1921

机会 是留给准备好的人  我 虽然努力 但还不够 天资不够 勤奋不够 实力不够 所以 机会也得不到了 再加油 再努力 各方面都要更优秀 明年 27 变成更好的自己

累，但快乐着。 Team Jojong strikes again 👧🏻👧🏻  Knowing that November is going to be tough and tiring, I contemplated giving this pet project up if not for the determined director jo ;) Ages since the last time we did a short film tgt, and the first time we’re doing this w a living human (thanks for helping us out w your great performance Yishun!) Glad that we’re doing something meaningful and thankful for the sharing sessions organised by smhff where I heard and learnt more about the less-known aspects of mental illnesses, as well as the important caregivers behind every struggling patient. Left Behind is for all caregivers out there, including my Uncle, whose efforts and sacrifices often go neglected when others focus solely on my grandma. And to everyone else, please remember to listen, to care, to be patient, and never leave them behind 🙏 . It was painful to hear from a patient on how there is nothing his loved ones could do to help lessen the pain, and even more he...

這社會 並不美 但人 善良的人 是它最好的點綴 對抗人性潛在的惡意 和傷痛

Hehehehe xiao proud after yesterday woohoo Reported early and roamed around the stadium area - went to the toilet but couldn’t get anything out so I got abit worried  After downing the last bit of water from pama, off I went to the start pen and commenced the run with the second wave of runners 💪  The start was much slower than I expected as we were running w a huge group of people  As it reaches the end of the Nicoll highway  uturn ard 2-3km, we started having more space and continued on our own speed  Into this open tunnel and the Kallang reservoir stretch, f1 pit, Esplanade drive w a turn at WDA, Marina Bay Sands, barrage, Golf course, ecp garden linkway, back to my usual and lovely house area, and back to sportshub  Got to say it didn’t feel as intimidating as I envisioned it  And the hydration points really helped a lot cause it really refreshes you to go on to the next bit  Along the way I even considered is it that short...

3 November 2019: 21.1km half-marathon completed! Woohooo 🙌 Thought of doing 21km when I was 21, but the unmotivated and lazy wei was clearly incapable of completing the race haha but look at where she is nowwww 😁 From 5km to 10, to 12, 13, 16, and eventually 21, so proud of how much you’ve come ❤️✨ (hahah if i didn’t sign up for this run, I would most probably be indefinitely stuck at max 5km 😂) 因為一步步的往前進 因為每一次的努力才得到的進步 我才得以完成這個讓我超級驕傲的結果 但更讓我滿足的 是xiaowei的進步和成長 往自己理想的成長過程邁進～  YAY🎉 

不喜欢把自己的价值交给别人去判定 不喜欢把自己的自信建筑在别人的回复 不喜欢让自己忐忐忑忑对自己充满疑虑 不喜欢自己明明想说又不说地掩饰自己 更爱自己多一些 你很棒 确实是一种新体验 不得不说 我应该更能揣摩暗恋不安/熟女焦虑的情绪戏了😂

Nearly forgot about it I completed a run on Monday  Meaningful because it’s a run that dad and I could only dreamed of in the past  From the house to the gardens, to the city, to the highway, and back to the house  12.34km (interesting number there hehe) Even though it’s still way way way more to go for 21 and I really couldn’t continue much But I’m so so glad and proud of how much I’ve come since I first decided to run and push myself forward  真的  每一分努力 每一次決定 都可以帶來長遠的變化和進步 但無論如何 成果值得讓你高興 但最重要的是不能忘記 過程最重要 

看到十一月滿滿的行程 出奇地期待 覺得又是充實的一個月 但回想這幾個月匆匆忙忙 忙忙碌碌  我決定在十二月 好好靜下心來 回歸自己的寧靜 好好平平常常地寫稿 休息 和自己好好共處 不要瞎忙 嘗試自己主動自發地充實自己 嗯 不要為了忙而忙  休息 真的是為了走更長的路

你要一次次地提醒自己 你很好  真的

生而為人 拜託大家善良 既然我們永遠無法滿足每一個人的期待 那就關掉所有無謂的吵雜聲響  活成一個樣子就好 活成自己想要的樣子就好

10days in a single city - just wow how likely are you to stay in the same hotel for so long yet walked so much and feel shag nearly every single day hahahah Essentially, thankful for this opportunity - call it work but we had loads of fun  Visited several places tourists normally wouldn’t come on their first or even multiple trips  Jogyesa temple tour, Running Man experience, Sports gaming games, Roller coasters at Lotte world, MBC theme park, Dae Jang Geum film set theme park, Lotte Mart shopping spree, Korea Royal Cuisine + Pansori performance (super ex though), Digital Media City (we met cute Edies!) and the broadcast stations mbc sbs cj e&t, etc), DMZ tour, Jjimbbang spa experience, Nami Island, Rail bike park, National Folk Village, National Folk Museum, night markets and the popular hanbok experience  Woohoo super fruitful w many many new experience - never would I think that I would be on a roller coaster (not to mention four at a go), going withou...

