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10312011 過後， 妳只會走上邁向天堂的路 從此就只會被幸福環繞 :) Selina 新婚愉快 :> 恭喜！感动！幸福不是传说，是相爱的手不曾放开。请这样幸福下去吧！ - 何老師≪快樂大本營≫ from nownews: 陶晶瑩有感而發的說：「如果Selina只是過去那個小女孩，這場婚禮不會那麼刻骨銘心。如果阿中只是演唱會上求婚的男人，這段愛不會有那麼多集氣祝福。今天，在各界的祝福下，Selina在任爸的攙扶下，走上了紅毯。」完美詮釋這場婚禮的意義。 Selina 婚禮 新聞: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP1_pxefNw8&feature=youtube_gdata_player 希望眾人為她流下的滴滴眼淚， 能幻化成她滿滿的幸福喜悅 

乖乖牌暫且迴避 听我们现在flow 只给你一个讯息 LOLLIPOP F lose control :D

RECOVERED:D:D:D

I JUST THREW UP!!!!!!!! first time in my life probably :) Hehehehe my stomach is finally better after throwing up:) I felt like a merlion LOL Kay much much better so I'm off to sleep and hopefully get well totally tmr :) But study plans with Moktard... Failed and cancelled :( Anw, happy that I'm relief from the pain and uncomfortableness And excited that I just threw up (loads) hahaha Hehe that's it! Goodnight!!:D

Constant state of diarrhea... again T.T Third time this year :( First during chinese new year eve period and was hospitalized Second was during prelims prep period and took a week to recover And now... A LEVELS PREP PERIOD :O Damn shit ass (literally and figuratively) :(

莊濠全

Goong theme song on air now Howl & J's Perhaps Love :D sec2 memories :> And more to come today on mary's programme!!! (gonna love today's programme loads:D:D) 心願便利貼 （命中注定我愛你 2008） 我愛他 （下一站，幸福 2009） First Love （魔女的條件 1995 :0）- I loved this loads when I was young!! 超喜歡你（花樣少年少女 2006） 爱上你（就想賴著你 2010） 我們都傻 （醉後決定愛上你 2011）- only show that i didn't/hvnt watched among all the taiwanese drama mentioned above :> & last one is 愛情之所以為愛情 （拜犬女王 2010） Gosh all the years were inserted by me :D If they're all correct... look at how good I am with dates and years ;) ... But not applicable for history T.T Coming week... Monday with Moktard Tuesday with Yanci (hopefully!!) Wednesday with Moktard & Mr Angry Bird (:>) Thursday with Muni (probably? hvn asked hahaha) Friday with... Idk who And next week is... Yea you get it.  NOT PREP-ED!!! D:

后天是她幸福的日子 希望她的痛能夠就此減少 而她的生活能就此美滿地度過 :) 最後... 期待Selina康復的那一天 再次不陌生地唱歌 :)

Feels soooooooooo touched hearing 插班生 on 93.3 :D Especially 迪雅's rendition of 我總是一個人在練習一個人:D:D It's a pity that their voice can't be heard outside Singapore but they are our pride - great vocals and great music :D And when they mentioned 棉花糖... Though I've never heard much of their music but I wondered for a moment after their comments 越不受名氣約束的樂團 是不是越有自由做自己喜歡的音樂？ 潛伏在樂壇 只為他們自己相信的音樂 只為他們的伯樂 他們的歌曲也因此不那麼商業化 表達的才是他們真正的音樂理念 釋放出的才是真正的自己

截取： 〈電司〉MV播出，「韓化」包裝被熱烈討論，例如敖犬畫眼線，阿緯把自己練成體脂肪一○％以下的筋肉人，但小煜似乎很介意： 「只有韓國人可以畫眼線？只有韓國人可以做電音？只有韓國人可以染金頭髮？」 總監表示：「他沒有介意啦，但我們有自己的風格，不是跟隨，是有所突破。」 沒有人要跟隨 不要因自己偏愛別國而無視他們的努力 為甚麼自己的媒體為了炒作話題 可以隨意犧牲自己的藝人 小煜說的話正反映了華語音樂愛好者的感受－ 不是韓流才有專利 不是外國音樂人就是模範 華語音樂也可以成功 而成功是因為他們的努力 不是效仿他人

