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搞笑 我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳 边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好 当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了

mama's gone ): see her on 2/1/09 ): today was fun, somehow. and i see different sides of people -.- jenn was frantic ytd, and unlucky today awww ): good luck with your wallet k (: ahhh teoee wants to go on diet with me! tsk so not fat still want to diet hahaha low fat = more fat you know O.O ah and teoee wants to cook for me! fish on the first list hahahaha o.o many people gets jealous aww (no wonder dogs appeared when i was walking sigh ): ) hehe :P eh, it's ly's year next year, the cow year o.o kind of dreading 3/1/09 onwards ):

"撐過了就是你的" i find this sentence meaningful. if anyone says there's nothing you can learn from 模範棒棒堂, at least one thing i learnt will be this by Channel [V] Andy總監 it's something i reminded myself while i ran today though it didn't do very well but at least it helped me to a certain distance more :D 棒棒堂底迪們的努力是我們應該敬佩的 :] 模範棒棒!

ahahahahahhahaha :D i didnt know 海綿寶寶 is spongebob haha wangzi acted as it before hahahaha :D

calculated with papa today :] my mum went away ):

阿本 毛弟 小祿 鮪魚 小馬 李銓 野獸 模範7棒！ 小祿 ＝ 棒棒堂歌神! 一句就夠！ :D hahahaha :D “你拿我跟他比 竟然為了一個新底迪 出賣你的團員 這樣對嗎？” －小祿 虎牙&小樂 so cute :D hehe 一屆!:D 棒棒堂新生 are like muuch better than the normal ones, especially 大大 -.- ah, 夏恩 is damn nice :D haha o.o 小祿 likes to say "我跟你講" hehe :D

i'm a bad person ): joy luck club made me feel guilty ): sorry papa & mama think they really got hurt by my actions ): don't like the school alr ): sorry sorry sorry ): gaga. o.o the joy luck club mentioned that apple is new york then i was watching hei se hui about which city is apple o.o o..o = pig

阿本&毛弟 so cute hehe :D 模範7棒！ 阿本&小香 wear specs cuter hehe :P 乖寶寶美食團 & IEFD hehe :D

小傑:D ): 小傑 got injured ):

i like being happy & being childish is fine too :D msn with jenn is funny msn with lh is abit sad msn with ly is childish msn with teoee is amusing hehe :P

k. yesterday turned out much better than expected (: anyway, happy festivals(:

499 right, whatever. dont understand alot of things i want to get to the root of everything care to explain? nothing matters i can be cheered by xiaojie/mfbbt but when someday all of it gets watched, what next? who cares if i'm sad who cares if i want to run away who cares if i feel like dying it's christmas but, why is it that i have to go through a party that i dont want to when i'm in no relation with christmas so why? i thought my blog would only be filled with happy and excited posts about xiaojie, etc. i hope i can, and i will. may 25th-31st december 2008 be a longer period of time, so that i can stay home all day and not be affected by anything else but myself. not that i'm not affected by the internet, which is what it's doing now

D: stupid. channel u deleted a whole chunk of Terry's scenes in 舞林大道 D: zzz if they delete the 模範7棒's T.T 模範7棒!

:D i like the way 小傑 say 笨筱婕 :D no matter how sad i get, the thought of 小傑 can cheer me up. it didn't do much today but the 笨筱婕 part made me happy. so for one, i hope that i'll continue to like 小傑 & 筱婕 then i'll have a way to be happy when i'm not. hehe. abit stupid but thankyou 小傑 :D

ahahahahahaha. i just realised!:D:D i'm 3C 08 this year, and next year, i'm 4 C 0 9 hahahahaha seee that?:D:D 49! and this is the 494th post :P o.o and i keep seeing E4 & 49 these days (as in letters&numbers) haha even tomato sauce the ingredients got one the code is E4101 or smth hahaha :D then dont know which bbt got one episode message with the code E04 hahaha :D :P o.o think jenn will like my email haha i have 1223 unread mails haha

:D:D:D:D:D 模範7棒 & 黑角! i remember seeing 阿緯 &others doing the dance :D:D:D damn nice :D:D 舞林大道 － 黑角 & 7棒(小祿&鮪魚&小馬&毛弟) yayayayayayay:D:D:D

saw some breaking at guess show then got 大風車 but i only only like 阿緯's 大風車 黑角!:D

just came back from watching Yes Man @ Marina. it's a nice show. saw three groups of people i know ah and i saw yingjie :D hehe i want to work there to :P think i hurt you by my actions ytd, sorry sorry ): lihui/ o.o nope. it's posted after talking to my mum

this is the 49 0th post :P you never know who's nice and who's not, cause we always judge them by the outside, and not what they truly meant. i keep wondering if i lived in a world of my own, without family, friends and school, would i feel better. we are all relying on someone/something else, it makes you unable to be independent, you are no on longer living for yourself, not that you had lived for yourself before. we keep thinking if someone else is happy, we keep thinking if someone else is sad, but has it occured to you that when your emotions are changing, there might not be a single soul who would realise. so why are we doing so much, for nothing? i really really really dont want to go back to school. as in, the benefits are that I can run/walk home, and that there will be guides activities but i dont want to go back and be so concerned about other people, i don't want to go back and gaga nvm ):

