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莊濠全的18/20/29歲生日:D and cruz mentioned 敖犬 yesterday during the interview for 張芸京 cause of 義氣 :D

great day/night yesterday going off soon elaborate next timmmmme :)

sososososososo proud of them :D it's not the best song you'll ever hear but the improvement and changes that they have made all the way from 七彩棒棒堂 is sososososo significant :D and, they made this song themselves *smirks* kay but one bad thing about the song is the very weird english words cause, none of it sounds right structurally. but still :D and. AWWWW. I LOVE MS HUDA TTM :D she just replied me regarding my third draft of I&R (sent in the morn @ 7:18, but i only got to see it now) and she wrote this : Dear Xiao Wei, Your I&R is fine... remember to print two copies with the cover page (see Mr Chew's email). Yaay! :D regards, Ms Huda look at the "Yaay! :D"! ohman, how can anyone of such a cute ttm CT? awwwww lucky five, or six, c oneones :D and she's soooooo superduper nice that she opened more op prep slots for us despite seeing us everyday for the past week alr (and seeing us more in the two more weeks) busy but super spectacular cutesxzxzs teacher...

many many many fond memories of the show, performances and concert videos ♥

一個人的世界里 所有的遊戲規則有我制定 別人的心情我無須理會 歡笑或淚水都不須多加壓抑 壓力的來源也都因而消失 一個人的世界 或許孤單寂寞 或許冷清難受 但換回的自由 卻可抵過一切 所以 ... 我的理想世界 就是一個人的世界 :) idk what this is for just some random thoooooooooooughts hahaha back to pw script!

funny funny videos of bbt :D especially this one: hahaha watched a few times and aw they're just so funny hahaha the very much improved LOLLIPOP-F :D

just remembered something :D FORTY-NINE FTW !!! :D

just a thought: i think humans often forget to consider feelings/emotions of others especially those that are (an example) academically superior thus we all simply assume that they are high and mighty with no fluctuation of emotions. i'm sorry if i have been negligent to all your efforts, friend. DH004 has done well today :) and we're gonna jiayou and do better! friends, all the best! :D here's a quote! but to categorise under encouraging quotes? idk if it's applicable but yea, it's life related :) 有些事不愿发生，却不得不接受； 有些人不可失去，却不得不放手。 有时候，我们等的不是什么人、什么事， 我们等的是时间，等时间，让自己改变。 here's a potty photo to share from fuckyeahdeathlyhallows.tumblr.com ultimate cuteness! :D and this made me laugh hahaha cool kid ;)

一部好的戲劇作品， 關鍵在於它貫徹人心的故事情節。 不需要大卡司的陣容， 也不需要耗費巨資的場景； 一部深入人心的戲劇， 只需一個深入剖析人性，和強烈諷刺社會惡性現象的故事。 這，就是我從《死神少女》中領會出的。 《死神少女》沒有眾多偶像演員， 但它與普通並敷衍了事的偶像劇不同。 它成功的將青少年在社會中面對的種種問題， 和社會不斷出現惡性循環的現象， 完完整整地展現在觀眾的眼前。 逼迫看不清現實的人們， 重新審視並開始重視現在社會嚴重沈淪的問題。 became very uninterested in dramas zzz only this show spark my interest :)

「我的心碎了」　S.H.E三缺一續拚工作 更新日期:2010/10/25 18:23 S.H.E的Selina在上海受傷，連帶讓整個團體的工作被影響，另外2位團員強打精神，完成大陸2場商演，還特地獻唱，寫給Selina的特別歌曲，當中幾度哽咽，因為接下來，包括跨年演唱廣告，通告得用3缺1的形式完成， 只能期盼她傷癒，早日歸隊。 Hebe、Ella：「今天我們想要唱這首歌，是要獻給我們的好姐妹Selina，剛剛提到她比我們想像中的勇敢堅強，所以在這邊很謝謝大家，謝謝每一個人對她的祝福，那我們就這邊獻上這首屬於Selina的歌曲。」 語氣聽起來有點哽咽， 因為一邊工作，心卻全懸在好姐妹Selina的身上，S.H.E三缺一，只能透過歌詞訴心曲。 Hebe、Ella：「會痛嗎，那一下下，我的心都碎啦，你豆大的淚珠不停地落下，你卻沒有忘了堅強，心疼嗎，愛你的人心當然會疼啦，公主Selina，你受了點傷，你還是我的公主啊。」 小公主受傷，剩下2個人，獨自撐完連續2天2場大陸的演出，心急如焚的Ella也趕在25日傍晚搭機趕回台灣，因為接下來的工作更吃緊。 Selina主持得找人代班，加上原本正在接洽的跨年演唱4場，廣告商演6場，還有要發行的音樂作品，現在通通得改由Hebe加上Ella兩人組硬撐。主持人：「不過可能有點遺憾，SHE可能有一位缺席。」 不只粉絲關心，演唱會曾經邀當嘉賓的江蕙，部落格上說二姐幫你惜惜，傷口一定會好起來，曾經是導演也是合作夥伴的王力宏，微博上留言「這明明可避免的卻還是有人受重傷。辛苦了，早日康復！我們大家都很愛你！」，藝人一同集氣，給好人緣的Selina多點度過難關的勇氣。 selina got badly burnt in a filming process a few days back and is fully wrapped with bandages it's like so painful and saddening and that it made everyone so worried over her injuries and despite the crew saying that they had a few explosive tries before fans at the scene reported that it ...

