maybe i'm a sadist, i don't know. but there's this weird kind of feeling that came to me when i know that some people are going through a stage that i had been through and knowing that no matter how bad you felt during that stage you'll survive and realise how naive you were. like what i did. i remember living in some weird space when i was in sec2 / 3 when everything just seems so wrong, going ever so haywire. but right now, i can make something that looked so terrible become so positive that i'm amazed by myself. and ya, there's this kitkat story haha lalala i rewatched ytd's bbt :P laalaalaaa & i think i went kind of crazy after waking up after maths lesson hahahaha :D
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i dont understand why maths can affect my mood soooo much. when i get high grades i jump around the place when i get low grades/i cant do the questions/i get the wrong answers (even if it's for worksheet) i'll be damn sad that everything around pisses me off ): people say chocolate work wonders i believe that cause i get happy after eating chocolates (like i just ate kitkat!) kays, my antidote! bangbangtang!:D & i cant wait for tmr's bbt! (as in tmr on youtube) :D:D
gagaga feel damn bad cause i late for cip i didnt dare to look at mdm sau through out the whole thing :X i'm having problems rmbering appointments and not being late later i late for passing down O: i feel like im not informed of alot of things zzz yea anyway cip was cool(: heard quite a few stories about the elderlies maybe i matured or smth, i found cip meaningful unlike the previous trips when i thought that it was -.- interacted with a few elderlies, had fun & laughter, and 4C's cool (: kay anyways today was a cool day (it rained!) yea then did maths with kim after cip rather productive in a way. i think i would simply spend my aftn bbting if i stay at home. my mind is partially filled with amelia and willow haha (: EDIT/ gagagag shimei! you managed to squeeze harry potter into my head again woohoo:D HARRY HARRY POTTER
nooooo. this is so stupid gaaa my sister's keeper is NOT going to be shown in singapore noooooooooo ): its going to be shown in usa on 26 june and singapore is not going to show AT ALLLLLL D: gagaga JUNE HOLIDAYS SOOOOON :D and less than a month after the hols, HARRRRY POTTTTTER! :D haahaa & tom felton's counted as a leading role this time! :D but it just DOESN'T make sense for msk to not be shown in singapore when the book is sssoooooooo educational that it is actually beneficial for biology project :D gaaaaaaaaagaaaaaa doesn't make sense oh at least, i'm on better relations with my dad now, at least. & i just watched a few bbt videos/episodes :D i ESPECIALLY like the one that focused on the singing cause all of them cann sing ;D hahahaha lihui/ hahah YES. not your red elmo, but pro-er than yours hahaha :D shimei/ sst? O.o
i don't know why but i don't seem to be able to talk to my dad without ending up in a heated argument -.- and freaking hell, what's wrong with arts stream? why the freaking shit is that the whole world of parents think that science stream is wayy better zzzzzz great tuition soon @!#%$@$!# at least, she'll be late, and i can see elmo on tv (: what a consolation. EDIT/ ELMOOOOOO :D
last time at rtc today ): had been going there for more than 10years (i think) and this is the last ): took some photos C: had buffet :D the one i enjoy most. and went up and down many times to make the money worth its value salad, main dish, cake, ice cream yay :D only only that the first half of the dinner was spent with us having cold war -.- had a tiff then my dad and i were very !@@#!@! only my mum was trying to make us talk which worked at the end of the meal o.o what a waste. and before we had our dinner, they had a parenting talk. so much for having a parenting talk, which ended the day with us having a tiff -.- cause they are making a damn decision that they supposedly ASKED for my opinion. i said no, but they went ahead. wth forget it. my holiday is screwed wts lalala -.- yea, i'm happy yea, with the knowledge that 3 tuitions coming up soon -.-
after 4 years of being free of pumping during roll call, today i got 3pumpings for my nails but o.O ironically, it's nails haha. no one will understand but i bet the next time i see this, i'll be like O.O nails ah hahaha yeah, but still, somewhat sorry to the seniors, don't know why but i actually feeel bad to the snrs o.o we shall have a cc farewell party haha stupid hillary or i could have been standing beside her haha and i'm quite surprised by wenxin, i didn't expect her to be like me, though the reasons are different but :P shan't and can't elaborate but yea(: anyway, sec1s are enrolled (: people come, people go. grammatically weird, but everyone says this so yea haha.
