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just came back from csc camp and all i want to do now is to lay my head on the bed and off i go to sleep, but no. need to get myself off the bed and go back to nus aching bodies, dying brains, gosh dont think i'll get pass selections and all so just gonna do what i can and see what happens oweek? no oweek? :S anw, made really nice friends like fangqi and joscelin who entertain me all the time and make me laugh like a mad person haha but all in diff faculties so hmm yup. hahaha gonna get off now :( and, my greatest takeaway from the camp is from the beneficiary family - "father and mother i love you" tell them all to not smoke their life away this is from him, and i hope his msg gets passed on and hopefully, get well real soon :)

before i go for camp tmr, here's a reminder for myself on how we can all overcome difficulties starting form having the right attitude 她的障礙如此之大 你的不值一體 樂觀地面對 GO!

如果可以一直當個旁觀者 活在一個不屬於自己世界的地方 其實也是個不錯的選擇 因為 煩惱不屬於自己 憤怒不屬於自己 難過不屬於自己 但同時 快樂也不屬於自己 最終 自己 也不屬於 自己 BTWWW HEHEHE HONHON & XIAO. FLYING TO HOGWARTS ON 9 JULY YAYYYYYYYYY :D

Actually haha I'm strangely feeling a lil excited for CSC again (yet switching my mind ever so often) haha May things turn out well >

Just woke up at 2:14 but 4 missed called frm dad haha Feels great to sleep so much after having abt 10 hours of sleep over the past 4 days in bizad camp :) Wouldn't say it's the best camp I ever had but the cheer fight definitely ended the camp w a superb note :) Made new friends - though awkwardness overwhelmed me - but people like Angeline (old friend haha) and Andrea etc were superb :) and the girls in the grp kept helping me when I'm in a muddle headed mood haha Lovely :) Definitely an eye opener to diff people w diff characters frm diff schools Much as I want to (since I'm used to) dunman high's culture and people - who I suppose seem more humble and low profile - I guess I have to get out of this comfort zone and find more self confidence to accomplish task Besides these are the people that are gonna be ard me for the next four years On a side note, i wonder how my ag group ppl are like haha hope they will be rlly nice ppl that I can adapt to too :...

Camp today omg super lack of sleep XIAOWEI JIAYOUUUU!

We were talking about cham wearinh hairband and she said Huh fun mah. Bcos looking good is too mainstream HAHAHAHA YAY CHAM COOLKID HAHAHAHA

The Avengers w parents on daddy day! :D Thank you daddy for everythinggggggg (esp for shopping for my camp stuff on father's day :P) ♥ ♥ ♥

That's bolshevik! - from Madagascar ^^

My dad cut this put from an advertisement hahahaha lovely ^^

Had round 1 of father's day meal at house of seafood w daddy and mummy :D Marvvvvvvvvelousssssss! :D Hahaha meaty crabs w super nice sauce lovely ^^

Met my kc kids at parkway today while walking ard w muni :D Hehe long time since I went there and long time since I saw the girls :D Haha kinda fun how reactive I was to the shout 'ms ong' and :D super pleased that they still recognize me :D Hehe though they say math lesson hasn't been enjoyable, But they passed their mid-years which made me quite relieved regardless of the help or hindrance I made haha Miss the girls and super glad to have experienced teaching Though they are unlikely to know, they are my only students hehe and hopefully, they will do rlly rlly well :D

HEHE YAY

watched the whole love life documentary yesterday night and i guess, i learnt to be more patient with myself. it was undoubtedly a saddening film, though it is not the aim of the documentary the three girls left one after another and despite the little time they had, they lived life to the fullest and managed to make subtle changes in some other people's life they were strong in face of the odds and they never gave up, they gave themselves hope and strength to treasure life even though positive news hardly came about which made me look back on how shitty i felt ytd night in face of the test preparation yet i continue to whine and go upset over all little tests and examinations. indeed, failing btt is ridiculous and quite embarrassing but i have unlimited chances to retake the test till i fight through it i might not be cut out for doing application stuff but it is something that i can change and what i can take control of this is unlike how their, like all, lives live on...

I HATE DRIVING THEORY FAG WHY ARE THE STUFF ASKED NOT STATED IN THE BOOK DAMN WHAT KIND OF STUDYING IS THIS BLOODY SHIT PERIODISCOMINGANDIFEELLIKEFUCKNOTBEINGABLETOPASSSTUPIDBTTDAMNSHITIFEELLIKEALOSER I realize I am damn fail in applying concepts cause I stick damn hard to rules that are dead shitass

這是紀錄了三位十五歲少女勇敢面對生命的故事， 她們雖然罹患了骨癌⋯但是她們想用自己的故事，幫助留在世上的所有人⋯ 完整紀錄家彣、Dora、奕華這三位小天使三年半的紀 ­錄片，希望您看完之後，可以更加熱愛自己的生命⋯如果有了能力後開始幫助別人、幫助這個世界！也請您把影片傳出去，讓更多人也可以得到這份、來自上帝賜給我們的禮物⋯lo ­velife 4 ever. Dora的媽媽: 謝謝妳當我的女兒15年