news: LOLLIPOP F重新出發，少了前團員王子、小傑，敖犬不捨地說：「就像少了左右手，不過我們會努力比以前更強，希望彼此都會更好。」王子、小傑也私下致電幫他們加油。 :D workwise, wr printed :) but presentation tmr omg jiayouuuuu :)

listened to 四度空間 three times and ah it's really really nice :D maybe i'm biased or what so i'm hoping for someone who doesn't have any prejudice against 棒棒堂 to tell me if it's really as nice as what i'm thinking however... i don't know who to ask :( but many many people have said that LOLLIPOP-F improved loadssssss :D:D:D i think i'm as happy as those kpop night fans but i didn't spend as much money hahaha but i'm gonna buy their album :D and and the song is stucked in my headdddddd :D with all the turning of necks hohoho :D

LOLLIPOP-F having their 簽唱會 now (or may have ended) but yay! i cant wait for 6/11 :D newwwwww album :D and lowxintian, i'm suddenly very eggcited for 29/11 :D hahahahah wheeeee and lowhanying! GREATGREATGREAT JOB!!!!! :D

sam's a changed man hahahaaha indeeeeed. cant really put it to words but yes he has succumbed to the bad influence lol but not us, just angela and yingying hahaha but cool kid he's now our 大哥大, man of the family, pillar of the family etc yo hahaha

棒棒堂的精神誕生了 LOLLIPOP-F 四度空間 :) 團長莊敖犬： LOLLIPOP就留給我們六個人吧，它是永遠的 :D:D:D

merry merry moments today :) & a frantic one at night hahaha 1. LOW HANYINGGGGGGGGG gave me a box of royce chocolates today :D but honnny! my mum says its expensive so i'm gonna return you one day likeeeeeeeeee our hike day! :D and idk why i actually thought that you're gonna give me smth this morn but just didnt really expect you to give me in reality and it's niceeeeeeee chocoooooolates :D thankyooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D all the best honnnn for the amazing nike race that i can't join you for jiayou jiayou jiayou and i'll call you the mighty honyingzsxxsxs! hahaha many many many ♥ ♥ ♥ 2. fun time in the aftn with the usual group but ME NO GO SAM'S HOUSE NO FAIRRRRRRRRRRR :( 3. WR IS verynearly CLEARED :D 4. I'M PROMOTED!!! ... provisionally but stillllll :) and ms huda was sooooo cute when she said "i wanna say this, "thank you 6C11!"" and we replied the loudest "thank you ms huda" we've ever heard :D ha...

soooooo :) ah great fan who made this for owodog :D just heard their new song yay! waited for some time! and it's greaaaaat :D they put in loads of effort just like what 阿緯 said in the video above 棒棒堂阿緯： 棒棒堂不敢說真的很棒 但是我們真的努力了 :D okay, back to pw!

night out with moktardy wentian, my guitar-classmate :D played squash :D and an interesting encounter with moktard's harasser (hahaha) ♥ the half-day with moktarrrd :D but now my feet's facing muscle (?) ache with all the walking hahaha

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/Ks5n2SgEmtQ/ :D 黑角 vs elmo! 敖犬- Mr DJ in the Linkin Park it's seriously dammmmn good :D cooooool sungha jung with superb skills :D seeing moktard sooooooon!

