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you know what? i have this great tight bunch of friends to thank dunman high for :) it was a tough week, with many thoughts flowing in and out of my mind, occupying so much of my thoughts and affecting my emotions every now and then. but there's these friends, who stayed by me, even when i'm upset and act very coldly towards them :) much as i would like to forget, i cried yesterday at the library, and at home while talking to my mum. there's so much that i would like to achieve, but there's just this amount of results that i could ultimately get. so i made a decision, and i started to look for people to support my decision and tell me that, "hey, i think you should drop it." and flashes a smile as support :) however, things were not as such. i received statements like "it's such a waste, after all the work you've put in...", "i believe you can do it, don't give up", etc. it affected me alot, being the indecisive xiaowei, i start...

哪裡怕？ 沒甚麼好怕的！ 決定好，就不要回頭，不要後悔， 下決定後就以行動證明，不要對不起自己！

why is it turning upside down again? :( in the morning, i had so much of your support to drop, and when i'm back, you're telling me i should not ah i feel damn lost now :( i don't want to regret my decision in exam prep period, nor do i want to regret when i'm thinking of scholarships arghhhhhhhh D: i hateeeeeee decisions making. why didn't i jolly well score badly in sec4 T.T all those work that i did at macs did not translate into good grades, and it's causing so much trouble now :( for the first time, i hate choosing history instead of other subjects, and i bloody hell regret not dropping with ljn last year D: i have a feeling all these days of troubled minds are useless i will let it remain status quo eventually D: ... and probably regret if i dont do well again . thanks friends :) and thanks honhon, thanks for making smiles :)

我自覺，高中生活的我，似乎重燃了對華文、華語的愛。 H3 may seem like a hindrance to some, but i found much interest in exploring the art of writing chinese. going beyond H2's literature works, we learn more about appreciation and skills to value add simple chinese, and now, i find enjoyment in nearly every chinese phrases, simply by being awed by how words match together to form catchy, yet meaningful texts.

CUTETTMMMMM :D 林峯/Raymond Lam's the one and only canto singer i have in my phone can't wait for end of As to watch all his dramas :D:D kay enough slacking, go do history!! D: andandand HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUAYINGYINGZXZSXZSX! ♥ apologies for no-dinner day cause of history but cuteguyalert to compensate you ^^ loooook above at 林峯! :D

雖然人常感嘆，只有困境時才會看透人心，才會喚起人們的愛心，出現人情滿人間的情景， 但至少，至少人們還懂得雪中送炭，至少人心還沒有太麻木，至少人還有感同身受的能力。

can you imagine a time, when you find no means of reaching out to your family? and loved ones lost and yet to be found, all that you are left with, is a hope, hope that they are still around, and you''ll be reunited. 雖然人很脆弱，但我們有無限偉大的愛 麻依： 日本人，在電車都停了、然後電話都不通了這個狀況下，沒有人...沒有一個人在罵、也沒有一個人在生氣，然後大家都安靜的、默默的走路，然後在找辦法避難，我覺得看到那畫面... 真的，日本人要加油 王東城： 只要活著，就有希望，不要放棄，繼續加油。 董志成： 在日本關東的地方的核能發電廠不是已經五連爆了嗎？但是在裡面， 還有50個工作人員，在我心目中，他們無非是最勇敢、最堅強的鬥士，他們的死守在裡面，第一個他們不能離開，他們一離開可能發生比Chernobyl更大的輻射污染，那他們呢，誰沒有家人、誰沒有父母？ 滄海瓦礫堆中是否也埋藏著很多人的淚水，還有倒不盡的思念 i once thought that these charity shows are just another channel for tv stations and artists to publicise themselves, since disaster of japan does little effect to them, but not anymore. 台灣的921大地震，台灣受到各國人民的援助和關愛， 而就因為台灣人曾受到雪中送炭的溫馨， 他們便更能以同理心待災害受創的傷者， 不顧利益地拿出更大的努力和資源，幫助受害的不幸者。

Hardi Zein History is written in blood. The faint-hearted should choose other subjects. March 3 at 6:49am Nurul Huda Hassan and 5 others like this. Tan CB Ironically, the quality of students' work for the subject is anaemic! Too much TWILIGHT, not enough TERROR! I say bring back the old skool and whip them into shape - students AND TEACHERS alike! March 3 at 6:55am · 1 person Hardi Zein, I recommend driving a stake through the heart when you have such encounters. Students & teachers alike. Reserve the blunt stakes for the later pls. Thks. March 3 at 7:21am · 1 person Tan CB Don't kill trees! March 3 at 12:11pm Hardi Zein That's how I engage hearts & mind. March 3 at 5:39pm · 1 person not that i know either teachers personally, but their conversation on fb truly engaged me for that moment hahaha