Can I get detectors so that I can locate all my things in a click? WHERE IS MY FORMULA SHEEEEEET? It's damn crucial this year cause it's double papers consecutively I need and beg my formula sheeet to appearrrrrr ACCIO FORMULA SHEET! ... ... ... NOT BACK T.T 

「那些年，我們一起追的女孩」… HAS BEEN SECRETLY SHOWING IN MANY LOCAL CINEMAS :O Ohnoooooooo will they still last till the 22 oct for me to watch?????:(

“Never give in. Never. Never. Never. Never.” ~ Winston Churchill regards Ms Krishnan

"i failed over and over in my life..and that is why...i succeed" -摘自 潘瑋柏 true as this may be, but is this the right time for us to take it srsly?

昨天已經過期了，今天正新鮮，別讓早就過期的事情腐壞了你現在的心情。 ﹣阿緯 新的一天已經展開！[:>

雖然對身體有害 但我喜歡熬夜 因為我做事情有效率多了：＞ 可以說 晚上是讓我彌補早上 只是這個改變有點晚：（ 算了 接下來 我只要求我努力 不再說一套做另一套 一直鬆散下去 倒數11天...

Dear friend, It's a tough period but dont give up cause we are all there to support you;) Not just the 8 of us, but everyone else that cares for zi xin :) Remember that there's always us for you so feel lucky to have friends for you haha Don't give up and no worries, everything will be fine and we'll be on our way to bangkok or whatever place :)

No #(idkwhat) consultation with ms huda today :) And feels much closer to her for idkwhat reason haha Gonna miss her loads next time - our most caring and loving CT :) And 卢老师 was so smiley today during consultation haha Even though I still have problems with expressing myself haha but at least he chose to ignore my speech-incapability haha Not quite used to it but sweet :)

一直說不客氣不客氣的九把刀 說 今天早上我夢見puma了，夢到他的右小腿受傷了骨折，我害的，很可憐，雖然在夢中很替他著急，但一醒來，卻覺得好溫馨喔，puma的臉貼在我的臉上的感覺好清晰，他臭臭的鼻息也好清晰，這次醒來我沒有哭，而是躺在床上抱著枕頭模擬了一下抱puma的感覺。 awwwwwww:) 一场名为青春的潮水淹没了我们。 浪退时，浑身湿透的我们一起坐在沙滩上，看着我们最喜爱的女孩子用力挥舞双手，幸福踏向人生的另一端。 下一次浪来，会带走女孩留在沙滩上的美好足迹。 但我们还在。 刻在我们心中的女孩模样，也还会在。 豪情不减，嘻笑当年。 电影九把刀已经送往广电总局审批了，原因很简单，因为沈佳仪还在大陆，并没有看到电影。说真的，你有没有再一次被感动到，九把刀说：“只有她看了这部电影，我的青春才算结束。”

made me laugh like shit hahahaha especially the one with huang jing lun :D

他付出的努力是我們所看不見的 沒有人有資格批評一個有實力又努力的贏家 :( 潘瑋柏 is good! :)

老师so sweeeeeeeeet!!

Don't you think that we have all been too judgmental? I was looking at gp questions and truthfully, I was looking out for ri hci vjc. But teachers of the other schools are equally good isn't it? They are after all graduates and specialized in English language and probably linguistics so who are we to judge which school has the better questions? And who ever said that schools that are not that 'prestigious' are unable to produce great questions? The worse part is, can you even score well for the so-called 'bad' questions? Who are we to judge, really? Goodbye, and probably goodnight :)

跌到了谷底 就讓一切歸零 再晚 再遲 總好過甚麼改變都不做 只會讓自己自生自滅 最後 後悔 也沒用 我要重新站起 不要繼續當一個只會埋怨卻不改變的混蛋 And I realised the extent to which my physical has fallen due to lack of exercise ... My left calf is aching after 5 mins of standing while reading notes. 0.0

