Ended my year w SHE's performance at taiwan's countdown :) They have been a great example of how determination and positivity can overcome challenges and painful torture In 2013, they will be who I look up to and I shall learn from them and be strong, positive and focused to overcome all odds Goodbye 2012, thanks for being well to me! ^^
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A few things over these days Back from hk and slept till 1 the next day (ie Christmas Day) Watched CZ12 w family and we all felt its worth it! Then had our only meal at Pizza Hut yumyum :D Couldn sleep well cause oh well yea, thrs my horrendous results 3.1 gosh > And there's a photo thr w all the things I bought fr myself frm hk :D Tada now off to watch videos Hahaha and I managed to catch mo fan bang bang tang on tv But signal got cut off alr so no more sian but at least I caught it once :) NEXT SEM XIAOWEI HAS TO BUCK UP!
Back home :) and merry christmas!
Honestly wonders why people, some, celebrates christmas in a way more elaborate than new year. I guess different events signifies different things for different people, and I have possibly never felt the fun of christmas since I often spend it awkwardly (except yesterday I guess) But isn't new year seemingly a much larger event for all since ALL of us are entering somewhat a new stage, or rather a brand new cycle of events? But then again, I often wonder why do people like to celebrate the end of thins or events. Like how we celebrate the end of school, the end of work, and there you go, the end of year. But positively speaking, it's the start of a new year :) Being more imaginative, 2012 is gonna e forgotten ad become a past history, where events become blurred and we can no longer distinguish 2012 and 2011, just like how we mix up events from 2003/4 and 2008/9 and possible forgetting all about 2005/6/7 etc Alright, I honestly have no idea why these thoughts are being ...
Post from 19/12: Flying off to hongkong again :) Not w my parents but w gen this time :) but cough is accompanying me too gah Gonna miss my parents I guess :/ Hope all is well and the trip will be fruitful and everyone stay safe while I'm away And may we be back safely w our things all in tact feeling happy :) 香港 我來了 :D
當一切走到盡頭 黑暗吞噬的那一刻 火光炸放的那一瞬 閉起雙眼 我們仰賴著看似即將幻滅的絲絲希望 我們變得無力抵抗 我們失去自我捍衛的能力 我們開始自我回溯 過眼雲煙的回憶在此刻漫步重拾 迅速的分秒隨著恐懼緩緩拉長 我們無力 我們放棄 所以只能用僅剩的時間 在心裡 讓充實的人生幕幕重溫 但希望這一切都不會發生 22/12/12 將會是我們都值得慶幸的一個早晨 希望大家都安好 :) Legs aching like mad and somehow this ache is making me feel giddy as though the world's vibrating gosh Should sleep soon be well and have a good day everyone :)
22nd wedding anniversary :) Dimsum - bread - pizza hehehe Went to safra Tim palace fr dim sum lunch Then got so fulllllll hahahaha and went fr a bowling session (last time we did bowling was ages ago hehe) Had tea break at toast box after a 16bucks massage chair massage hahaha Finally ended w a gold class movie of hobbit hehe made super good use of gold class w the long movie And enjoyed dinner in the gold class lounge Super high cost but like what my dad says, he can spend as little as possible but willing to spend fr celebratory sale :) HAPPY MARRIAGE DADDY & MUMMY :D
121212: IMMA DRIVER NOW ^^
Omgggggggg loves loves the tester and warmup instructor were superrrrrrrrr nice to me hehe :D And many thanks to friends fr wishing me luck cause I rlly felt that today was a pleasant good lucky day - of which I should be grateful for cause if some things went wrong I wouldn't be feeling so happy now hehehehe And HEARTS HONHON :D thanks!! :D Got into 2nd round fr hk competition LOL thanks fr all the luck! truly grateful fr today! :D And special thanks to my parents fr waiting fr me at cdc and working so hard and giving me support and luck and wishing me real well LOVES LOVES THANKSSSSSS :D TADA :D I'm an 18-pointer but I passed :D Thanks fr everything everyone!! :D
