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very very very thankful to be in guitar :) we did not do exceptionally well, probably not even up to standard, but nonetheless, it stirred certain emotions of happiness in me, as we moved our heads to the same hand signal, alternate our fingers to the exact rhythm, and listen to the little song ringing in both the ears and our hearts :) this is just another performance, it was just another practice, but just somehow, the willingness of going to guitar has been increasing in me even though i'm still struggling with 1.3 and 4.6 and running from bar 28 and 29. decided that i'm gonna put in more effort with my dear alto after seeing how sherman finished the piece so quickly and made me think, so what have i been doing? :/ for these letters: DHSGEGWHFTW, i'll do my besssssst :) anyway, had maths test on integration and differentiation and felt !#%!$!$!%$ at myself. i thought solving the 1st question would mean that the rest will be as smooth sailing but i skipped all the questio...
feel so bad that i've been missing meeting times these two days :( sorry chamham!:( integration seems sooooo hard now and i wonder how i got through the countless no of wrong answers last year :( rain's falling in a tidatidatida manner everyday it keeps ringing non stop now i know what differentiates "like" and "commitment" just like how i can rmb parts of ponyo, but rmb nothing abt MIA/coup sadddddening, but at least i like what i'm doing now even though, according to sam, i have not been practicing every moment i can if not, i would be as good as sean ._. guitar everydayyyyy is pretty pretty fun :) other than being less productive every time i'm home. 林宥嘉 - 再别康桥 轻轻的我走了 正如我轻轻的来 我轻轻地招手 作别西天的云彩 那河畔的金柳 是夕阳中的新娘 波光里的艳影 在我心头荡漾 寻梦撑一支长篙 向青草更青处漫溯 满载一船星辉 在星辉斑斓里放歌 软泥上的青荇 油油的在水底招摇 在康河的柔波里 我甘心做一条水草 那榆阴下的一潭 不是清泉是天上虹 揉碎在浮藻间 沉淀着彩虹似的梦 但我不能放歌 悄悄是别离的笙箫 夏虫也为我沉默 沉默是今晚的康桥 悄悄的我走了走了 正如我悄悄的来 我挥一挥衣袖衣袖 不带走一片云彩
a must see for those who are concerned about selina :) it's pains so much when you hear all the trauma that haunts her after the explosion and yet, so glad that optimism has stayed by her as she goes through this tough path a lesson learnt, an experience gained, a model to look up to. and thankyou honhon and lowxt for running/jogging with me after this loooooooooong day :) and you guys are really tired, apparently hahaha have a gooooood rest :D every lecture of Ms K teaches us lessons on life :) ah btw, met EMILY for the first time in my life yesterday :) the really fortunate 6c11 :)
i guess, humans have the tendency to believe what they want to believe in, and stick with it. but more often than none, their insistence in their beliefs hurt those who contradicts them, even though opposite ideas are as accurate as theirs. many of us have blamed others for superficial mistakes, and have chosen not to appreciate the effort and be thankful for the benefits and results they received. i think many have been influenced, and many of these many, have failed to think, and be considerate. and till the end of the day, what good do you achieve by hurting? the short span of excitement? sense of achievement? at the expense of others' agony, in more than one, but the people who are concern for both the victim of yours, and your inability to decide what's right, and what's wrong. quite a few incidents have occurred in just these mere few weeks, and affected the whole population. initially, we thought of it as a joke, as some humor, but when some thought it was okay to ca...
