1921

Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. -Macbeth, in Macbeth . guides planned my holiday activity,  but would get screwed, most probably.  dunoe,  read my own recent posts and felt that i'm thinking negatively,  making myself feel sad for an instant.  rar, whatever.  k signifies something, not just a reply.  found a big gap between us,  how to fill it up?  just had like 100+ grams out of my rectum -.-  with liquid and smell ): Change your thoughts and you change your world. -Norman Vincent Peale (1898-1993)

i'm faced with mind block whenever i see this posting box, for a number of days. anyways. one, thanks for being back. knowing that you're happy means quite alot to me, somehow. two, i realised. feelings might be unreal, cause it might simply be an attempt to regain the past. three, realised i forgot many of my pri sch friends. wanted to go back, planned to since last sept, but i didn't. sorry. four, if pri sch friends are distant after two years, (are we?) what about guides when it is - ? what about dunmanians? five, i saw 49 wearing a funny costume, and E4 having cool shirt(s) and hair o.O he simply looks like he just woke up! six, i see E4 all over the place. courts, fields and canteen (: and he's cute. (even ly says so) seven, oh, i feel the warmth of dunmanians. there's this sec4/3 girl that takes 158 too, she woke me up when she alight in case i overslept(: that's the love for dhs family, aint it? (: eight, i think i miss seeing 6A people. see you guys soon...

time is always wasted because of yourself, not totally our fault, get this fact right before you start scolding. wtf. friends are what that make you happy, but they are mainly the ones that make you sad so, how important is a friend? friends come and go, if you give your all now, will you regret the next time? always reacted upon your name, but the use of that, is simply a support that is unknown. since when, when did i change myself into a person who is concerned over results? is changing a good thing, or the opposite? i just realised, my main joy in life is sleep. and i love sleeping, how to stop it? ): hi esther ;D hi lihuey, shooooo! :D

One, till now, "Home" is still the best national song. To me, to us, to all singaporeans. Two, "Home" reminds me of the old days, as in last year. Yea, so did it remind me of the friends i made. (hi jiahuey! sing sing sing!) Three, I love Singapore. You can say they are not true born singaporean but they are trained by Singapore. If you don't want me to hate you, not that it makes any difference in your life, don't you dare say that Singapore don't deserve the title. Four, i wanted to say smth, but i forgot -.- SINGAPORE IS IN THE MEDAL TALLY! LOVES TO SINGAPORE!

didn't thought of posting, but not in the mood to study :x anyways, saw photos on shihming's blog hahas. then i thought of the campfire, jessica and dianne(: as in, somehow, though we didn't talk much, there's still, something that tells me that, i would be happy /very happy if i see them soon. they changed, so have we, but they are still willing to ask about us on their return. senior-junior relationship in us, think it moved me quite abit /alot. P4! loves, xiaowei (40th batch) // GOOD JOB SPORE TABLEY TENNISEY! LOVE SINGAPORE LOADS LOADS ! good luck!

random fact of the day:  I love P4 and the times, from 06, 07 to 08.

400th, and it's gona be random. i just said "hi zhenling!" because i feel very motivated to click on her name :x hm. k, nvm. i got six hcl comprehensions undone for tmr's file check! not planning to do :x sigh, becoming a super slacker): nvm! shall start working hard, if i can stop falling asleep or getting distracted by derrick etc :x yea, shall work hard! i'm happy that you are happy now, i'm happy that you recognised happiness in your life now. in any case, for everything,  there will still be me/us. loves. if only you can recognise us with a smile, a familiar smile. so long as you're happy(:

