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haven't got over the concert :) :D

friigggggggin screwed up life for the past week lost my wallet with the incompetent admins who only knows how to say GET A LOCKER :@ freaking upset cause it was a freaking theft case which seems like "its just another THREE cases, whatever" to the authorities !%!#$@!$!#% what about you buying a locker and leading a snr high life noww tell me how convenient it is fffff for that, i lost not only my wallet and its contents, i lost my maths sigma knowledge friggin assholic i know nothing about that freaking E sign that looks weird and i cant do anything when my tutor dont even bother about it told her school finished the notes and all she bothered was when she could play the phone and thus left me with a 4paged knwledge while the other pages remained BLANK said i didnt do enough hmwk but freaking hell i managed to squeeze as much work for you to mark alr and all you could say was, it's all wrong, it's not enough and you didn't fucking mark at all wts told you manymany...

my mum managed to catch this epic thingy ytd that was the first time she took out her phone to video and it blacked out o.o haha she thought it was her phone's prob :P wheeeeee it was such a memorable concerttttt :D I♥DHSGE and i really dreamt that we were in a blacked out concert :( at midnight and couldn't sleep for that ~10mins o.o

there are so many things to say but in all, it was a showcase of love and unity of DHSGE♥ we are made up of people who came from various (as in realllly various) ccas in jnr high ugs (guides,scouts,sjab,npcc), sports, clubs and performing arts and of which, most of us have no whatsoever concert experience yet, even though a blackout happened on our first concert, there was the DHSGE spirit, that brought us through tough (i.e. awkward) times like just now :) to prevent seniors from being unable to continue the performance, to prevent timepiece II from being unable to end, to prevent ourselves from being unable to hold our heads high knowing that we had finished a performance that we are proud of even if many many cockups happened in the process, we continued. even louder, even stronger, even better, even ever more united ♥ greatest thankyous to seniors & kevin:D for they were there when there were difficulties and obstacles to go through for being upset and pissed but kept going all...

back from danzage... and became uber scared of tmr's guitar concert after reading dawn's mail :/ afraid that i'll do something really wrong in stage mvmt, afraid that i'll screw Y6's last guitar performance in some ways, afraid that many many many unfortunate events will happen :( but i must be sure that i won't be part of the screw up if it happens. there's this "sense of urgency" word in her mail, and i realised. even if i'm in guitar and tmr's guitar concert, values learnt from guides could not be neglected. (especially so if there are guides seniors and UGs in the ensemble) and i feel bad to kim cham what if she cant loooook charming without contacts tmr gaaaaa i'll feel bad :( hehehe hope that her eyes will shine brightly tmr :D

I LOVE LIFE :) many many things happened these days especially ytd, 20/4 bad day, bad mood, bad xiaowei. whatever it is and much as i would like to state it down as a reminder abt what happened, i shall wait, till i'm free-er perhaps after sat, or most likely, after 3 may and it shall be the time for work that i had neglected greatly.

可能心情不好，所以對瑣事都會產生一些的感觸 對於今晚又要凌晨三點才能睡讓我的心情變差 又被一只貓嚇倒，讓淚腺開始產生反應 卻強忍了下來。 但一路回來，聽著五月天的〈純真〉讓我突然開始想起好些事... 難道現在的我們，已經失去了當初孩子時期的純真 勾心鬥角，難道已成了為了存活在社會中的先決條件？ 如此的思想逐漸將當初在Childcare CIP時的 jinkai 帶近腦海 他們的日子主要以玩樂度過，而玩樂卻成了我們現在的奢侈品, 到底何時才能夠脫離大家給與的期望和壓力 讓我們能夠當真正的當自己，而不是別人希望看到的我們... 累了吧，才會產生這些感觸， 讓眼淚短暫地流下... 負面的能量，請離開吧 :) 決定讓自己任性一次， 不做作業了， 被罰也罷了， 我只想讓自己開心地入睡。 ESTHER - MAYDAY :D thankyouu!

i feel so pissed off by those who criticise him without understanding what's exactly going on the kids are so :( and all he's doing is to provide help help and more help and there are these bunch of idiots who dont even bother to help charity yet maligning them for being cheaters freak youuuu :( gogogo love life ! :)