Hahahahaha all of us coincidentally turned up in yellow top w shorts Thus formed the yellow team that completed mission of buying 10 bread in $10 LOL damn rubbish hahaha

[Subbed by iSUBS-squad.com]RM41 (5/5) by isubs active joongki gone led to his same-age friend gwangsoo and song-song sibling jihyo cry :( the above statement sounds super childish hehe but well, it's sad :(

‎"You’re going to lose touch with a lot of your friends. With some people, it will be expected but with others it will feel like a punch to the stomach. No friendship is truly safe in your twenties. You’re undergoing so many personal and professional changes that there’s bound to be some casualties along the way. Don’t worry though. You’ll end up with the ones that matter. If someone’s no longer in your life, it’s for a reason." - Quoted from Thought Catalog via Kelly's FB And though darkness fills our path, fear won't fix its hold on us. For we know, love will shine before us on our path & guide our every step within the dark. - Hannah's FB I wanna buy the Love Life T-shirt in support of Love Life activity but the website doesn't seem to be working urgh

A short morn cycle ard my house w parents! :D And bought black forest from coffee bean which my dad took care of it while we ride back haha:D Think I'm too free haha many issues keep occurring to me once I close my eyes (ie when I sleep) such that I cant sleep well Wanna meet some ppl but time is kinda packed these weeks w all the upcoming camps etc Shall wait for CSC camp to be over before I start calling people up to meet me like joycetan :D If not I guess it's really weird to ask now to meet 3weeks later haha Time to run ard Korea again! :D

I only had two times to do my etrial and I rushed through it thinking that I can do more papers In the end, I failed both attempts with 78% and 80% gosh why is there stuff that's beside highway codes? And it took up half the paper omg omg omg My family (that includes me haha) is having a good laugh abt this expected yet unexpected failure sigh MUST FINISH ALL 200 QUESTIONS IN THEORY BOOK BEFORE WED NIGHT! >

ITS CFMED :D 5D5N SHENZHEN- MACAU- HK TRIP IN MID JULY :D:D:D Bet dad wont be happy w the extention to 6D but ohwell :) They went to hk before too! Daebak!

三寸天堂 on air hehehe love it :D Ytd was a great night haha Bought stuff frm groupon and 螃蟹之家 vouchers from deal.sg And and and! Found out that angeline is going to the same camp group as me for bizad camp! :D Buzzzzzzzlightyear - haha looking more forward to it now :) Like what hon loves to say - to infinity and beyond! :D 那天堂是我愛過你的地方 :) And 不敗 is on air now! Hahahaha nice nice songs :D

few things to be done soon - but i have no mood to get down to doing it gosh read and memorise the highway codes for driving theory e-trial on sun and official test on wed confirm my jap class w muni and buy the groupon coupon before it stops its promotion find more courses to enrol ;) but the problem for the last point is, the few things coming up kinda make me unable to commit for stuff for consecutive weeks hmm what's coming up in the rest of the hols before uni ;) Bizad camp CSC camp 4D3N Shenzhen-Macau-Hongkong trip w family of three! (hehe i guess it's gonna be super rush but ohwell, can't be help :/) - I CAN'T WAIT :D just some stuff that went through my mind o.o guides occupied nearly half of our lives in jnr high, and parts of it in snr high but there remains a few that i am honestly still in contact with right now (like, 3?) i do wanna meet those that i miss, but i bet the feeling of awkwardness will make it uncomfortable :/ it's undeniably a thing of ...

Hahaha met up w my super chatty tutor lowwy - ah no, the gonna be teacher MS LOW ;) hahaha And my legs are aching loadddddddds Prob cause I didn warm up this aftn haha

First time everrrrrrrrrr 5km 40+ mins 13laps hehehe and completed all planned 12 songs yay!

Met up w Janice and Zhiting today at bugis! :D I kinda feel at ease with them somehow and yup it was a really nice meetup and chatting session hehe Caught up w each other on our lives since march and there's like loads to talk about hehe lovely And we went to bugis+ which was having their first day of opening hehe Anw a very great night w kc teaching kids! (simple but lovely) :D Just to add on, laughing at running man every wed night strains my throat but very very :D hahaha

Yay out to esther's house to play guitar w a super casual outfit! Long time since my guitar last came out under the sun hehe 1hr bus ride and running man shall accompany me through yay!

34:45 all flushed right now hehe Finally completed running to sch frm home and back yay But 4 songs uncompleted Still good job yay! :D

自己明明很幸福卻總是只看到自己得不到的幸福 最終完全不懂得惜福 這... 算是自作孽吧 wonder when i'll learn my lesson anw, decision made - no hall :) saw this on 933fb and thought like ooo kinda, applicable o.o

Hehe so cute running man daebak!