安息吧，勇敢的天使－Dora
this is the... 1111 post on a 2011 year in the time of 11++ pm hahaha nothing much actually ._. it's not exactly a day to be happy about or what, cause partly, i was late for school (first time in 2years plus) but that's not it, 范范范瑋琪：DORA於2011／01／17今晨四點安息主懷，到天父那裡當小天使了。Dora媽媽說感謝上帝讓她走的平靜安詳，沒有痛苦掙扎，現在的她已經脫離了這個病痛的身體了，可以在天上盡情的打籃球拉大提琴。謝謝大家所有的愛和關懷，Dora,美麗的天使Dora,很榮幸有生之日可以認識妳，姐姐會想念妳，妳會永遠的在我心裡~ 黑人建州：Dora在今天凌晨離開了！我無法形容內心的難過和無助...在Dora的最後階段,我們聊了好多好多！她其實是一個很害羞不太願意表達內心的女孩,但在最後這幾天她把這兩年想對我說的話,全部都說了！她在最後一次道別說“黑人哥哥請繼續改變世界、不要被亂七八糟的媒體打敗,我好愛你...她是我的英雄！lovelife 黑人建州：Dora跟我說希望大家不要為她難過、為她悲傷！如果想她的時候就看這個LOVELIFE的廣告！用心去體會...看完之後在轉發給大家......lovelife 骨癌女童Dora離世 作家藝人同哀 更新日期:2011/01/17 18:34 章文、李歐 【台灣醒報記者章文、李歐報導】 曾經為公益團體Love life、榮總93號病房(兒童病房)拍攝公益廣告的骨癌女童Dora，與病魔奮戰了將近四年時間，今日(17)凌晨四點安息離世，得年15歲。曾經與她一起參與公益活動的藝人范范、黑人、作家溫小平，紛紛在自己的部落格上寫下悼念的文章，溫小平並已經著手為Dora寫書。 Dora的母親蘇惠娟是虔誠的基督徒，在一次聚會時，小學四年級的Dora不慎打球跌傷，當時在場的作家溫小平陪同母女倆就醫，隨後醫院則發現Dora罹患骨癌。 此後，溫小平便時常陪伴蘇惠娟與Dora，用自己的經歷及信仰的力量，給蘇家許多建議及支持；而Dora也常常接受公益團體的邀請，為癌症病童代言、募款，藝人陳建州（...
氣，對事實被扭曲，歌迷被糊弄而生氣。 我們相信，卻被他們的自我保護耍得團團轉。 或許，我們都選擇相信我們所支持的， 搞得我們不再有能力分辨誰是誰非， 但，就因如此，我選擇相信4棒。 但，也有可能，這一切都不曾發生， 而我們，都成為媒體工作者的玩偶 Andy傳奇星：從香港回來了，謝謝大家和我們一起lovelife！ 又看到聽到亂七八糟的事....，我沒說的話不要再加油添醋！記得自己永遠不要向任何人解釋，因為喜歡你的不需要，不喜歡你的不會相信！ ANDY心寒遭5棒公審 爆棒棒堂拆夥內幕 更新日期:2011/01/15 04:11 記者陳珮伶／專訪 棒棒堂鬧拆夥，前經紀人「Andy」張世明隱忍1年多，首度招認分家內幕，「我很像被檢察官質問，『你有沒有殺人？你殺了誰？』我不知道他們吃了什麼熊心豹子膽？那畫面我永遠忘不了。」他說那晚除了王子外，其餘5棒群起公審他，企圖換取個人最大利益，讓他很心寒。 Andy出新書「A+極道」，爆出當年敖犬、小煜、阿緯、威廉、小傑為個人利益找他談判，「為什麼總是王子站中間？」、「我那麼紅，為什麼賺那麼少？」等，每一句嚴厲的質問，都像把刀狠狠刺進Andy的心，他說：「當時我就明白，他們已經不是原本純樸的男孩，他們是真的不信任我了。」 Andy感嘆棒棒堂爆紅太快，沉溺在掌聲之中，導致價值觀變了。他說他為了棒棒堂發片，甚至延後婚期，自認對6棒並無虧欠。 他強調會寫出內幕，是因為以前沒有人正視並面對問題，他希望事件到他為止，他祝福LOLLIPOP F發展順利，未來都能有自己的一片天。 Andy爆LOLLIPOP F不懂思源 更新日期:2011/01/14 02:56 江怡臻、黃雯犀／綜合報導 中國時報【江怡臻、黃雯犀／綜合報導】 棒棒堂拆夥，經紀人Andy在新書《A+極道》中爆內幕，指敖犬、小煜、阿緯及威廉３年約滿後為「利益」出走，嘆他們不懂「飲水思源」！ 書中寫，「除了王子拍戲不在，其他５人把我叫進飯店房間，一一輪流質問我，一起合演這齣強硬談判的戲碼，來換取個人最大利益。」其中找他談判的５棒，還有他旗下的小傑，「當下他重義氣、年紀小，他爸媽勸他飲水要思源，他才回心轉意跟我道歉。」 他強調，寫的內容不是要影響任何人，當初LOLLIPOP F發片，他買CD支持，也祝福他們，畢竟是自己栽培的。LOLLIPOP F所屬的金牌大風唱片說：「４人都知道這些內...