当你天天忙忙碌碌， 以为这就叫充实， 最后发现那是一种永无止境的循环， 把你压得喘不过气， 你会不会尝试放轻松， 给自己一个自我安慰的小小的笑？ 当你看到小孩天真无邪的笑容时， 你的第一个反应是什么？ 是被小孩感染， 然后一整天过得很愉快? 还是被小孩感染了一分钟后感叹这种灿烂的笑容已经失踪很久？ 当你替别人拍照， 叫别人对这镜头笑的时候， 你是真诚地希望他们笑， 还是机械式地随口叫他们笑， 以便你快快完成任务？ 当你看到一个自己不喜欢的人在生活中载了跟斗摔了一跤， 你会不会不受控制发出阵阵奸笑？ 当你完成了任务， 你是开心的笑， 或是在还没有笑之前就开始为新的任务担忧？ 当你听到一手好歌， 看了一部精彩的小说， 你会不会挂着满足的笑容久一点？ just found these questions, ironic? neverminds. a chance to reflect on our life (: We all owe our lives to our parents, treat them well, they can be sadder than what you think they are. i just hope to stop throwing my temper, and make them happier, instead of regretting, thinking and worrying if that would be the last time. i love my parents(: /watch money not enough, you'll have a different view towards your parents.

"No one owes Singapore a living" (: i'm a singaporean. and i think i owe singapore loadss(: i'm proud to say i'm a singaporean, i'm safe from many disasters, i'm don't feel disgraced by my country (: i'm a patriotic singaporean yay(: i like all our songs(: just like Home. singapore might have took away freedom, singapore might have gave us more pressure but she had also gave us love(: yay. be proud of your country! SINGAPORE ;D (:

Firstly, and happily, thankyou Ovidia for the card with a stripe!(: Secondly, thankyou Xintian and Liying for attempting to cheer me up(: and Nienan that heard me rattleeeee (: Thirdly, and frustratedly, (vulgarities coming your way, please neglect them, thankyou) DAMN IT YOU ASSHOLE YOU THINK WE LOVE YOUR LESSON THAT WE WANT TO DIE IN IT AH IT'S FIRE WE ARE TALKING ABOUT K DONT THINK YOU - WE HAVE TO LISTEN, BASTARD WHAT IF IT'S REAL FIRE? YOU GONNA TAKE CARE OF US IN HELL AH THANKS MAN! FUCK OFF YOU'RE jUST A NEW NOOB WHO IHAS PROBLEMS WITH ME(/A PORTION OF OUR CLASS) DONT THINK YOU CAN TAKE OVER YOU HIGH AND MIGHTY SHIT ASS YOU KNOW HOW GREAT YOU MAKE ME FEEEL WTF. CAN YOU JUST SHUN AND STOP MAKING HELL OUT OF MY LIFE. YOU FUCKING WITCH LOOKING LIKE BITCH ASSHOLE HOW I WISH I CAN GO UP TO YOU AND SAY I HATE YOU AND LIKE WOOO SEE YOUR EXPRESSION! OR THROUGH EVALUATION FORM! YAY! FUCK IT ASS. Finally, I want to thank you for letting me know that being sensitive to others...

Truthfully, i admire the three witches. evil, scheming, manipulation, how certain are you that we aren't like that? no one has the right to say that the witches are bad, since they are bad too. witches represent the evil side of humans. you are being represented by the witches, unless you are not human. so say it together, "Double double boil and trouble Fire burn, and cauldron bubble!" i love guides, where we are a family. some other CCAs have their politics, but we don't, not that much at least, because we are a family. i think i'm gonna miss lh's hair. it poked my face quite a bit on fri, just like last time but it would most likely be the last time i guess ): i am going to face ly's hair every week (i hope), but hers is curled down a lil, won't poke me. but i squeeze the patrol quite a lot, that our knees always bend when we need to do the banana or shalalala song heheh (: shuen and ovidia didn't come ): but we can continue the rhythmic baoshu,...

screwed waste time then dun let me save it in - screwed. damn can we just stop being so conscious of academic results? i asked myself "why are we studying?" after bio test. since, i slacked for the whole day without maths, some chem. and i get frantic the next day. even so, i still slept, wow. vanessa says, "for the future" yes, practical reasons. are we even living for ourself? or are we living for the unknown future, the society, or our nation? screwed.