Ms k said that there's no reason why history students don't get A for GP since we are so much more exposed to writing and readings And as she said that, I was thinking of my highest grade - D for GP ... gosh She's right actually Just that I truly don't know what exactly is the factor that is obstructing me from doing well in GP It just doesn't make sense to be the exception of the 'automatic process' where history students = A for GP How I wish this is true ... Oh well, back to reality and yep, it's GP now. Maybe it's the lack of flow and coherence... Just like whatever i just typed lOl - if only I can get sone GP brain juices from this drowning Sam o.o 我閉上眼睛就是天黑～

覺得自己好沒用 只剩14天 卻振作不起來 還是懶散 沒用 好像一心想讓自己失敗 無能 好氣憤 想打自己 卻也沒用

我好想出國！為甚麼不能出國？！ 也不是生氣，因為也沒吵架 但只是真的不解為甚麼 我又不是每年都出國 這也是你6年前答應的 為甚麼不出國？？？？ Okay I'm just damn restless gosh not productive at all and it's only 14 more days wtf :/

我想起了被我遺忘的鋼琴... 我很幸運地能接觸文字與音樂這兩種各自獨立，結合起來卻又天衣無縫的藝術。 只是懵懂的我忘了珍惜，忘了學會欣賞兩者的獨特。 會考后，我有好多事情想做。 其中之一，是我剛添加的，就是在欣賞文字同時，重新體會音樂的美 :) 謝謝林俊傑的"啟示" :)

DAMN GOOD :D

「同一個遺憾」 今晚，我終於瞭解這首歌的故事： 兩個朋友間的裂痕 :) 潘瑋柏影帝

不要怕人笑你傻，要擔心的是別人說你太聰敏，而你卻是不是真正的聰敏 ﹣劉俊緯 TOTALLY AGREEEEE :) feels that way for this whole year actually Just didn't know how to put it into words ... :)

21/10/2011 LOLLIPOP F @ 娛樂百分百！ GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD :D

SUPERRRRRRRRR PROUD OF LOLLIPOP F! ♥ 因為他們，我了解了表演不只是歌手或音樂人的專利。 舞者，也值得被人認識和尊重；舞蹈，也應該有表現自己的舞台。 最重要的是，我學會尊重努力的人，不只是與生俱來的天賦，而是願意為夢想而努力的人，成功后更值得掌聲和尊重。 棒棒堂♥

自信不是相信自己比別人強，而是相信自己能變強。 ﹣阿緯 「DANCE」 IS OUT TODAY:D

冰雨 (刘德华) 我是在等待一个女孩 还是在等待沉沦苦海 一段情默默灌溉 没有人去管花谢花开 无法肯定的爱 左右摇摆 只好把心酸往深心里塞 我是在等待,你的回来 (嗯).难道只换回一句活该 一个人静静发呆 两个人却有不同无奈 好好的一份爱 啊,怎么会慢慢变坏 冷冷的冰雨在脸上胡乱的拍 暖暖的眼泪跟寒雨混成一块 眼前的色彩,忽然被掩盖 你的影子无情在身边徘徊 你就像一个刽子手把我出卖 我的心彷佛被剌刀狠狠地宰 悬崖上的爱 谁会愿意接受最痛的意外 悬崖上的爱,谁会敢去采 还是愿意接受最痛的意外 最爱的女孩 Old song, But the lyrics is damn nice:D

Ms K's so sweeeeeeeeeeet :) I guess it's her usual strictness that made such little actions even more treasurable awww :)

Lollipop F 戰利品♥ THIS IS DAMN GOOD :D

Where can I find this atas restaurant Their starters actually has smoked salmon! O.O ... But I think it is non-existent :( and cab only be found in 2004 math paper LOL ._.

大洋and大地 damn cute hehehe 同心圆 And I'm brainwashed by LOLLIPOP F's 「戰利品」:D

The last gp consultation slot during school days was taken up by me :D:D Awww thanks for everything ms huda 

So many things happened and i am really thankful that I got to enjoy this :) It's a farewell to companions over these 6 years. Though most are no longer close, Though close ones now may inevitably grow distant in the future, But we are still one cohort of 2006-2011 in Dunman High School that we all take our pride in :) 6 years, 1/3 of an 18 year old's life, And the best of it, Is that I spent it in dunman high with a bunch of fun kiddos :) Very thankful though amused by mr loh's angry bird and pig's slide (HEHE:D) - that made most teared I guess, Really appreciate alllllllllll that 郑老师 did for me especially the hassle rgd scholarship last year T.T - that made a fountain lol, Filled with gratitude for ms huda's effort and time spent with me - nearly/ard 20 hours of private consultations alr! :( And LOL touched by how mr wu is willing to wear dhs school uniform and act as johnnybaby :D and his totally awkward dance today - though he only said 'all the ...