如果不是我愛黑澀會和模范棒棒堂，我想我也不會那麼尊重和喜歡黑人老大和范范堂主:D 《最重要的決定》這首歌總結了他們即將步上教堂的心情， 令期待他們婚禮的人都感動極了 :D 節目中黑人老大多次展現對范范的愛，VCR，整人節目，分享他們生活的趣事， 現在的圓滿結局，真的得來不易， 兩人甜蜜的感情，也成為眾人羨慕的主角 :D 五月的婚禮，大家期待的結局:D PS 棒棒堂6人... 應該會在婚禮上合體！ 眾模范棒棒堂底迪也應該會出現 ^^

yesterdaaaaaaay was a nice day :) hahaha made a card in the morning for ms huda and nearllllly turned up late for gp consultation but luckilyyy not :) sectionals after that and i thought it wasn't too bad after i selfpraced both songs and finnnnnnnallly managed to get the horrible 2 bars to improve, not perfect, but improved :D then exchanged at trcc and ah, it was much much better than the first time since we were more settled and i thought it was partially due to an increased stress after seeing the other school performing much better than the prev try not a perfect performance, unlike my satisfied sl who played perfect, and i was trembling uncontrollably as we play and even missed one or two bars but at the end, with all the singing, i thought we all did welllll :) even though i think we were truly a lil disappointed when rain was not mentioned by the cool jap guitar pro ah but naaaaaaaaise :) (if we realllllly received loud applause after our performance :D) Sherman Lee first t...

precious, little, friends :) i miss you guys :(

Hi all, Nothing is compulsory, not even your A levels. That aside, as the name suggests, this is a makeup lecture for those who missed last Wed's lecture as they were representing the school for a competition. Since I agreed to give a makeup lecture to the group, the marginal cost of accepting more students is close to zero; the only constraint being the size of the venue. This is, however, a once-off. There isn't always the luxury of venue space and my time for makeup lectures - hence the additional homework. You have to come prepared. Finally, an additional question: are Econs lectures public goods? Non-rival? Non-excludable? We will begin at 8.15, and end promptly at 9.15. Please stop me if I overrun. John Wu i feel surprisingly amused by my ct's sense of sarcasm and ability to include aspects of econs such that we are made to think about econs concepts sudden thought of his first email to our class to ask us to think about the relation of econs to some unrelated general...

i think i have not said this before. i have an amazing group of senior high teachers :) it's too early for me to think about this, but no gratitude is too much or too early to be said out loud :) i truly thank ms huda for all the consultations she's willing to give me admist her busy ttm hod and masters schedule i have grew much interest in gp despite failing so many times, which contributed to guilt for disappointing all her efforts. even though i should always study for myself, but her help has made me much more motivated to study gp. should i, and i am going to, ace gp in a levels, it's all her efforts that i have to thank for :) and for today, i did an essay and an additional consultation work. great start to the holidays for completing what i aimed to complete :) mr lohyx, mr kohcw, mr johnwu, ms k, zhengls, huangls, luls, so many teachers behind us, how could you bear to disappoint any one of them? :) for the march holidays, i completed: logistics list GP essay vector...

细细品位《夜曲》的歌词， 众多的意象拼凑成一幅难得的凄美爱情故事， 波动听众的心弦。

quite a while since i'm back to this white space :) nearly planned to let the prev post stay in the first box forever haha maybe i can if i figure how heh anw as i took a short break from gp just now, chanced upon this chinese guy jason chen and awwww i think his voice is greaaat :) as in at least his voice sparked quite an interest in me for the songs he sang be it english or chinese :) a very warm voiceeee :) :) nevertheless, LOLLIPOP F, coming sooooon. ^^ and work, i'm coming soon too hahaha :) ah 郑老师 said something that i have to forget to work hard "她是potential A的" 但我需要努力努力再努力才能让她的话一语成真， 所以.. 筱微加油加油再加油！:D ah just thought abt this: 有没有人有事? 没有！大家加油！ 大家加油吧！ .... and this marks: 34 weeks to A levels :)

yesterday was a big day. i guess i'm too bad with words to type what i want to say but really, it's a bad time but you still have us around. it may sound stupid, it may even sound useless since we can't do anything but we're with you. and i think this overrides all the common phrases like "all the best", "jiayou", "it's gonna get better" cause we know, that it's a tough road out there. it certainly, was a great great wake up call. we can't change whatever that has been done but it can be a time that you do what you can to make it better next year, it will be out turn. and what would you like this post to be? screwed up? great success? or simply, i did my best. then again, really really proud of E4 even though i'm non-existent great brains he has :) the little talk ms ng gave us at the end of the day was certainly enlightening for me, at least. she really pointed out a fact that teachers and students ourselves are unwilling t...