WL ): damn kns. i worked till 1am then want to sleep alr then i stupidly pressed cross - don't save of my letter that is like 1/3 done kns damn sad la ): but i managed to retype it in 50 mins, but till damn pissed ):

the thing about staying at home is being able to be no one but yourself. ): sorry jiahui ): i thought it was 18 ): sorry. but happy year ahead :D //xintian: :P 49 still cool luh. just nv see him these days aww ): haha, almost typed 49's name out :P

ahhhh:D haha lh, you're right:D i found E4's fb :D:D:D hahahaha but cannot go in ): hahaha :D

ahhhh:D:D i love 模范7棒:D they are damn cool :D i want to listen to all bbt's songs cause i want to recognise xiaojie's voice :P i'm getting better at recocognising their voice, not only xiaojie, wangzi & xiaoyu too :D (hahas, not that it matters to anyone of you, but it matters to me :D) hehehe 模范棒棒!:D O.O E4 is damn nice-looking from the front and left view :D

gaga these two days have been bad ): all tuitions were bad, got scolded by parents, gaga. kns. feel damn screwed ): ah, jenn's coming back (: but, ly's going away ): ):

i think reading assist in my thinking but these days, gaga, i cant get myself really interested in change of heart cause there's so much about religion gagaa kay, actually iust can't wait for all the books to be done and i can read breaking dawn :P gagagagaga edward cullen & bella swan :D twilight's alr in singapore:D watching with lh & jenn next week :D 小傑! 黑人:D //gaga whenever i click on vanessa's link, my internet hangs ):

hahah ly sigh this is the only horizontal picture rest need to be rotated but i dont know how to on this com :P

just saw cockroach, lizard and spider in the toilet ): i'm affected by one video and i'm thinking about it ever since i watched it cause i'm thinking if i'm right about xiaojie after all ): as in he's right, but he's being tactless then. he's angry, but the others were hurt when he said what he shouldn't. gaga. i love xiaojie (: ): // edit: :P ahahaha 11:49 o.o and shimei, i want to show you some videos

hahahas just came back from class chalet hahaha i'm online now cause i want to see mo fan bang bang tang hahas actually i only want see xiaojie la hahaa :P kayys. chalet was fun actually o.o just something made me unhappy but thanks ly :D o.o and lh too:D cause you encouraged me to go hahaha :P ): change of heart got a line at the backbone ): gagaga damn sad la ): seeyous(: shimei/ hahas if you managed to finish wuthering heights, tell me then i'll try reading it again hahaha

hahahahahahaha nicholas's blog is cool hahahahaha 小傑:D:D:D:D:D awwwggggrrh:D:D:D xiaojie so cute:D:D

tmr's public holiday, and class chalet hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i finally gave up on wuthering heights :P it's like written in 1845 or smth -.- sigh la so now i settled for another jodi picoult book (: ;change of hearts :D my phone's sort of in a problem, wonder if it can survived till may ): hmm, read smth on weilun's personal msg haha, so weird to type this name -.- love is giving someone the ability to hurt you - but trusting them not to do so - cool o.o dont know laaaaaaaaa still undecided ): hahaha should i slack, or should i try to stop being a loner ? sigh ):

xiaojie just appeared! and i just missed it ): sighhhh o.o my sister's keeper is really nice :D i cried at the end ): but it's so touching hahas :D o.o and lh is smart lol :P but sigh, intro of wuthering heights is gagaga -.- shall persevere!:D jiayou xiaowei:D

i like my sister's keeper. but it's boring sometimes sigh :D i like most of the characters just not sara, selfish jerk hahahas o.o P4 finally had an "outing" with more than two ppl :P oh and i dont know how i got into a fix and i have no idea who's the one who helped to get me in that fix -.- ah :P and im thinking if its kimberley -.- hahaas i think this smiley look like kimberley's face hahahs :P time's abit tight these days nvm hahas do not push me off the same cliff twice ): -julia

:D piano seemed easier to practice tonight wonder why hmm but for one, that's a good start:D maybe reading brought me luck? :P anyways, just hope that i'll continue to read and i can't wait to read breaking dawnnnn arggh :D but dont tell me anything about it kay :P wheeeeee

:D been reading till late these days, kay except ytd cause i slept early. but read till 415, then slept at 5 this morning (: kay, but i finished eclipse ah, that's the best of the series yet but still got breaking dawn gona finish that after hols and it's gona help wen the school is near ;D went on a book shopping spree with my mum :D walked ard two bookstores (suntec's harris-popular and bugis' kino) but only got to buy two books from kino. shall go for another book shopping before/after piano tmr (: ew, but the thought of 1 and 1/2 hr piano is urgh sigh nvm nvm nvm anyway, i'm alr missing edward & bella & jacob hahas but now i'm reading my sister's keeper for la hehe twilight!:D