seeing how people fb/blogs about their life, be it :) or :( can never plant as much smiles on my face like what lollipop can. i guess the purpose of having idols to "ooze"(term used by angela/yingying) about is that they will always be a pillar of support when you need them even though they do not know about it. people seek hope and support from religion so i suppose that me, as a free-thinker, finds support in humans like them. to put it a little crudely, they are like pets/dogs, that you can find joy in when you're down, and let known a self that no one else knows about when you go crazy and post stupid comments on their videos/tweets hahaha what a joy :) 很多人都問過這問題：為甚麼會喜歡棒棒堂？他們不帥、不會唱、不會跳... 但從他們身上，我看到他人看不到的， 就是他們對夢想的執著和為呈現最好而努力不懈的態度。 他們的確不比別人帥，也不比別人會唱歌， 但他們會跳舞，而尤其對於敖犬和阿緯，跳舞是他們的生命， 他們在成為棒棒堂前是黑角的主帥， 怎能說他們不會跳舞呢？ “撐過就是你的”，“棒棒堂真的努力了”，等等 棒棒堂的經典名句是我努力的原動力， 他們節目中的大膽犧牲， 為收視、為觀眾、為歡笑不斷想梗、搞笑， 他們是我希望成為，卻未能成為的楷模， 所以， 我欣賞棒棒堂，因為，我佩服棒棒堂的態度。 看著她的精神越來越好， 心裡的一大塊石頭也似乎逐漸放下。 但她的被動、她的不願意， 卻仍讓我...
YAY 6C11 (and 5C11) got some best og award for homa ^^ even though the best became 5C31 (31 again lol) 6 kids left on the bench and we became the only few who cheered at the finale night most of the time so funnnnnn! i guess that's what chaoyuan said about not having the chance and stuff cause we reallllllly, don't have much chance left :( no matter if we won or lost, i think homa's such a coooool ttm house :D anw greaaaat fun with the usual bunch of kids at the clubbing part yay ah but :( :( :( just something very sad ttm was Rg coming over and said last/let's cheeeeers with the bottle of juice and we were so lost that we stoned there and looked at that juice till he said nevermind and left arghhhhh :( SAD TTM!!!!!! D: wonder when he'll ever appear yknwwwwww hopefully may, with E4 and 49 again yay :D but likelihooood? low :( cause there's NS :( arghhhhhh WHY WE SO STONEEEEEE :( but anywayyyyys, great fun today with snr high :D but work toooo dooooooo nowwwww. g...
there is no I in team... but why can't everyone get it? i admit that i'm not always that sacrificial or what but at least when you can, why don't you? especially when we're putting in effort to make these days better? everything and every action are results of your attitude why are you so unwilling, and make our lives so hard just to change the attitude? but no matter what, i thank those that helped by joining us and staying till the end :) 我知道我沒有盡101分的努力來挽救這局面 但受到的態度讓我不能說服自己繼續盡力。 so irresponsible mezxs but i just want a not-too-bad 3days before i work comes to stress us out nevermindxzsxzs. at least i had fun with angela/muni/yanci/yingying :) along with all the other homa kids incl 5c11 :) orientation/mudwar's funxzs but ah but miss the seniors' presence!! wheeeee :D oh just a date to note, fell down and got myself an injury on the knees o.o long time since i had such an injuryyyyyyyy hahaha ah and honhon's coolness on the frisbee floor woohoo ^^ hahaha ve...
