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外向。 討喜。 內向。 沉悶。 可是儘管盡力將自己往外推 卻仍是由內的向里移 或許本就不是就不可強求 但放縱是否鎮是長久適宜之計？ 懊惱😔😔😔 再想想 其實外向的人們似乎必內向的人們幸運的多 因為他們的侃侃而談 讓他們少了許多內心自我掙扎的時刻 也多了別人主動體恤和關懷的溫暖 而內向的人 卻有苦說不出 想說卻不知如何說

Now that I have time .. (Actually I don't lol there's a presentation tmr but I hvn prepped for it at all - yet I can't bring myself to work at home) So here I am listing down some stuff hat happened over the week  - this was written on wed - Monday - Stressful stressful cause we were far away from our target sign ups and boss wasn't impressed at all  IC ended up being rlly stressed about it and possibly also cause of her upcoming exam and other work tasks  But a huge learning point was well - segmenting, targeting and positioning  Hahaha exactly STP Can't believe I forgot about it lol but glad the manager pointed it out as why we have been failing to appeal to them He also shared about the diff cultures and thus conversation types that we shld have when we contact ppl of diff countries  How true, and how negligent I was Tuesday and Wednesday was spent working out at night and WORKing in the day w many many calls  Even though I st...

the new intern reported on monday and i'm honestly thankful for her too cause her outgoing character seems to be leading me out of my cave hahaha pepperoni pizza to welcome her and thus i got a treat too hehe  tuesdayyyyy :') Spent the entire day handling those name tags etc phew Then ran an errand to brasbasah to print stuff for the event Followed by quick lunch before going to the event to set up the reg booth was also the photographer of the event and it was quite fun playing w the dslr hehe but had to conduct short interviews and clean up and bring the things back so i only got to leave the office at 7 plus sigh so we had nihon mura express for dinner w pama ^^ yumz i think i'm on sushi-spree these days keep craving and eating it hehe and carrot cake for my bdayyyyy (FOOD'S THE BEST) And for this year (I wonder if it's cause I aged lol) the only wish have is for health for all and world peace ☀️ Okay so I do look haggard as gen said after I m...

So after one week of rest, here starts my first week at a new company ...  And it has been a shocking experience. It is really diff from what I was expecting I recall how I stupidly mentioned to the career counsellor that I don't think I'll have much to do in this company And how wrong I was 😪 Much as I recognize how this internship experience is gonna be a fruitful one  It is still kinda difficult to go through these days w so much work since I was expecting a rather chill internship lol Hopefully hopefully  I'll get used to the hectic pace and catch up asap So here's a hopeful me before I reported for work on the first day Then ... Daily OTs and work that couldn't be finished oh gosh  A lil disheartening tbh  Started off w data entry of name cards  Then got tasked to migrate data  Haha dumb ass me actually forgot abt moving them column by column, but actually more line by line oh gosh how stupid haha so I en...

idk if this is a good song or not, but the lyrics resonated so so so much  "有些時候 你懷念從前日子 可天真離開時 你卻沒說一個字 你只是揮一揮手 像扔掉廢紙 說是人生必經的事 酒喝到七分 卻又感覺悵然若失 鏡子裡面 像看到人生終點 或許再過上幾年 你也有張虛偽的臉 難道我們 是為了這樣 才來到這世上 這問題來不及想 每一天一年 總是匆匆忙忙" "相信愛會永恆 相信每個陌生人  相信你會成為最想成為的人 習慣說謊 就是變成熟了嗎 有一套房子之後 才能去愛別人嗎 總是以為 成功之後 就能撫平傷痕 慾望邊埋著 錯過的人 當青春耗盡 只剩面目可憎" "相信愛會永恆 相信每個陌生人 當我和世界初相見 當我曾經是少年" :(

I'm so so so super tired 😭 On a side note, I've recently received an email from CNM webmaster haha kinda ignored it at first but felt a little joyful after realizing that's from CNM, and it's like a letter for the CNM students, which includes me!! Hehehe  I'm not one who can love what I study, but I certainly can study what I love (at least willing to invest much more time and effort studying them) hehehe