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okay the contents are a mixture of all the weeks cause the events are somehow deleted form my calendar and i can't figure which event happened on which week  i recall this being a monday though hahah met xintian and cheryl for xlb buffet at hollandv where we kept ordering and eating and eating "i think i'm becoming full..." "don't think about it" HAHA why did we even come to stuff ourselves but the xlb was amazingggg :D   visited the eye doc w papa a few days later  and had dingtaifung for lunch cause no where else had vacant seats  feels kinda bad how we always have to scrimp and save on meals when im with my family but splurge when i'm w friends  but glad they liked the meal anyway despite having only 3 xlbs and fried rice  :)  finally pulled myself out for a run - think i managed to clock 5k that day after much struggles hahaha and this farewell buffet happened on a friday when i struggled so hard as to wh...

阿嬤 我不知道什麼才是對你最好的 我想 爸爸和姑姑們也都不知道 生命很脆弱 可是活著的質量也很重要 我無法想像你會到哪裡去 可是我也害怕你正受著苦 這句話不管怎麼想還是聽得諷刺 生日快樂 阿嬤

And after a day of looking at the computer, my eyes are really tired and strained. But tbh, I'm not sure if it's because of how much I strained my eyes, or because of the many tears I've shed over 城寨英雄 and 你也可以是天使 😭😅😂 Death is truly something I've yet to learn how to cope with😔 Anyways -- 城寨英雄！ attracted to it after watching an ep on tv and it's soooo goooood :D first hkg show that i'm watching online in two years and i couldn't stop watching the storyline is so good and it isn't draggy at all ^^ all the kungfu action even make me feel like writing one even though it's not quite feasible hahah but the writer totally helped to make the audience fall in love with all the characters (and hate all the evil people) and i can't help feeling upset by all the commoners who turn their backs on 拳佬 and 牙佬 those ungrateful brats hahah but luckily they seem to have turned for the better at the end when they chase the baddies away for 刁蘭 sti...

On tuesssss After going to the skies unexpectedly when I went for research (cause I thought I was going on a simulator but before I realized I'm actually in the skies above the South China Sea hahahah) I'm now on my way to the magical world with fantastic beasts and newt ☺️ Total loves for the magical world 💕💕💕 Finally stayed in the hospital for the day to accompany Ahma  But I was such a failure hahah when turning her over for the nurse to clean her  I accidentally caused her face to be squashed on the pillow 😔 Tried doing my work a while later when I sat by her bed, and chanced upon the trailer for 118 season two  So I launched it, and secretly hoped that she can understand it even though it's on silent  And I started missing the days when we watched tv shows together  Was watching the angel show on fri  And my legs went weak after the end when the guy returned to an unconscious grandma - who whipped up breakfast and aske...

今天... 是媽麻的生日 :D Was on tenterhooks cause idk if mom will be upset over dad's lack of enthusiasm, which was pretty much acted out lol this couple truly needs better chemistry and communication (and yes, i'm talking about my parents haha) but anyway, so glad everythingggggg went well hehe :D woke up at 10plus and called cafe 2000 to clarify their buffet prices and so glad i did cause i nearly went there thinking that i wouldn need to buy the vouchers which saved us about twenty dollars hahaha the buffet food was amazingggggg heheheh ok that's an overstatement but the crabs totally made it the best buffet i've had in years or even my life hahah - desserts could be better, though it had matcha and raspberry ice cream :D i could hardly go for a round of food without coming back without crabs hehe salted egg crab, black pepper crab (which we didnt eat in the end), mud crab, and the super juicy crab on ice!!! the crab ain't the normal small small kind, it'...

Okie so Monday was momma's birthday And I'm glad that that day was a good one cause subsequent days were filled with worries for our much older selves  Returned to the old campus for a meeting on wed (While I miss sleeping in I think it is time for me to get out of home haha)  And got to know this rlly interesting supervisor - ok she isn't rlly that interesting but I'm just somehow amused by some of the things she say And noted the pretty vast difference in how she and another new supervisor work as compared to my previous two supervisors  Unsure if it is due to gender differences, or simply the similarity/difference in frequency btwn them two But in any case  A new story has been developed from a previous concept  And while they aren't v comfortable with a concept of someone else I guess life is such that you still have to do it anyway  Heard pretty a lot about their past hurdles - that is ongoing - and how limited we are as comp...