筱微： 人因為失去過，才會更懂得珍惜。 I LOVE ALTO GUITAR! :D probably cause i didn't get to play alto the previous time, oh man, being able to play it now makes it sooooooo marvelous! finished learning the new guitar song woohooooo! except for all the techniques & speed (that i do not knw of), finished the notes :D greaaaaaat! feels so much more accomplished than playing prime cause i just can't get it right hahaha pw talked about graffiti art today and :D this is 敖犬's drawing! and his graffiti art in 死神少女 as 阿介 is veryvery good! :D ... it seems like my reflective self is gone for the time being but who says being reflective = bad? nonono. i explored more of myself and my friends and memories of the past flocked to me and made me :) even though it's not gonna come back hahahaha what an irony. do you remember this place? i do. it's such an important place that's filled with memories of the many attempts to chiong pass the obstacles :)

From The Pupil: Angela (after crying): Just don't ask me if I'm okay I don't really like her attitude and actions in the show but these words coincidentally suit what i was thinking before watching the show hahaha cooooool. whenever one asks "are you okay?" after knowing that one was feeling down this person has to say "yes" even if they are not feeling okay cause ironically, one has to give politically correct answers as they are not living in a world of their own. and if that person says "no, i'm feeling real bad," what kind of reply is she gonna get? likewise, the person who's concerned is expecting "yes" for an answer too isn't it? so why ask? butbutbut i'm not claiming that everyone who asks this question ask it out of nothing cause i know most of them ask it truly out of concern, i'm just pointing out the irony that comes with this question that's all :) ms huda is soooooo efficient manny thanks for her e...

i just happened to visit selina's blog and found a text that is so apt Do you sometimes feel that people you knew are no longer people you know? Sometimes i get this strange feeling that i’m no longer connected to any human being and i’m just a single entity on my own. Like now. 我想念過去美好的一切 cause everything now, just seems like a facade if we're still kids, still in guides, still living in the ideal world of ours...

i miss guides and 4c :( even though there were times when it was :( but it's all over now and there were so many more times when laughter fills the space... 40届 and P4, 心恬 涵颖 雁云 俪颖(or 俐?) 思敏(chauseemun?) jianing ... just a sudden thought which pushed emotions down to the bottom of my hearts. stop pretending that you care when you bloody hell doesn't it hurts even more after i realise it damn you. 这个就叫做同甘不共苦 人往往活在自己的世界和框框里 他們感受不到別人的心情和思緒 卻自以為是的認為自己的“以為”就是對的 然而事實上，沒有人能夠永遠正確 那些自以為是的人們， 是時候認清自己並不是know-it-all 更沒有能力將自己的想法和觀念硬套在別人身上 所以，請自省並停止。 i just wanna coop myself at home and never to leave it cause anything outside seems able to injure me with their blades noooooooothing beats having your own desires come true but, they wont happen so... idk? make the best out of it. even if there's a whole load of unwillingness and unhappiness in it. 朋友到底是甚麼？ 有些朋友是你能夠掏心掏肺地對待 有些卻是認清後讓你不知道怎麼面對的人 但不論對誰，你總有對他不能說的事， 並且要隨時為他著想， 自己，則成次要，成為他的犧牲品。 我在想... 可不可以有這麼一天， 朋友成為玩具/bearbear 讓我能夠沒有顧慮的與他相處？ suc...

THIS. IS. MARVELOUS! :D:D:D not only part I, I CAN'T WAIT FOR PART II! HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWWWWWWWS:D this is why i would rather stay home than go anywhere else cause i'll be in a space that no one can affect and invade my thoughts and emotions and i will be in a total happiness :D hahahaha both HARRY POTTER and LOLLIPOP-F out in NOV 2010 :D greeeeeeaaaaaat! :D

why did things still go the wrong way... no matter, today's year 6's graduation day MERRY GRADUATION DAY SENIORS! ♥ owe many seniors many thankyous and everything cause they are the one that shaped me into what i am now be it guides/ug seniors, homa seniors and every other seniors, thankyouuuuuuuu ♥ ah it's hard to imagine life in dhs without seniors and E49Rg etc haaaaard gasp anw the lucky me got a pair of orange socks from homa hc during homa breakfast today ;) and i gave it to rachel & tzuhsiang! :D hahaha yay ♥ hope they do well in alvls! and everyone else! all seniors do well :D andandand hahaha it's so fun with hon today! hahaha crashed mrs shu's marking plans today hahaha and gave her cool certs :D and she gave us cool sweeets :D andandand thankyou kimcham/kun and xintianzxzxsz for the night of comfort ♥ really made my night much better after a bad time thankyou lovelies ♥♥ and jesmine and moktard and sub and yanci and angela and yingying and kiat thanky...

