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Yesterday night The whole family miraculously gathered in grandpa’s house for a meal  And watched grandpa’s bday photo projected  on the tv  I was resting in the room cause I was tired  But decided to go out a while later and so glad I did so There were loads of laugher, tons of joy  And there gonggong was, sitting in the middle hearing and seeing it all  But just for a moment when he stopped responding My heart skipped a beat  For fear that the last has happened  And I’m so glad it didn’t  And blames the sunglasses for hiding his eyes and making me afraid  I thought I would have gotten use to the idea of loss But no, it doesn’t get any easier  Haven’t been able to spend much time w gonggong Especially the past few weeks where I couldn’t even go for the weekly dinners as I was in a mad rush for work  I hope I can make up for it soon  Weekly, or fortnightly 公公，我们爱你 ❤️

Super glad that I’ve been pretty proud of the things that i did for work recently hehe Just finished a ppt that I spent 4-5 nights on cause I had to redevelop the story from a concept we submitted in jan  Lol that initial concept was filled w many suspense questions at the end to keep the reader hooked  But we actually had no answers to them in actual fact So I had to 后兜 what was left in the concept and it was brain damaging hahah  But super happy now that the story is now valid w answers and quite good imo  Haha shameless but to be fair my dad was quite impressed cause he like the twists we injected hehe Supervisor helped so much w the logical flow and she said it’s well done too so YAYYYYYY  Happy that my baby has born out well :D Actually most write would consider the actual show their baby but for a pitching slide like this that might not even be produced, im alr super proud of the proposal 😊 (And I finally felt what my colleague meant...

與其自憐自艾 不如做出實際一點的努力 讀書 看戲 練習分場 分析場次 記下筆記 找寻新角度 參與生活 提高靈敏度 接下來的一年 直到明年的五月 不要再空口說白話 讓疲累成為懶散的藉口 到時 二十六歲的你  堅決果斷地做出決定 要繼續努力 還是另闢蹊徑 重新出發 In an additional note  Many thanks to 卲老師 for giving me more concrete skills and direction to work on  And even more grateful to colleague al for honestly telling me the areas to improve  TV team work naturally comes with conflict and discussions  Think through every decisions you make - why this way? Is the show better this way? Is the imagery stronger this way? Is this more enjoyable to watch? What is another way to do this?  Know what you want to achieve. If you try another method, do you get the effect you want?   Don’t be easily swayed, think twice,  have a stand.  THINK!!!