Dora
黑人陳建州兩年前發起的LOVE LIFE慈善計畫，讓他認識了台北榮總93病房裡這些罹患骨癌但又勇敢面對治療的孩子們，其中Dora與奕華常到黑人主持的「我愛黑澀棒棒堂」看錄影或看黑人打球，感情深厚。 與病魔抵抗近5年，Dora最近已進入生命的最後階段，黑人鼻酸的說：「不知道還能撐多久，但Dora還是叫我們不要擔心不要難過！Dora說她『已經準備好了』。」黑人的好哥兒們王力宏更打電話給Dora唱「Forever Love」，范瑋琪、張柏芝等也先後到病房探病，關心重症孩童。 昨黑人在試錄Channel[V]改版後的「我愛黑澀棒棒堂」心情顯得格外沉重，他一度哽咽說：「錄影空檔就會想到Dora。」黑人說，Dora媽媽現在最大心願是希望她可以輕鬆一點離開，Dora感謝大家的禱告，「醫生跟Dora媽媽說，她肺部現在嚴重積水，那種感覺就像是溺水一樣！她會慢慢的吸不到氧氣。」 王力宏還特地為Dora用一台小電子鋼琴唱 「Forever Love」，黑人說，「很感動有這樣一個兄弟。」 黑人表示，為善不欲人知的還有張柏芝，日前特地從香港悄悄飛台直奔93病房看Dora和孩子們，用最直接的方式給孩子和家長們力量。「她的出現給了許多剛剛發現癌症的病童及家長許多溫暖！」阿妹與范范發揮歌手天賦，前晚在病床前唱歌給Dora聽，「原本她不順暢的呼吸慢慢緩和下來，還唱了『奇異恩典』，阿妹姊輕聲唱著『聽海』，Dora靜靜的聽。」 生命如此脆弱， 但我們卻仍會對那些無謂的事情難過。 Love Life是為了教會人們生命的可貴， 但懂得珍惜生命的人們 卻沒有時間了... “最後階段”，“慢慢的吸不到空氣”... 有誰，能夠像Dora一樣勇敢的面對？ 而Dora又是以甚麼心態面對死亡？ 家人、朋友，又要怎麼鼓起勇氣面對， 陪伴Dora走完這段即將結束的最後一程？ 旁觀者都能感受到其中的無奈和難受， 更何況... 是他們？
JPM... 最終，JP不是都回到了團體生活？ 離開棒棒堂到底有甚麼意義？ 造型、髮型都與韓國藝人相同， 與LOLLIPOP F建立台灣組合的理念確實大不相同。 但是王子在這段日子也看不出有所成長， 無論舞蹈或歌唱，他們都不能完美駕馭， 如果他們離開棒棒堂卻沒有進步， 從這個起點發展， 他們的未來似乎些許暗淡o.o i have no idea how to do the clep 報導 when i cant find information on the lecturer ._. orientation tmr despite all that i said, i feel like staying home to finish up the work ._. i'm seeing/hearing the word "tangible" everywhere...
LOLLIPOP-F :)
love how they behave so kiddy like and lollipopf's interaction with their mums is like cuteeeeeeeeeeeee ttm! :D completed two cll forum posts ytd and today :) 『LOLLIPOP-F四格漫畫』第一彈！
saw this in my archives i think this is either when i got back a failed GP grade or when my maths did not perform up to my expectations. 今年的一開始， 我帶著平常心開始學習 對於成敗都肯虛心接受。 但，一次的成功， 讓我得到短暫的喜悅， 卻讓我開始害怕失敗的到來 讓得失心再次佔領我的思緒 只期望， 疲憊時的我還能盡可能做到最好 而休息以後的我，可以再次提起精神， 應對接下來的挑戰。 and this is from wenxin's blog about a quote from Ms Krishnan. Pain is momentary, pain is temporary, gain is forever, your RESULTS are forever. And though I feel that teachers can really make a difference, I guess she's right in saying that results are not dependent on teachers. If we want it bad enough, we will find a way no matter how tough. Her aim for us - 50% or more distinctions in history. My aim - Make sure I am in the 50%. I will, be in the 50%. no more claims to try, but only to do it.