REGRETTING BADLY NOW CAUSE I DIDN'T GO FOR MAYDAY'S CONCERT AS IN IN THE STADIUM SEEING AND HEARING THEM LIVE D: but but but i went to hear it outside the stadium after homa meeting :D:D:D MAYDAY:D i'm very mayday-ish now cause i love all their songs and guitar-s it :D sigh should have said yes when wentian asked :( heard quite a few songs and some that idk of got attracted by 離開地球表面 at the stadium station then went to the west enterance to hear it :D and heard a few others eg 孫悟空 天使 and my mum bought DNA dvd at $36 for me :D to make up for the $38 ticket that she didn't encouraged especially after seeing how high i went while hearing them hehe my dad wanted to see the stadium station stuff so we stayed on and i heard 戀愛ing 知足 and 生命有一種絕對 :D:D:D so i felt very satisfied after 知足 and went home happily :D and on the way back, i heard 如煙 and saw fireworks from the concert :D:D:D VERY SATISFIED :D [EDIT] oh and i sat outside the gate hearing and groups of ppl who left earl...

just finished learning 生命有一種絕對 and 擁抱 by 五月天 :D love how guitar learning can be at such a fastfast speed as compared to piano (for me) which reminds me, i haven't been touching it for 2 weeks and i have only learnt a song, and exam due august great job xiaowei! and i'm pretty sure i'm not continuing with piano if i fail this exam which means, i'll stay at grade 5 :( aww so sad but forget it, since the passion has long been gone :( but it may come back :D and speaking of passion, passion for studies is gone too! :( probably other than maths but cll's still okay, passion for history's still there but my brain has no content! but but but econs, i'm reallly suffering under you! don't like how teachers approach this subject perhaps it's just me, but it's getting on my nervesssss :/ but you know, 小孩不笨said that if you don't like/understand the subject, you have to 挖清它的底, then you'll grow to like it but hahaha i'll tryyyyy. but it's so sa...

such a slacker with an overdue history proj to be sent to my project mates, i'm here blooging before i start on doing my part :( but. there's a main point! EFOUR! :DDDDDDDD E4+WSG = BESTFRIENDS UNITE! hahahaha they are so freaking cool owning everyone in their batch! :D but i didn't see it, sadly :( reallly sadly :( last time to see for the rest of my life and i didn't :( BUT E4'S STAMINA IS LIKE SOOOOOO COOL :D and when i went to take a peek, they looked like they havent even ran after finishing and i thought that they were counters haha oh but i deproved(?) like.... shit. but it was not too bad considering my muscleaches+injuredankle even though it was a minor distraction... and now i'm srsly wondering if i'm 27, or 37 cause wentian hillary yizhen were 20, 21, 22 so by right, i shld have seen them but i didn't. and esther was somewhere near me too, and i didn't see her so. WHERE WAS I? :/ and target wasn't met :( i guess 14:49 is going to be a ...

范范 之 打鼻生病了 :) aww sweeet. i like the transposed gee :) muchmuch easier :) napfa 2.4 tmrrrrr with a pair of aching thighs, recovering ankle, and some scratches sighhh 14:59 mins! - it's a B! mannnnns jiayoujiayou!

went to some junior's blog and found her talking abt memorising qa notes and i started thinking abt what qa was o.O haha and i realised it was qualitative analysis :D and started remembering some eg copperII=blue, copperIII=red, zinc has yellow ppt with iodine smth, aluminium etc etc with LaoSai and LaoChaBor for solubility table ;) mannnnns hahaha so cool memories ;D MRS SHUUUUUUUUU & HONYINGG! i just rmbed how hon always get called by mrs shu because she was stoning or talking to her seating partner that's not xintian ;) hanying and the shuffle-hair&nose-pooooohbear :D i sort of learned stuff from today's session cause i realised the real rationale behind certain activities instead of simply planning things out and the execution part and i forgot to ask if there would still be bear or has the animal changed due to lunar year cause bear was quite coooooool :D oh and the power of cs concert was coooool i can still rmb the stuff i watched ;) especially the policewoma...

went cs concert today for the first time (like linghong like tht haha) and enjoyed it muchhhhh :D i think they all act damn cool plus the lighting i think freaking nice :D and yanci was HAHA we see a totally different side of her ;D ANGELA - LOLOL eh i just realised you're the only one i keep saying SHUDDUP! to :D

