:D twilight! kay -.- hahas was amused by the radio :P about a girl who went to ask robert pattinson if he would bite her hahahs :D edward cullen!:D i really enjoy reading twilight series at night:D it's like you wont take note of the time hahas :D whee read till 3.30 for two days, and 4.10 yesterday today morning haahahs:D :D:D o.o i got so freaked out when they talk about victoria :S gagaga i keep imagining victoria's face then gaaah so gross ): o.o went for the bridge party thing lol but it was kinda stupid just food and all -.- but i got a chance to run for 8 mins -.- but i least i can run:D hahahs and it's first time in the dark :D o.o i think i saw mr yeo again -.- from the bus i saw him at the opposite bus stop lol :D twilight! i like jasper cullen/whatever-his-surname-is too:D o.o and jenn, jacob black isn't that bad what :D wheeeeee edward cullen!:D
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wanted to ot some twilight pictures up but ): none of it are good looking, be it bella swan or edward cullen ): but the trailer is good hahas i seriously imagined edward cullen to be way way way better looking than robert pattinson sigh ): wheee it had been long since i have the patience to finish reading a book :D but sigh lh's right after all, i didn't manage to do homework cause i spent my time hahas reading youtube-ing xiaojie sleeping (for ard 3-4 hours :P) and reading again :P supposed to read hcl book but ended up reading new moon hahahs :P //edit: o.o robert pattinson was cedric diggory lol think he looks better in harry potter then :P wheee edward cullen!:D
light on Never really said too much Afraid it wouldn't be enough Just try to keep my spirits up When there's no point in grieving Doesn't matter anyway Words could never make me stay Words will never take my place When you know I'm leaving Try to leave a light on when I'm gone Something I rely on to get home One I can feel at night A naked light, a fire to keep me warm Try to leave a light on when I'm gone Even in the daylight, shine on And when it's late at night you can look inside You won't feel so alone You know we've been down that road What seems a thousand times before My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons That roll out underneath my heels And you don't know how bad it feels To leave the only one that I have ever believed in Try to leave a light on when I'm gone Something I rely on to get home One I can feel at night A naked light, a fire to keep me warm Try to leave a light on when I'm gone Even in the daylight, shi...
went for P4 ACL and PS outing after bp quest :P apple crumble pizza!:D ly and her new hair:D wheee. ly finally eats a proper meal hahahas :D our old/new school hahas. went for a run from my house to school :D (inspired by lh and ly running ard their house) lol then saw mr yeo running too heheh, was thinking that 49 might run, didnt expect mr yeo lol :P wheeeeee. next:D
lihuey lol my leftover burnt rice :P went to pasir ris park ytd. supposed to have ly teo and jenn but turned out to be P4 PL and PS outing lol :P anyways so we went cycling and talking and walking, up and down the park o.o and i swinged. wheeee, ages since i swinged (: and i like cycling :D but came home and slept immediately -.- but woke up twice in the middle of the night and it wasnt easy to fall asleep ): my legs went numb sigh ): june/ o.o you did:D:D at the old campus shimei/:D i think i like piano again :P jenn/guides
i wanted to say something, but i just dont know what to say. anyways, i think i'll scare people off sometimes, like Ovidia :P but anyways, that's not the main point. no, there's no main point in the first place. i guess i would have no idea how i can get on with my life without my parents. but the point is, it's just a totally random thought. i don't know what i'm typing but nevermind i'm really sick of piano. i want to play it, seriously. but i just can't stand the fact of forced continuous practicing, it's so, forced. i don't know how to describe it, but the msg that just came in just made me think of this anything, i just want to leave with another two words. guides byebye
from estall :P You need to score 30 and below to be an angel. 1. smoked before 2. drunk alcohol before 3. slept with someone of the opposite sex 4. slept with someone of the same sex 5. gotten into any fights (with my brother) 6. kissed someone of the opposite sex 7. kissed someone of the same sex 8. had someone in your room of the opposite sex 9. scolded vulgarities 10. bought porn 11. take drugs before medicine. 12. hate going to the doctor’s 13. lied to your parents 14. lied to a friend 15. snuck out of the house 16. done something illegal (jaywalking) 17. cut yourself 18. hurt someone 19. wished someone to die 20. seen someone die 21. missed curfew 22. stayed up all night 23. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 24. been to a therapist 25. been to a rehab 26. dyed your hair 27. received a ticket 28. been in a wreck 29. been to a club 30. been to a bar 31. been to a wild party 32. seen the Mardi Gras 33. had a fight 34. had a spring break in florida 35. sniffed anything 36. wore ...