棒棒堂真的努力了 :)
2010-05-23 一呼百應 棒棒堂 it hurts seeing them bow down to others but, that's what everyone do when they are unknown, for their survival. this hurt even more, especially when the four of them cried, when they recapped their two concerts with 小傑 and 王子 around, when they talked about how 棒棒堂 only has four of them left. but really touching, when 小煜 opens up and talk about how grateful he is to them, for the first time in public. 當敖犬哽咽著說出他對5兄弟的話， 當阿緯回想起分開時的艱難時期， 當威廉表達出“我們四個”的無奈， 當小煜哭著感激3棒們的接納， 團長敖犬：”儘管只剩下我們四個，不管是四個或是六個，我都覺得 你們永遠都是我的兄弟 ” Lollipop棒棒堂！ & 舞力最強的台灣組合 LOLLIPOP F :D
my hopes for the timetable 2011 is that... i can end early everyday! :) but i know that i can't :( since there's guitar on wed, and H3 CLL on tues and thurs, i hope mon and fri can end early! so that i can go library and mug my ass off ;) knowing that i can't change anything when the timetable's sent tmr... just saying. :) back to carl zimmerrrrrrrrr, and i wanna tell him that hey, i don't really understand you :( oh anw slacked while due to watching 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 hahaha what an irony, i'm starting to watch the episodes when it's about to end ._. but really nice episode! and find it soooooo amazing at how much 野獸 and 小祿 has changed :) and i reallllllllly like the brotherhood between 野獸 小祿 and 鮪魚 :D 模范7棒 :D didn't thought much about it and got confused at the start buttttt the ending is hillarious hahahahaha before i end, slacked more and saw quite a few short clips on 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 performances... and feel irritated after seeing how those people clicked the dislike...
to be ignorant of whatever that is going to happen... does that really make you feel better? no pre-worries... but the feeling of betrayal and shock at the moment itself, the sudden notification that you'll be away from home again, which is better? none of us have any idea, neither does she, who's going to experience it tmr morning. kevin shared what his going through about him being present in dhs despite his dad lying in ICU who needs his company. i thought of grandma, and can't imagine how upset he can be cause his dad's a even closer kin truly, truly wishing for grandma's and kevin's dad's recovery, along with all those that lies in the hospital, be well, and be home soon :) on another side, 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 is ending soon, and they did the last recording in 31dec10 it's like... everything does come to an end. watched their 04/01/2011 episode of 街舞Battle大火拼 and realised that so many changes happened in the show and the people. no longer the usual 棒棒堂style dan...
studied with muni and yunzhen, quite productive despite the occasional unstoppable talking hahaha i like how the maths momentum sits in and even though my face turns serious and everything it spurs me on to continue doing the work :) and lovely honhon, loads and loads of thankyou! :) and thankyou muni for being there to listen cause i haven't dared to tell anyone about it but dont be too egoistic hahaha
Hello, 2011 :)
This year's gonna be so packed with events happening one after another and especially stressful due to the final A levels in november and december so the deal is: start mugging the moment school starts! Ong Xiao Wei's 11 New Year Resolutions for 2011: 1. STUDY STUDY STUDY - SELF DETERMINATION AND RESTRICTION! 2. Decrease Internet Usage! 3. Practice Guitar! 4. Run Run Run! 5. Be Strong and Optimistic! 6. 做好自己該做的事！ 7. Be Filial - cause 百善以孝為先！ 8. Decrease Spending - Save Money $$$! 9. Be Nice! 10. Be Brave! 11. NEVER GIVE IN TO LAZINESS - 說到就一定要做到！ just a new year surprise for myself, LOLLIPOP-F is #43 in 933醉心龙虎榜 2010年度顶尖一百 haha I didn't even know they stayed on the chart for so long - 7 weeks and still counting! - longest among all the songs that are currently on the chart ^^ and topped it on 12/12 - 50th week! hohoho 他們的努力被大家看見了:D 所以，對自己的鼓勵：只要努力，成功就在不遠處！:) woke up at 1:20pm today haha what a new year day :) then went for a sumptuous lunch with my parents :) and now, i...