best friend 

Last day of school... Awaiting teachers' performances :)

Though I don't think this is the beat colour but the effect is called 往事回忆 ... Awwwww :) Hehehe thanks thanks low hon for our specially-us Oreo shake! Another one tmr, my treat!:D 

Looking forward to 11's johnnybaby performance on friday!:D And LOL huayingying is LOL During assembly, Ying+Yanci: giggling Me: what happened? Ying: (in the usual talking volume) cause I turned around and looked at John - oh shit 6c11: (front row turned around and back row turned to her) HAHAHAHAHA John: -usual smirk LOL- Ying: -laughing but embarrassed hahahahaha- and that explains the sudden outburst at the last row during dr foo's speech hahahahaha Lastly, Muni: just now when she said that the teachers will always be behind us, John was behind us! awwwww:) I'm glad that my friends are epic enough to make these two years filled with memories awww :) Gonna treasure it or not, that's a concern of the future, As for now, I remember these two years as days filled with laughter LOL And i woke up and saw lollipop f on Ylbfb:D:D

:(

Good job tonight!!:D Completed one gp essay, one econs essay and printed all neessary materials for tmr!;) ... Only that its gonna be long day tmr and hope that i can survive it :) (determined to get coffee though) Nights! And sleep tight for the two hours ...? I guess its gonna be somewhat less than two hours but it's kay! :)

I can feel the change in me over these few days And I'm glad I'm finally in the mood :) LAST LAP GO! 

Last week of school... Officially. Last of this, last of that. And we continue to mug so that out last memory of school will be smiles instead of tears next year march.

HEHE:B

任爸在微博寫了令人動容的文章紀念博學多聞、體力驚人的任爺爺，感嘆他雖因腦溢血臥病年餘，仍關心孫女Selina的病情，常閃淚光。任爸說：「老爸，來生再報答您今世的父子深情！我們再把酒言歡！」任爸相當孝順，任爺爺生病期間，多是他背著老人家上下樓、就醫，Selina生病期間，他醫院家裡兩頭跑，不曾喊苦。 :( 任爸到底是哪來的堅強？

Two years. One year. One term. One month. 31 days. A LEVELS. Last lap!  don't give up xiaowei!

If you think that you can get into university with minimal effort, then you are insulting university education. - Mr Chiang and I think he's totally right on that note.

My dad bought 3 new bikes at a discounted rate :D

吃別人不能吃的苦，忍受別人不能忍受的委屈，做別人不願意做的事，你就能享受別人不能享受的一切。 - 阿緯 okay I'm going to sleep though I alr had a nap... 明天… 衝啊！！！

Appreciate all the efforts that our teachers are putting in to help us :) Especially Ms Huda who always seem to have irregular meal times due to intensive consultation sessions (awwww And lol asked Mr Wu why is it that I did well (for a 17/25) essay And his reply was... "15 for content isnt well" ... LOL and that was when I realised oh right 15 really isn't high... Hahaha Awkwarrrrrd I think I'm looking at things positively these days And became especially appreciative for little actions of teachers and friends :) 廖亦崟1007:D

Eve though I don't like how 93.3 hardly plays Lollipop F's song, I have to say that I love how 「那些年」is on air so frequently :D .. Like now! :D HEHEHEHE @618, 「電司」is on air!! Loves loves dance dance dance dance :D

I think I'm a person who seeks recognition and affirmation. All along, I've never been aiming high grades (A) for history, cause I think I just simply cannot make it. But today, I'm changing this target, changing to be more ambitious :) I'm aiming for an A for history for A levels. This decision was triggered after ms k said that she is expecting an A from me, as well as steffi, Jill and muni ;) Truthfully, I wasn't certain till she said that I was alright and coping well at the initial stage, only that I'm on the decline for unknown reasons. Thus, it gave me much encouragement cause it shows that hope is not all that lost, especially I was seen as capable initially. In fact, I suppose I know what led to the decline - the idea that it doesn't matter if I can't make it. And I'm throwing that out of my mind - Xiaowei, no excuses, you can do it! Accounting for ~10% for H1 history, I'm not going to make excuses and I will aim to get the A...