took the which house you are quiz and i suddenly realised if i took my first choice, I DON'T HAVE A CLASS NOW. LOL i thought i would be in 22 initially but no lol 22 takes physics not chem hahaha so now i know why i'm given clit and not chem cause i won't have a class to go! LOL but i'm a HOMANITEEE :D even though i did prefer kirin in yr4 lol

yup vballed a lil touch rug a lil but yay :D did crunches and lunges :D and did some simple drills with them hahaha feel so noob but hey touch rugby girls, thanks for accommodating with my 'skills' :D and thankyou cherylchauseemun and yingyingsxzxzs for bringing me along :D hahaha funfunfun :D however, huayingying... my trip home was supposed to be at 330 but thanks, it became 7 plus ._. but haha fun sunny day thanksxxszxsx :D they said i all my words damn thorny today ah pffft sorry! dont knw what got to me but yea pffffft kay that's not smth i wanna think about but yay nice hot sun that reminds me of guides :D

hope this friday goes well... have been so harry pottery :D dreamt abt it and had a nightmare ahahaha voldy voldy without nosey is scary scary hahaha kay i've been wasting ALOT of time these days without realising PW is hot on my heels sigh now, it's time to work! ah and i like sceneries these days relax relax relax yay but no, now not the time to relax!

J.K Rowling interviewed by Oprah :)

ah pfffffffffts i miss having 4C arounnnnd cause there will always be jokes and arguments shouting across the class from isabella or zixuan or anyone and teachers who always play with us like haha nearly all the teachers mrs shu, mdm loh, mdm sau, mr teo (even though reluctantly haha prince charming) nearly every lesson just seem to bring joy and laughters :) and it seems, the main thing that's lacking this year is the relaxed atmosphere even though most of us were dead serious in working hard :) hahaha and it's so fun thinking about 4c as the class that go for competitions without thinking about winning and laugh through everything yet surprisingly did so well that we found it amusing and laughed hahaha great oooooooooold times :) went running with xintian and a lil balling with 5c43 people 4 rounds at a slow pace ah must improve! go faster! :) but good working out and did the long-time-no-do pushup position :) but the ground was hot haha and my palm is now dented :P hahaha bu...

死神少女 第1、2集 ［王子（邱勝翊）飾黃禾、毛弟（邱翊橙）飾阿龐、孟耿如飾筱青］ nice nice nice :D now i shall patiently wait for 阿本 & 敖犬's :D

just came back from a wedding dinner and and and it's the most interesting one i've ever been to hahaha all the uncles and aunties were like damn high and bottoms up! one after another even though most of them turned drunk but they are really close such that no matter young or old drink together and have fun :) ah was at 313 today and saw mr loh and his wife in forever 21 haha my mum thought he was my classmate ._. and was thinking why my classmate look so overaged hahaha then i think i saw kanice but i'm very not sure o.O and i think i look very different from p6 so haha forget it ah anw best dinner today atmosphere and exquisite food greaaaaaaat :D 黑角 in 模范棒棒堂 their breaking skills is cool ttm :D

i feel like a spolit child yesterday baaaaaaaaa anyways, Ms Krishnan: You can run, but you can hide. she said this after we got our history paper and this is very true of studies. 59.9 - C grade for econs this is ._. and i got 17 for two SEA essays so, this means i can do it and i will put in extrra effort for next history alongside, the fact that yeukho can get 22 means that it's possible so yup! 6months to cover 3 complicated module jiayou!

I particularly want to blog today because, today, i found back the motivation that i seem to have lost over the past months (despite it being temporary or not). Today, i was reminded by jason yeo that i am/was a girl guide. And so today, i hummed all sorts of guiding songs in my mind as i worked through the night. Today, the thought of the good ole guiding days kept me going. Today, i felt good. When things get tough, be it at work or in life, i’ll remind myself that i am/was a girl guide – DHS girl guide.. =) this, is quoted from Selina :) and i want to share it with all dhs guides cause this feels so applicable in many points of life i didn't experience as much tough times as the seniors but the 3 to 4 years in there was a turning point of my life nonetheless thankyou dhs guides :) and i didn't realise it, but seeing lh and ly today gave me a strong sense of P4 guides after reading what Selina wrote :) ♥ P4 Jasmine :) alongside, thankyou to all that uh, spent time with me :) ...

