的事，其實也是最難做到的事。

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