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An extract from my LA essay: "Joining Dunman High had never been a regret as through the school, I got connected with my ex-class Jarvix. From Jarvix, I made plenty of friends that cares and loves me for who I am. It was because of them that I metamorphosed into a cheerful and sociable girl. They made me learn of the existence of true friends and have never said no to lending me their shoulders when I needed them. I would recall the joy we had and the tears we shed, especially when we did “Jarvix Woosh” and sang our level song as a class for the last time on the last day of school whenever I felt down and needed a family to rely on. Just like we all agreed on, “don’t cry because it ended, smile because it happened”. To all of us, we might have separated but we remain bonded as a family of thirty-six." " Even though tmr's new year but i hope that you would treasure today as the last day of 2007 and as a sec2, esp(especially) 2j. Do recall the happy times we spent as a...

i just attended a funeral and back with a realisation: losing a love one forever is far worse than anything else. 2j, we are still going to see each other so we really should be contented.

great. now my lower legs are hurting badly and my fingers, 3/10 of them are under plasters. wheee -.- had footdrill yesterday with npcc. it was uh. alright but stupidly, i went to run after that, that caused the ache T.T did mini games. yea. started well then felt my head being compressed :S i hate that. then i became very lag. i can't untie stuff fast. damn. and i feel bad to weihong. he did so many pumpings for us and ten of all he did, was because of my disgusting loose sheng. geez. this sucks. i feel so bad ): then went home with lihui sarah sara and shien. lihui was high over mini pearls haha

mummy's going malaysia tmr, with her family, but not with us, she will be alone, sort of. i wonder why i actually feel worried for her it's not the first time she's alone. but i feel worried because it has been so long she has been alone. i'll miss her, really

i crave for a big big bear bear for me to hug and cry when i'm sad and no one knows. 251207 MERRY CHRISTMAS! 你最近还好吗？ :D

thankyew shimei and esther:D i've got abit better. like. haha. really abit xP like. the nose still blocked -.- anyway. had sec1s skills training yesterday. that's the first time i'm not in the same patrol with lihui for this year -.- i went to P5 cause not enough people. o.o the first time i'm in the same patrol with usan too haha xD anyway. yea. what am i saying? -.- i cant think of the many pumping ahead for mini games -.- lol xP

hahaha. i love this ;D funnnaaaayyyyyy

0.0 i forgot to talk about star awards xP yay! kim jeong hoon!:D omg. i was like staring at the tvee at the start and is like finally! he appears with xiao zhu :DD ahh. he is soooo hot!:D uh fine. abit lahh. anyway, he was so cute! then there's xiao zhu hahaha he was damn funny when he gave out the top 10 guys award! heheh he looked so shockk awwwww. whee. i think it's the best star awards show in recent yearss. > 0.0 and there's nono too. he's funny:D 0.0 and Yvonne got the best female actress award. whheeee. i love it. metamorphosis is so cool with her acting luh > boooo. hady mirza got asian idol -.-

yay! i just watched ISWAK II:D ok fine. the whole start is uh. right. abit boring luh. maybe i expected too much -.- but i love those parts when jiro appears!:DD i thought he will appear in like next few episodes but wheeeeee. yay! love jiro loads o.o and watched dou niu yao bu yao uh. dun feel anything at all > haha. i'm just too crazy over iswak now (: JIRO

today's the best day in uh. days -.- there's aspen, which somehow turns out to be the best yet:D her daughters went and they are really really cute:D haha. then lydia say their age gap is big o.o and they still have a younger son that means that they are still fertile hahahaha:D nice one ;D o.o i gave lydia a kiss before i leave i decided. i shall give 2j people kisses before i enter 3c aww. i miss kissing kimberley and her kisses > awww. O.O spot alliteration!:D

right. i'm back with the old skin:D yea. cause. right bad things happen and they are secrets no one else can know. so, to be safe, i have to resort to use this again(: the old one is too insecure. yesterday was a bad night. and i even msg-ed shimei abt it. rar. i really miss her insanity yesterday. then i would like. laugh or smile abit. but. rar. she's overseas ): anyway. about yesterday night T.T rar. forget it. i read through what i typed on words yesterday and i was like. xiaowei, you are very vulgar. -.- anyway, it's just that. the habbit came back and now. it's full of red spots. i wonder when it will disappear. i can't even wear shorts now. it will just appear there T.T right. and she is giving me cold war. thanks man. like i need that now. eff. stupid pms is coming back -.- shit. i hate yesterday night. anyway. i went to east coast this morning. and when i was walking, i recalled the times we had fun there. i mean with 2j. i was thinking. "the best thin...