XIAOWEI LOVES GUITAR :D and realise she have very O.O funny seniors haahaha and is surprisingly alert today even though i had 2 sets of max 2 hours sleep ytd night (incl today morn) :D and thinks bigbear must have been shocked while kimcham did her physical harassment, ohno poor mate :P and feels abit scared after realising that i'm the only understudy under 4 seniors in logistics o.o and am unsure if i could commit 8 months to a training course which takes up my weekends, which are taken up alr (but if i dont take the course, i'll be dead in my future with no ability to speak up for myself :( )

it's 5:21 am nowwww but i just finished sending my PI :) LOVELY HA :D and at such a time, i'm actually talking to xintian hahahaha first time staying till so late in 2010 latest in life i think yay :D it's time to sleep, byebye :)

have been wanting to watch 敗犬女王 baaaaaaaaaaaa kay, do work first! :D anw came across this 既然每件事情都有不同的角度 那憑甚麼壞事的另一方面不是好事呢？ from 心星的淚光 poster nicenice :) E444444444444444444444444444444444! WSG tooooo! best friends unite! E4+WSG :D :D mannnns hahaha lets hope for my feet/ankle to recover completely under my mum's treatment so that i can run with hon at least on wed next week for napfa oh, cause a lil of my injury came back after running ytd :( guitarrrr! okays, i shall stop finding songs to learn that are not related to concert cause i have been seriously neglecting my piano and work :( go xiaowei! :D PS. just a random thought i think it's really sad if you think the people ard are true to you but in fact, they are all thinking that you're such a jerk. is it their wrong, or should they stop acting that they like you loads so that you can actually realise that you're a freaking ass so that you can a channnnnge for the better instead of being like now. AND. YEUKHO'S R...

started the day being half drenched hahaha supposed to change with angela and muni then entered a cubicle filled with shit smell -.- then ran out, and went into a shower cubicle the dont knw why laugh laugh laugh then i accidentally pressed the button and water came falling from the shower head and i got half drenched ie ponytail and half my sch blouse and we started screaming and they all ran out of the cubicle -.- then we had this "weird" lesson by ms huda hahaha cause she had throat infection so we all had lessons with her interacting via typing quite funny hahaha then had a zzz econs lecture :/ and went for silence consultation with ms huda for pw :( she's like so pooor thing still kana irritated by us :( hahaha no laaaa and it was prooooductive :D i hope hehe ohohoh i hope that i can run with hon hon next weeeeeek :D and i did 20 ipu today! double of last yearrr! :D lets hope next week's napfa will be a success :D and all assignments can be cleared by this week )...

IT'S A FORTY-NINE DAY :D but next year will be so sad ): no more 49 :( ESTHER- HAHA YEASS DAISY! WHEE I KEEP HEARING HIS VOICE IN MY HEAD :D

i feel rude to have my name under the NO to invitation section :/ but the fact is that i have cll and i cant go but why do i feel so bad ): baaaaa. workkk i'm still guitaring -.- but why do different sites have different versions of chords this makes me feel as though i might be playing the wrong thing :/ hah ESTHER - YEASS :D so funnaye. but nonono, no one loves your bearbear but my non-living bearbear :D

just finished learning 突然好想你 guitar chords :D that's the second song i self-learnt in one night :D first was 只為愛上你, the SHE 就想賴著你 片尾曲 :D slept my day awayyy after guitar since piano got cancelled :D so i ate macs and slept for four hours and ate kfc HAHA that was what my parents bought, i didnt really get to choose, so i happily ate it :DDD hahaha happppy! my ankle's better thanks to my mum and her cool massaging skills and the ankle guard :D but, ohwell, other aches are ongoinggggg but it's kay, it shall replace fats (hopefullllly :P) daisyyyyyyyyy sounds so nice :D went to watch his video awww mesmerizing voice HAHA and now that i had fun with sleeping + guitar-ing, I HAVENT DONE ANY HMWK: -TUITION WORK BY TMR -CHA GUAN ASSIGNMENT BY MON (=FINISH BY TMR) -PW PI BY FRI -DENG GAO ASSIGNMENT BY FRI -LIAO ZHAO ASSIGNMENT BY NEXT MON ANDANDAND -HISTORY READINGS -ECONS READINGS -ECONS HEALTH BOOKLET HAHA -BUY SHOES + PANTS FOR GUITAR GAAAAAAAA dead hahaha but today&tonight ...

call it luck. but good or bad remains questionable haha had ug council bike hike :) ended up with blueblacks on legs and muscle aches on butt + legs like biking :) but kept crashing o.o hehe did tenant bike (?) with yizhen and we started off joking and ended up chasing after other ppl when we return and i changed with hanxi so i did single for awhile and went braindead, made wrong decisions, and crashed again hahaha and there were freaaaaaaking cats ard the place when i did single :( then went for history proj meeting in the aftn we thought we would do for 3hours and more but it ended after less than 2 hours after we realised that it was ungraded so therefore, ungraded=slackkkkk hahaha then we ended up playing cards :) all was well till i was led by mr kiat to jaywalk two to three roads :/ it was a lil scaryyy especially after he said he saw one person kana knocked down cause that person's most probably a first timer -.- and hi im a first timer :) then i have no idea how, i sort of...