It's such a memorable day hahaha First was Ying, then Muni, then Angela and me, then Ang again haha and I thought Ang and my reason was quite cute/stupid LOL Ang: thanks for your presence... Me: ??? What present? Ang: like everything ... Me: O.O Ang+Me: ...  -LOLOLOL- To think I was thinking who would get that pack of tissue after muni ._. Hehe smiles laughter as well as tears of all sorts hahaha These days aren't gonna last long :( 「再見了我的小時候…」on air so nice :) Love you guys 

Read through my blogposts for a special reason :) And found so many friends that I have to be thankful for :)

Finally heard「電司」on 93.3! Hehehe even though I don't really know if they are praising them or what since their attention is totally off focus till it's on 阿緯's chest muscles o.o hahaha but at least it's here! ^^ Dance dance dance dance :D Hehe super cute!!

It is the last stretch. Be focused on what you spend time doing for your revision. It is no longer the amount of time you spend revising, but what you spend time doing for revision. - Mr John Wu jiayou jiayou xiaowei!! Actually... I don't know who the hell will be bothered to hear me talk about this In fact, I think most would feel pissed upon hearing :( For the past one and half year, This band is where everyone wants to land in, including me. Yet now that i'm here, it's filled with insecurities. Insecure cause I don't know why I'm here, cause I feel that i'm not good enough to be here, even more fearful cause I'm not sure if I'm going to remain at this standard. So what happened during that 2 3-hours session? Truthfully, I have no answer to that, and I feel bad cause much as i want it, I don't think I deserve it :( So my task now, raise your standards till you are of that standard. Believe in yourself, jiayou xiaowei! :)

it's surprisingly great :D:D:D

Kay start working now :D

A little encouragement works wonders:) Xiao Wei is good - - Mr Loh Yan Xiang :D even though I know that I don't really deserve that credit cause some of it was last minute forced memorization that I cant quite do the questions anymore... but so happy to be praised -flies to the skies- hehehe Third encouragement from Mr Loh! :D Contented with what I have this time though 5 out of 6 did not meet expectations... Lol but improved! Good job xiaowei!:D But dont be complacent and do better in the next big As!! Some people succeed because they are destined to; but most people succeed because they are determined to! Let's work hard together! - Mr Ng Hao Jin Lastly, woooohooooo 93.3 is finally going to broadcast Dance tmr! But i'm going to be in tuition tmr while they talk abt them... Criesssssssss  after waiting for so longgggg But at least they are showing presence in Singapore hehehe And yang muni likes Dance too! And it brainwashed her brains hahaha 「dance danc...

something is damn wrong o.o just for fun hehe :)

「知足」on air now! And yeap, as it gets nearer to graduation (farewell assembly), I'm getting more and more attached to the people around me :( 「終於妳身影消失在人海群中 才發現 笑著哭 最痛」 「知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛」 I just realised, i have never took a close look at the lyrics. Probably, I took the song for granted, just like how i took my friends for granted. ... And many faces are flashing past my mind now. including yours, whoever you may be :)

HEHE HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY EVERYONE:D IT'S A KIDDY DAY TODAY:D Kay hmm I must say, I have to thank my grades (as in those returned) for giving me encouragement to do better to do my effort over these 4 years (since i started studying hard since sec3) some justice :) I'm not expecting excellent grades, I just want my grades to be a reflection of my effort (hopefully:)) Oh well, I'm not positive regarding Monday, but it's just part of the process of schooling (the last few bits of it :() And it's 38 days to A Levels. Brace yourself for it! Go!

HEHE LOWWY THANKYOU ONCE AGAIN :D Cause I realised that all the 'techniques' that you told me over the near 3 hour talk that night came to gooooood use hahaha Though i'm not sure if I still rmb them but at least you made me more willing to accept dear correlation hahaha - full marks! HEHE Thanks thanks! -bows 90 degrees- 

Encouragement from Mr Loh!

WORK HARDERRRRRRR 