不要活在別人的眼光下 你真的很好  看著自己就好

前幾天和yanci討論到「過程最重要」這句話 仔細想想，或許這個想法在我身處的領域比較適用 因為許多的創意無法被定義好壞 想法被拒絕或接受也沒有一套既定的標準 所以我們真的是在一次次的故事中學習和成長 因此比起成果 我真的覺得過程更重要 但對於現實和功利的社會和私人企業 可能 成功 才是判定的標準 所以即使過程重要 拿得出手的成果 或許 更重要吧？

可以膽怯 可以不適應 甚至不幸地 你必須防備 但永遠不要有傷害人 重傷人 的心  就事實而論 不准搬弄是非 狂妄自大

因為生命無常 感恩一切

Should I sign up for driving refresher course  in October? 🤔 Then dad can go for his eye surgery in December?  Maybe? Probably?  你總要學會長大呀 孩子

或許新 也包含重新嘗試吧 除了一個月一次的「新事物」 我覺得更重要的是接受「新」嘗試的態度 別一昧地拒絕 可能先點點頭答應 鼓起勇氣面對  除了成敗 還有過程 總會有意想不到的收穫 當然 這其實也是個藉口 因為7月的我真的沒做什麼新嘗試 但我重新嘗試駕車，雖然還是很菜 很膽怯 但我希望 這是個邁向獨立 成為肩膀的新開始  話說7月真的是一個病懨懨的一個月  小腿皮膚傷口感染 食物中毒 拉肚子 頭痛  好虛弱的一個月啊

回顧照片時 不自覺地興奮叫了一聲「阿嬤」 然後發現 我再也沒有機會開口叫出一聲「公公」「公公bye-bye」「公公goodnight」「公公jiak」 ❤️ 「短短幾個月面對很多生命的告別，那些你以為永遠都會在的人們，他們就這樣消失了。經歷這樣的衝擊，心裡是很難受的，但當我跟這些朋友們一起接受並勇敢地面對時，才讓我知道， 每一次的告別，都是一次狠狠地長大，雖然我們很不想要這種的長大。 是呀，面對生命的告別是一種強迫式的成長，面對感情的告別也是一種。雖然通往大人的這條路真的好難，但我相信彼此經過思考和溝通之後的離開，這都會使我們長成更好的樣子，以後說不定還能以更好的樣子再次相遇；） 敬 未來更好的我們。」 — Lulu

每個精彩絕倫的劇集裡 主角都是有目標、會採取主動的人物 人生亦是如此 要讓自己的人生劇本不符此生 回首時自豪又滿足 你就必須確立目標 採取主動 不論成敗 都精彩絕倫 但如果你選擇庸庸碌碌 被動懶散 成天漫無目的 得過且過 毫無目標 那你最多最好 也只能做一部爛劇的主角 或 好劇的小小配角 到時  就別嫉妒別人的成功 命運的不公 荒謬可笑的丑角 就是你

Woohoo Hahahah Last day of work for my 3rd contract year cause I took leave for 31st hehe YASSS And boss decides to end work at 5 after a research trip OH YEAHHHH Hahah overly happy about this I literally small jumped for joy such that supervisor jokingly reminded me to be less obvious and boss say go back and cont thinking abt the fenchang 😂 Not to mention that I stayed up ytd to do abit of admin work so I’m rlly quite sleepy lol  WOOHOO  Even though life gonna get busy from June onwards w fenchang, real script work, added copro work, plus commencement of the three mth writers course  AT LEAST I GET A GOOD WEEKEND BREAK HEHE  Surprisingly ended up at where I started work 3 years ago (and walked down the hill to this station after work) - Caldecott station   To mark the end of contract life, 親愛的 you’ve been good  But you can be, and will be, even better  加油 🙌🙌🙌🙌 愛你 ❤️❤️❤️