the words struck some chord in me i guess it does too for some of my girlfriends too :) DRIVING EXAM TMR :O have been convincing myself that i should not take it too hard but not doing very well in it ohwells hoping fr the best tmr >< jiayou! down w flu, suddenly, amidst the intensive driving period didn't see it coming at all just suddenly starting sneezing like mad then bought the wrong medicine and aggravated it w bad sore throat till i met the doc and got the right med skin on my nose totally peeled and throat still feels stuck :( and thus went fr driving in jacket twice flag prep is ongoing but holidays + my physical state is making me unwilling to work or read the stuff sent dang but gotta go read xoxo in case i'm going fr meeting after exam tmr jiayou xiaowei! tmr tmr tmr gosh ALL THE BEST XIAOWEI 撐過就是你的 go! :D
Honestly feels that if I manage to pass my driving exam it's like a total miracle zzz It rains every other day and More and more and more mistakes keep surfacing these days From the initial issue that has nv occurred: striking kerb at s-course To the weird issue to striking kerb t crank course I even went out of bounds ytd on the road Gosh so many so many mistakes I even hit nearly 10 kerbs on Sunday dang Sick now makes it feel even more :S Then again if I fail, there are positive sides to it cause I'll be more trained and prepared fr driving out But then again it's like ~$500 on top of the current >$2000 expenditure on driving crap Gahhhhhhhh :(
THIS IS A FREAKING GREAT COMBINATION!!! (Y) totally enjoyed the short performance 我忘了怎麼溝通 甚至忘了怎麼寫字 我沒法打字的話就沒有辦法解釋 我對著電腦 而晝夜開始顛倒 活在視窗裡 彷彿永遠不會變老 我不需要治裝 只是屁股偶爾會長痔瘡 滑鼠是我的翅膀 在虛擬的世界裡 我戴上面具 在數不盡的日夜裡 我像是編劇 在Real World 我用真名說假的話 Another World 我用假名說真的話 有點疑惑 我也開始變得有點掙扎 在我的兩個世界裡 分不清真假 我對著鍵盤敲打「你也是這樣嗎?」 我故作瀟灑「你也寂寞嗎 ?」 一起數落這個世界是我們活該嗎 既然已經離不開了 那就一起罵 沒有人要聊天 大家都在玩手機 你錯字連篇 當你手上握著筆 不需要言語 只需要app 無聊的鄉民 擠爆了PTT 在虛擬的世界 或許認真就輸了 我說***** PTT 鄉民們全都哭了 萬人響應 無人到場 又如何 只會在網路上放話 我聽你胡扯 你哭啊 你哭啊 沒有電腦要怎麼活 Put your hands up 哈哈 全部都有電腦手 在真實的世界你說 Life is a struggle 在虛擬的世界 一切都像是一場秀 就連上帝也為它瘋狂 我的字典裡從來沒有放棄了上網 我怎麼忘記了 離不開這框框 我的生活晃蕩 每天上... 為何這城市為所欲為 我只要只屬於我的宇宙 給自己一些從來沒有過的寧靜快樂季節 已老去的歲月化成蝴蝶都飛翔在我的房間 向時間交換來的新語言和心上的山水說聲謝謝 面對著那些不美的世界都不想不去掛念 每天重複著 開機 關機 待機 當機了沒有關係 再按一下 開機 關機 待機 當機了沒有關係 我始終在 開機 關機 待機 當機也沒有關係 我離不開 開機 關機 待機 當機 - MC HOTDOG's Rap
A food run of 5km! Fint hitting it after so long haha But damn tough :/ I wonder whr did I get the stamina to do 7km last time haha Blended into the 42km stand chart run at gardens Gosh so tough but salute them fr doing the 42km run! Maybe maybe if I'm strong-willed enough, I'll do 21km when 21 years old Hahahaha but super tough :S Super long since I last ran here hehe :D
Good end to the sem! :D Feels loved w honhon and lowwy's encouragement texts fr today's last papers awww lovelies :D Then coincidentally met Yanci and Yingying, then joined by Angela and Wentian at YIH! But gotta leave to study gen bio hehe but miss seeing them all tgt :D Then I saw Laura and Cynthia before the bio paper Then Sandy and Jovina after gen bio :D Went to spin ard (LOL basically was due to us losing our way) on Jon's car w mill and Jolene frm orchard to bugis to kallang to tampines And watched life of pi at the second row lol neck strain Then joined AG ppl at chalet! But didn bring my stuff so I left fr home w gen and Jolene by Jon's car And got lost feel damn bad but thanks friend! Ended the day w night chatting w mama Nice day today and nice end to the sem :D See y'all next year :D And good nights people FREEDOM!!! :D Time to catch up w other friends and my own self :D
Surprisingly, this year i'm gonna have my exams just one day before a levels last year - 1 Dec 2012 so here's the reminder for myself since school is gonna start so soon - next monday (it's 10 aug now) Plans (Goals) for AY2012/2013 Semester 1: 1. Driving - Final Theory Test (test on 11 Sept) - Passed! - Practical Driving Test (test on 12 Dec - 12/12/12) 2. CAP of 4.0 for: - LSM1301 - MKT1003 - ES2002 - BSP1005 - DSC1006 - BFS1001 (till week 6) 3. CCA - NUSSU Bizcom (PRM) 4. Bizad Flag & Be proactive and opportunistic! :) It's definitely not gonna be easy but I have to do this Stay optimistic and be hard on yourself to attain what you want It's either climbing to the highest peak, or stay at the foot of the mountain Since you have started, persevere and never give up so that previous struggles were not for nothing. JIAYOU XIAOWEI :)