在我即將睡去、即將結束今天之前， 我想提醒自己一些我可能會忘記的想法 這些是我曾經放在這裡的， 但我需要再放再回顧 這樣才不會忘記 :) 青峰： 「 不要習慣性地去否定一件事情只是因為你不來了解 或者是 否定一件事情只是因為別人跟你不一樣 。 然後不要 輕率地去支持一件事情只是你聽別人講 ， 一定要自己去了解，自己去體會 ，好不好？」 《我們從未不認識》： 「人們就是不願相信人生有可能徒勞，受的罪越深，不見得就可以換來更幸福的人生」 《狂熱》： 「在這個急於立碑的城市 誰不誰更無恥 關我屁事」 「每一段經歷，無論多小，都是為了訓練我們成為更好的人。」 「少一點譏諷， 多一次機會。」
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just checked 1.5 things off my list of urgent work and i'm not sleeping yet... cause i'm listening to a radio recording of lollipop@f hehehe anyway attended sam's bday party last saturday and it was a really pleasant getaway from all the school work etc all thanks to the nonsense we do even though we may not have said/did anything much :) and not forgetting this expensive watch that took us lots of spamming/calling and nearly 30+ photos sent through whastapp, not to mention taking over an hour to decide haha and, as mentioned in the prev post, the past week had been busy with the many projects/assignments due spent a few days editing the audio and effects for btsl - and i mastered (haha nah actually just basic skills) for imovie glad that my team is so sweet and appreciative of each other actually :D ended abe presentation too hehe played indonesian songs before our presentation and the look my ta had when he stepped into the room was quite funn...
i have 8am class tmr, and the whole fin tutorial undone and last week's notes unread, and still waiting for dropbox to finish loading btsl ... but i just got to get this down :) Missy先生 :) 我真的真的被感動了 今天這集給予我的是三種感動 是孫子對祖母的一切無怨付出，只為回報老人家的養育之恩和世上真摯的祖孫情； 是母親望著孩子那鐵石的心卻束手無策，不願羞辱卻為他的狠而痛心疾首； 是即使看透世間的人情冷暖、人的殘酷無情，卻不忘以積極的態度正視問題而非以往的逃避 一集、各種不同的故事、三種全然不同的動容 尤其最後，正是道出了我內心的掙扎，更是一個及時的提醒 :) 編劇，你真的好棒好厲害 :) so apt; so lovely credits to seeting's instag and her friend who showed her this haha 還有，衝鋒 它的結局（球局輸了的結局） 真的大大大大大大大大大大加分 我們都看多了一切美好、賽事全勝的結局， 但真正的運動家就是黑犀牛「可以輸，但不可以放棄」的精神 不在於輸贏，而是儘全力完成每一場挑戰的那份態度 這個句點，真的真的好美好漂亮 :) sleep time! PS 誰敢說新加坡沒有好戲劇！:D 是你不會看，不是不好看，因為你看都沒有看就說不好看 hmpft :)
好久不見 hehe feels like a long time since i noted down the events that happened and i can't rmb most of them shrugs so anyway, one thing that happened - my chinese cinema module presentation! really, really loved preparing for it :D has been ages since i got to see the things (photos/videos) i like on my slides and just enjoyed it so much even though the syncing and video file is so huge :D thanks jovina for taking this w me (coincidentally) and mr for being a nice group mate for this module hehe 老實說，跟志同道合的人一起完成與自己有共鳴的事就是不一樣 那份感動和愉悅跟其他的作業真的比較不了 不再是成績怎樣怎樣，而是過程中的我們都是快樂的，看到成果也是無比滿足的 and another event would be open day, as an usher for the med/law/admissions talk it turned out to be better than expected haha w aircon, ice cream, good food/snacks provided :) and the people there turned out to be nice people too - even though i can't rmb most of their names alr but at least it was an enjoyable work experience heh volunteering in nuh is still the best part of ...
after whining and whining and whining i guess, we all got sick of it, even myself, the one who never stops whining there were so many moments when I found the right excuse to explain it all and to blame it on anything that's available for blaming - people, brains, subject, school, and the list goes on but just not myself even though i do recognise that my character is probably the one at fault, but that's not me still not the person who's responsible i feel challenged and, at times, threatened when things are pit against my thoughts right, call that cognitive dissonance but whenever that happens, i start to build up a stronger wall and hide myself in it refusing to change, thinking that changing myself means changing my world, disappointment, yadayada but slowly, i start to realise i'm no longer sure if it is right in not changing i'm coming out of school soon, i'm gonna face the society myself in a few years months, i'm starting to deal ...
