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Some updates from the past month(s) Clearly using photos to remind me what happened while I was lazy to type my diary  Gonggong was hospitalised twice - once before my taiwan trip and one after  I literally checked in to the hospital before and after the trip  But thankful that while I was away  The family members never failed to stay w him through this tough time - and they made the effort to do so so that my dad won’t stay in the hospital for too many hours and tire himself out from responsibility  SF especially spent loads of time there - and here’s a picture that she drew while she was there 💓  Did two day-shifts at the hospital before I flew  One of which was the day the feeding tube was inserted into him and I got so emotional about it cause I feared it would hurt and demoralize him  But after I came back from toilet while the Nurses did the job (cause I wasn’t allowed to be beside)  It’s all done - and the nurse ...

Eventful past few days that I rlly enjoyed :) Met gen for dinner last fri where she gave me a nice nice treat  Woke up early on mon morn (once in a blue blue moon) to go gym to cycle but ended up running hehe   Met Joy at hood’s to listen to a band and heard my favourite 1006 song live by the singer herself  Went to K w jojong on the public hol where we sang many many songs that ppl normally don’t  Lol at her excitement at how I can sing so many songs even though I’ve never heard the full song before hahah And her shocked face when I teared while singing 幾分之幾 cause I got reminded of 花甲 and 阿嬤 Enjoyed my ovaltine Starbucks cake after that w mint mocha haha chocolate overload  Then met pama while they were exercising and went home to stuff ourselves w food at 9pm lol 

Back from an overseas trip w Joycelyn 😊 Despite the vastly different hygiene habits lol, I like how we can be so similar in many many ways  Long time since I've left the comfort of home  But china does seem to become the home of a close friend such that I'm at so much ease whenever I'm there  The lack of language barrier and even becoming similar in the accents probably helped a great deal  And opening your heart many little bits more definitely helps too  Even though our feets and legs are in so much pain for the past 5-6 days    It was a great getaway and a very appropriate time for me to clear some thoughts  While I have so much doubts on my future and desire to leave the place I once aspired to be in  I do know that it gives me a great deal of freedom and happiness when I do get to do something I like  Only that, how many years of youth can I spend?  And eve...

And this marks my first three months in the workforce, in my ideal dream job ☺️ So much has happened  But it definitely doesn't seem like it has been three whole months (if I use my internships as benchmarks) I've learnt so much  But so much more to learn  Keep going! ^^ Okie and for the past week ... Kinda conflicting thoughts abt it hahah Spent one whole week to finish my first shadow script (like script for one full episode!!! Hehehe) Kinda love how I can wake up whenever I want and work at my own flexible pace  But the few days when I had near zero social contact w other people made me worry a lil abt how worse my social skills can get if such days go on for a month (which would be once I start taking five or six eps at one go)   Okay but still shiokz much hahahah And i also worried (oh my I'm a  worry-freak) abt whether I can go through such brain-twisting days over and over again for episodes after episodes and shows afte...