超爱禹哲 WHEE. huachi xP

EEKS. that's very sad T.T and danson must feel damn bad luh T.T eew. the head cracked :S T.T

went out with fiona and yijia. rou. hahha. she got stucked @ toa payohh -.- anyway! pictures!@ toys r us @ suntec! tsk tsk. fiona likes that skirt huh ;D see. we are princess. we have tiaras;D patrick!:D see. fiona loves hulahoooooooop! we are some ancient sword flower woman xP my childhood friend xD see. pony! fiona will crash pony! xD gulp gulp. we ALL love BIG bottles!:D tuhduh. end with the flower sword :D I REALLY HAD FUN:D YAY:D

KIM JEONG HOON WAAAA see this hot guy above! AHHHH gosh. KIM JEONG HOON!:D ahh. i want to be his fianceee xP yea. it's impossible but STILL. AHHHHHHH KIM JEONG HOON!:D

1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!! -IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ? 林俊杰：被风吹过的夏天 -WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? 终极一家：雨在风中（你是我说有的回忆 演奏曲） -WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Backstreet　Boys：I'll be there for you -HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? 5566：原點 -WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? 宫：宮 궁 -WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? 蔡依林：乖乖牌 -WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 迷路兵：不想长大 -WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? 周杰伦：晴天 -WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 5566：一光年 -WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES? 迷路兵：Woosa Woosa -WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 陈迪雅：触摸 -WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 5566：放手一博 -WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? S.H.E：老婆 -WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? 宫：花辦墬落 꽃잎이 내리다(Piano) -WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 张智成：很想你 (i prefer derrick's) -WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? ...

yay! new blogskin! haha. it's like dunoe how long i changed it. this blogskin is abit less emo. but i can't hide secrets that well anymore cause it can be highlighted -.- the previous one cant lo xP so i manage to hid alot of secrets anyway. cause i really want to express my emotions well, so. DON'T HIGHLIGHT PLEASE(: thanks:D o.o nice right. this skin xP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI / KIAHUEY / JIAHUEY!!:DD aw. i'll miss seeing you in class):

i'm here. yet i have nothing to blog about -.- ee. i'm jealous. the whole world's going overseas and i'm not ): ee. i want to go japan! > anyway, i'm waiting for many shows:D 1. 斗牛要不要 2. 恶作剧２吻　They Kiss Again 3. December Boys VCD (it's out in cinemas, but it's NC16) oh. and i'm still hoping to buy 1. XFAMILY VCD 2. DEATHNOTE 1&2 VCD ): i'm not allowed to buy): rar. anyway, i want holidays to end soon but my homework just rar i cant make myself do it): ISWAK!:D awwww. i miss seeing Jiro inside. AWWW

went to binggeng's blog through ovidia's:D and saw this from the august post:D Friday: OJ. It was tiring la. But quite fun. My first time being course leader with Ying Jie and Ching Shia. My patrol: Hanxi, Teo Ee, Qianting, Yijia, Xiao Wei, Terence and Yong Sheng. Their prep was gd la. But the actual thing was a little bad. They were rather quiet at the start la but after Wei Hong's station, they started to cheer quite alot le. The funniest part was when Wei Hong said they did not deserve to be called "Alternate Tab" but "tofu", they cheered until Weihong promoted them to "taupok" then "bak chor" then " niu2 rou4", then they promoted themselves to "bao yu"!... Sian... They got 4th in the end la although i thought they deserved slightly better . I'm sure they will never forget this OJ ever. ALTERNATE TAB! YAY:D guessed he liked alttab after all:DD yay! biscuit roots:D

presents for P1 members:D Self-PT with P2 bean bean (a picture had beene removed due to its UNGLAMness) XP at the runaway from flag raising before first aid course at the macs the mixture of all sauces + drinks at the library after artfriend first trip to artfriend after library meeting first library meeting

yay! sharon ou coming back for star awards this year! yay! aww. i liked her since young can;D and kim jeong hoon coming too!!:D

crap. my phone bill cost 32 bucks for sms. great

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back from international camp(: no more camps for the year:D we had alot of time. serious and i learnt something i am very happy to be in dhscoy(: i had archery & pioneering i'm bad at targeting. i'm the only one that shot 2 arrows on ground -.- but pioneering. i sort of like it as it's really guides stuff(: the last shot was by peishan, jenn and me:D and it hit the taget:D dhs power!:D then recycling art -.- slack. we did toe something and spent like 1 to 2 hours there then bathed and go to sleep in jenn's tent horse riding everyone think i'm lucky but i'm scared of animals the horse is really nice but it's bumpy when i ride on it. and it stopped halfway think it's called bus or bas whichever it's cow colour(: the MOOO ice cream colour. right. then i freak out a little thought that it will shake me off or something -.- then i don't dare to go for another ride xD horse has really innocent eyes that i feel a little bad for riding on it kayaking...