i wanna be like - such that i can go around the world to appreciate the nature where you wouldn't feel troubled by anything (to some extent) 長大後，我要自由自在地，一個人到各處感染生活。 ah i miss being in sec2 guides... maybe, i'll be with juniors next year i hate this idea damn nothing worked today, not even bbt, which never failed since sec3. just played with fb's God wants you to know application for it always provide a guide when i don't know what to do On this day of your life, Xiaowei, we believe God wants you to know ... that you cannot free yourself from a problem by shutting your eyes to it. To free yourself from a problem you have to acknowledge it and face it with your eyes and heart open. pretty much, applicable.

eyes are tired and strained from this morning and felt sorry for dampening everyone else's mood by being an irritating jerk craps. but damn, i just don't get, nope, just don't like the idea that it always screw up at the most impt point and despite trying and thinking i might pull if off, i'm still going to get a fail cert for failing the most impt gp and being the last in class and lowest 2% of the cohort despite being in an arts class, where gp plays the most impt role especially for law pfffffffft. and tmr's history is another problem since i have screwed up history eoys for 3 straight years i really, really hope that history won't repeat itself again for i can't lose anymore subjects if not... i truly wouldn't like to spell it out craps. i thought getting better grades last will help lessen the pain suffered in front but why is it that even after getting a surprise B for CLL and A for maths, the big U just stays in my head and unwillingly to leave tm...

today's a fun day for friends :) but... MM Lee: My heart is heavy with sorrow and grief In a moving, heartfelt eulogy to his wife of 63 years, Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew finally said goodbye to his lifelong sweetheart. At a private funeral service for the late Madam Kwa Geok Choo at the Mandai Crematorium on Wednesday evening, the 87-year-old MM Lee brought tears to many in attendance when he fondly recalled his wife’s devotion to him. He said that even as he was dealing with grief that “cannot be expressed in words”, he took comfort in the fact that his “Choo” had lived a long and fruitful life. “My wife and I have been together since 1947 for more than three quarters of our lives. My grief at her passing cannot be expressed in words,” he said. He went on to share little-known anecdotes about his lifelong sweetheart and about how she brought up their three children to be “well-behaved, polite, considerate and never to throw their weight as the prime minister’s children.” On her ...

this joke is funny hahaha really really funny ... hahahahaha

i wonder how it feels like ... attending your loved one's wake ... seeing your love one's photo surrounded by mourning flowers ... knowing that she's there, lying down, resting in peace, but you know you can't touch her anymore you know she's gone for good, you know she's not going to appear in your life, your house, your room, your bed, anymore. i truly wonder how that feels, but i will never want to feel this at any point of time. to be left alone in your late years, without the most important partner of your life, is the worst state anyone can be in even if they have the whole world in your hands. but the console now is that, she was once there, and they have led a great and lovely life. Infinitely amount of "Thank and Thank You"s to our great mother and Rest In Peace, Mrs Lee Kwan Yew. Mr Lee Kwan Yew, live on :)

ah muscle aching at my armsssss didnt exercise for a looooooooong time ytd was funnnn at the gym :) and squashy squash :D but the bi/triceps ache every now and then hahaaaaa

hahahahahaha damn funnyyyyyy :D:D he's damn cute hahaha

RIP Mother of Singapore, Mrs Lee. and it is always painful for one to leave while the love ones stay :( and i find it stupidly ironic as fb is supposed to be one of the hottest website in s'pore, there isn't many who actually expresses concern over this lost :( feel like saying stuff but feel so zzz to say/phrase into sentences ah :(

told ms huda im gonna send her eom by tonight ahhhh one paragraphhhh jiayoujiayou! and ah niceee :D even though they dont look good here but ah cool meeting friends overseas :D (but i didnt knw they were friend hahaha) liljay & derrick! both at seoul! :D

omgomgomg qingqingxiaoshu is so cooool the ending is damn nice ... cause its not the ending it's preview of sequel! ahahahaha but ryannnnnn :( so sad he's killed :( and the gf so stupid tskkkkkk ah and peifen's voice is so creeeeepy :/ all in all, NICEEEEEEEE :D

i like how life is like now :) even though there's a whole load of fear about retaking/retaining :( ah reallllllly afraid but before next week, i can waste time enjoying life while doing pw like eom and wr ahhhhhhhh i want to cycleeeeee!