read some post regarding ATC. mostly the jnrs. im reminded of ATC06, (P1 Flintstones) where i posted alot after camp, and how it changed my attitude, how it changed the definition of guides, and how it changed my life. (oh, and how june said. "you changed" on the first jihe after camp which made me really really happy) yet, i'm disgusted and pissed whenever i remember how rude i was then. then im reminded of ATC07, (P1 Tadpole) where i got so disappointed in myself, but so amused because of the ship horn or whatever it is that made me jerk up immediately in the mid of sleep. then now ATC08. (P4 BMW) where disappointment happens again but i dont know why i just couldnt perform up to standard even though i worked hard, perhaps just not hard enough. but at least, i went through all DHScoy camps. love guides
went bookfair yesterday and bought twilight etc. lol and saw jfc there. hahas i screamed :P anyways. had test ytd. of everything, i still like fire lighting. nvm, thats not impt. guides i don't think it will improve, not just yet. we are trying hard, but we just can get along ): cant you guys just give us some space to squeeze in?
ATC is over. somehow, i'm not happy about it. i failed again, and the point is, again . i promise to change, like seriously change, even if it means to look like a gl i have to change. (ooh, and i guess lihuey will help me with that (: ) but, on a happier note, we bonded again zhong sans!:D and, heheh, it feels weird to say it here. but anyways, loves. (cause i had been saying it ever so often during camp but here just don't seem right LOL) ahhhhh maybe i can ask esther to train with meeeeee
i wonder why one thing can change me immediately. i want to escape to somewhere where nothing can affect me i want to stop doing things i had been doing i want to just skip everything cause everything suddenly seem to be so different making me afraid of what seems to be in stored for me isn't what it seemed. and i don't know why. many things just seemed to be packed in a way that is not its true self. suddenly, it just feel as if as i'm alone again. i keep telling people not to think too much, and i can't convince myself with that, now i understand. life is an argumentative essay, i still think that it is. i contradict myself whenever there is a tinge of sadness glooming and i can stop thinking deeper and i thought it worked in making my life happier. yet suddenly, it didn't seem to work, i can't find enough points to contradict the question in mind. when people being cared doesn't care, the one that cares undergoes the agony, which no one cares. things beyo...
说好的幸福呢 (: the song's tune and lyrics are nice.' 你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻 我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了 情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢 而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了 时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择 你冷了 倦了 我哭了 离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着 有些爱只给到这 真的痛了 怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了 开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得 你不等了 说好的 幸福呢 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢 怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了 我都还记得 安静了 (: i like the scissors paper stone haha :D
:D i finally did something for ATC :D okay, fine, many others did more. but i finally did something!:D i'm watching ming zhong cause my mum wants to watch :D anyways, going for cip later. so eh, wonder if that lady is willing to let us in hmmm. gagaga i feel bad cause juniors are like slogging their lives out there, eh, exaggeration, but eh, ya, something like that, and i'm here, blogging and watching teevee. -.- sorry ): but we've been through these days, so that's something to feel consoled about -.- seeeeee. when you feel sad, you have to do an argumentative essay to make yourself feel better. and when you are happy, you can just keep your mind happy :D -.- lols :P Sec 1 and Sec 2s jiayous for ATC! Sec 3s toooooo :D
surfed a few blogs. which, includes sec2s' blogs. and and and i found many posts on the separation day. somehow, i realised 2D and 2J seems the most bonded one hahas which, actually doesnt matter to me. yet, they reminded me about right, 2J, 2J07. maybe i'm still living in the past since many people have changed to missing their present classes. but just like some others, (e.g. jenn) who have not forgotten how we spent crying on that day (suppose it was 25 oct 07) in classrooms/staircase, and of course, during guides. cant remember which blog it was, it said that she could remember last year, when seniors(which was us) came crying to jihe, and now it's them. wow, i don't think i have forgotten how sad we were. kay, the stupid me still wants to be in year2.