On course for these three days And a sentence from the coach struck me Context: Ci told me that I shld go exercise cause she thinks I’m feeling depressed. Recently clarified this matter w her cause I couldn’t understand how she got that vibe. And she said that I was spiraling downwards and a few of them felt the same abt me from the convo we shared. I was surprised, because I didn’t know they had such discussions privately, and also because no one looked like they had an issue while I was happy about having more deep conversations. Differences, indeed. But in any case, I had a question lingering in my head since ci told me all that - what exactly did I say that made them feel that way? I rmb casually mentioning about how jumping down from a hdb flat at lvl 10 (is Sam’s house) may not lead to death, but just that no? And I finally remembered the other line... today. Life feels like nothing because it starts and end at the same point - nothing. And ...
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幾米： 「朋友不是先來的人或者認識最久的人，而是那個來了以後再也沒有走的人。」 I have pretty limited number of friends But nearly all of them are people that I hold close to my heart Especially if they are the few that I meet one on one Joyce and I are very very different individuals But we surprisingly got along, to some others’ amazement, possibly because we are both spoilt good kids that are super close to our parents, not to mention that one is the youngest daughter and one is an only child heh Another element that we share would be our decision to pursue our dreams - even though she is way more courageous and determined than I am - and we have always been supportive of each other even though we never do overseas video calls nor meet every now and then To my surprise, however, was when she went on the web and looked for my show to watch to show her support for me Super duper mega touched and grateful 🙏 No one has ever expected two girls who camped at McDonald’s ...
Upon ci’s recommendation I woke up after a 7hr nap and went to the gym for a 5km run on Tuesday morning (kudos to self for carrying on even though the first 2km was tiring) And felt really energised for the day So I continued for the next day and went for another 3km run after work at the stadium followed by an hour cardio blast session which nearly made my calves suffer in cramps Now the body’s aching and I couldn’t get up this morning But it has indeed felt really good to keep myself moving Thanks ci for the reminder And thanks to self for making the attempt to become a better wei 💕
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Went for the longest-fastest run (records say it's the second longest but idk when the longest was but in any case it's the fastest for the distance) with the super fit lows hahah they damn strong and could keep going on but there i was panting like mad hahah but super fun cause i pushed myself to the limits at speed 7:05 yay!! goodjobwei! went for my first ever radio interview and met my childhood dj hehehe and thank goodness my colleague was there and her presence totally helped to cool my nerves and have fun instead of being all jittery (even though she was having stomach flu hehehe xiexieni!) pretty fun talking about what went through our minds during the creative process - though only a little was shared but fun fun (but 715am oh gawd) the ongoing project that i am on recently started set shooting and we went in for a tour - got to say it's the prettiest set till date fr the longform projects :) brought dad for a lunch while mum was awa...
Realised I rlly cant rmb anything if I don’t note them down so here goes Went for bouncing class w lowwy and Cheryl and did fitness training that I hvn done since forever - ok no prob months haha and my shoulder back is aching badlyyyy Felt so wobbly after all the bouncing wheeeee hahaha and my neck/head somewhat zek-ed tio so it’s abit painful now hahahaha But fun fun fun! Kinda pushing myself to do new things these days and getting out of my comfy zone despite the possible awkwardness (DONT LET AWKWARDNESS OR WHAT OTHERS THINK DEFINE YOU) hahahaha no idea how this suddenly spark came about but I hope it’ll last for a while pretty pls Recently agreed to attending a film screening session w all unfamiliar ppl just to push myself a bit And agreed to a radio session despite my inability to speak well and plenty of jitters But since I’m twenty fiveeeeeeeee Do different things and gain new experiences!! Not to mention ...
ON LEAVE ✌️
DAY ONE of my long awaited leave! Attended lensing for the web series and stayed back to observe how they film And it’s niceeeee I love the additions made to the show like the fish tank and harassment And finally able to appreciate the pdtn stuff so much more after my short film course - pan tilt adjust focus framing I’m still clueless about assessing lighting and acting but hopefully I’ll get to it someday :) Quite funny how someone shouted bloodyhell after a good take cause another person didn’t do a 连戏动作 Guess it’s gonna be a few difficult weeks ahead fr them but hopefully everything turns out well Can’t wait for the actual show! Walked to Somerset with the intention to shop for clothes or hunt a reading corner But ended up in sushi express having good food by myself hehe Turns out to be rather therapeutic and I would prob do this another time when I need a break Then walked all the way down in the ...
菜鳥第三十期
I'd guess the key event this week in terms of work would be retreat where we presented ideas after ideas to scope the shows for 18/19 Walked home for both days after work And on the second day when I wasn't feeling that great I opted to walk on another path which I normally don't And it turned out to be quite a surprise for all the things of nature that I ended up seeing Flying butterflies, frogs concealing themselves in the pond, birds flying right above me etc I guess nature does have its special ways to heal hearts of humans 😌 Another thought when I was finding photos of the butterflies 看太細 未必是件好事 因為更瞭解 更清楚 或許也就帶來更多的不順眼 不順心 Finally made the decision to purchase sodagreen's concert DVD after much contemplation And bought middle's books along w it cause it's much cheaper in tw - thought no longer after the delivery charges are taken into account oh wells Looking forward to my first parcel o...
菜鳥第十五期
okie i just realised that what's impt about coming to three months isn't simply about a 'phase', but that i can finally take paid MCs! hahahaha less fear of falling sick now :) :) so back to office for the past week wholeeeeee week the first two days were abit harder cause i needed time to get use to it and having to speak up more now that two talkative writers are gone haha essentially it boils down to my low threshold for longgggg pauses during meetings such that i end up trying to move it even though i fail often haha but still, glad that the take up rate of my ideas have increased over the past week :) :) oh and glad that my new colleague is one that can actually understand me and help me "translate" my ideas to the rest! haha but it might be harder next week now that she's gonna go home to write while i'm staying for discussion anddddd oh gosh i think it's gonna be 5-day week for the next three to four weeks sighpie but after wr...
菜鳥第十三期
Monday: Three things happened today that struck a few thoughts 1. Reflection on our shows after hearing abt the entertainment production industry in Korea A colleague came back from a short exposure stint in Korea and shared w us on how Korean produces dramas and variety What impressed me most was the attitude and professionalism every single member of the production team has towards their work From cameramen to artistes, writers to directors, everyone treats the show as their own, and makes ample preparation before they turn up for work Every detail is taken care of, and not a single minute is wasted for slip shod efforts While we lament about the lack of resources, budget, restrictions, talent, etc., there they are honing their skills futher to produce shows that can supersede their previous miracle True that they have a lot more than what we do, but also a fact that they work better as a team to create better program...