Interclass 09 today!:D yay! i think it's damn fun. though we didn't win, but we had fun :D initially when we were training, i thought i lost all skills again but regained it smhow with the others help :D i think i didn't make much mistake this time so yay :D and thankyou clarissa for the jiayou!:D thankyou thankyou:D and thankyou joyce, elizabeth, xintian, vanessa, cheryl, nienan, liying & eunice for playing and training with me and helping me to train :D yay! and thanks to kimberley and the guys for cheering hahaha :D 4C:D:D:D and thus, i balled the whole afternoon. balled after school then interclass then watch the guys interclass then ball again till 730 haha :D and there's this point of time when the guys score was 19:21 :D hahaha & thankyou nienan's parents for the drinks :D OH. and somehow, i cant rmb why, but i know i had alot of laugh with jianing again LOL oh, and thanks to her, someway somehow, bio test was quite okay. i just hope that it wont be s...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER ONGG TWINN :D we have so many similarities :D first got to know her (as in really get to know her) through P1 tadpole then we realised, we are both ONGs, we are both perfect eyesight (and may that continue :D), and she's born a day after me! during company night games. and now, we're both PSes, and we are both crazy over yikai, and guiwang! and we were always beside each other during pltc (cause both names are the first) and she's a class after me! hahaha :D yay! kay anyways, bio test tmr, gonna die, haven't read my notes yettttt. this is the most unprepared test for this year ): no. but i can do it!:D i have to. oh and hahaha seehian said that her friend said that we loook alike, as in seehian and i, when they were looking through the year boook haha. and srsly vincent & nicholas, i think i look more like seehian than charissa so stop :D and once again, thankyou everyone:D & the the sec3s (wenxin, weimin, charmaine & nicholette i thi...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA & MADELINE i rmb there were more people but yep. && :D HAPPY 16TH TO ME :P today was a good day (: at least i kept my mind totally positive, twisting and turning when it wasn't and succeeded hahaha :D woke up at 720 :D HAHA i know many ppl must be jealllous but yeah, i woke up at 720 :D hahaha. yep and reached at ard 755 and got chided by lh hahaha yes lh, i reached early ;D 5 mins early :P anyway, somehow, today was alot of fun :P with all the jokes and the lunch :P mrs shu the snow white, mr teo the prince charming, and the NO TALKING DURING CHEM with jianing LOL :D yeeap, and thankyou everyyone for the birthday wishes :D cause i'm afraid i'll miss people out so yeap, thankyou to eevveryonne :D & i was surprised by a few wishes but yeap :D thankyou :D & bearbear has a new friend now :D (be it a bear or a dog, thankyou jenn&teo&daphne :D) I'M NOT IN MALAYSIA FOR CAMP NOW I'M IN SINGAPORE :D:D i love singapore :D p...
i don't know why but i feel like stating these here :P & it's all about classes :) my best 同桌 - jiahui/jiahuey/kiahuey or anything else hahaha :D my best mugger mate - jianing my best crapping mates - 4C UG kias hahaha :D my best heart-to-heart talkers - xintian & joyce my sweetest friend - hanying my best finger-playing mate - jade/edaj :D :D 2J & 4C :D
perhaps i had been living in a world of my own but who cares? so long as i'm enjoying myself (: LOL and jianing was O.O when we were suannning her about her post on SE concert HAHA she was amazed that we went to read LOL :D YAY 4C GOT INTO 3RD & 4TH PLACING :D wow, just like 2J hahaha. shall root for them this wed :D and hey, it's against lh's class again LOL it was 2C vs 2J in 2007, and it's 4C vs 4J in 2009. O.O IT'S SRSLY DAMN COOL HAHAHAHA :D :D 2J & 4C :D all of us had been considering our options, but i think i'll end up with none, seeing that she had left, and with no other contact. i wrote ___ during LA lecture and kimberley understood it LOL :D YAY. she (as in ___) is sooooo cooool:D anyway, this is for jenn :D so long as you had done your best, the result doesn't matter that much. cheer up twin! :D
don't really like 进退维谷 i prefer 进退两难 though i don't want to be in any of these situation anything & anyways happy birthday wayneee :D yay. so fun wayne then me then jenn yay :D it's so like passing baton :D i suddenly like to see pictures in posts :D but anything, this year is just so mugggggish that i don't feel much about anything. and lol bg said that he broke the record in dhs for being the first to sleep in dhs library, and got woken up by mr sng hahaha lalala another week ahead jiayou (: oh, but great job, haven't studied for biology -.-
it's a wonder how people see things differently from different perspectives. it's not good to know too much because we all became so sure of the things going on that then gave us all a negative mindset unlike last time. i realised when i'm really down about certain things, i'll look for __-es thankyou(: going through thick & thin with yall may be filled with urgh but full of love and the same pov after it all (: telematch is over had a everyday week with lihui liying emily yizhen qianting sean junkai & the jnrs figure it out. but anw, the last thing sec4s are involved. i don't care if anyone sees this. sara esther fiona jennifer hillary pearlyn shien qianting ♥♥♥ let's get all of this over and done with
tmr and sat would be damn hiong shall sleeeeep early today (: let's see, friday: 715 - march 8 - school 1245-230 [break:D] 230 - interclass 330/430 - guides 5 - guides 7+ - ptm -end- saturday: (suppose) 7+ - telematch 7+ - se concert YAY. wow note that the 7 and the 7 is am and pm yay o.o GAGAGA. tuition homewk ): -.- NIGHTS!:D
nooooooooooooo i see another dead bird today ): I DONT WANT TO GO THOSE ULU MALU PLACE AGAIN THERE GOT SO MANY CRUSHED BIRDS ): ): ): and i did not cry only qianting knows the truth -.- nooooooo oh anyway, had a lot of laugh during class today (history lesson). it was discussion time, then just somehow we digressed LOL (cause jn had all the answers) so our group was laughing and laughing abt maths lesson & our sleepiness & the theory of f -.- LOL damn funny we laughed dammn loudly LOL then la pw op was damn funny with sara qianting shien and kimberley LOL ;D then had march training lol got this guy called jinghuang and i rmb his name cause of huang jing lun (: hahaha and i made him separate eunice and her friend hahaha but he is a sec1 and he's sooooo tall ! and i'm shorter than sean ): noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo then LOL qianting yizhen ly and me were making alot of noise haha and made lh go #%%!%!$!% hahahaha and when the sec4 scouts were back LOL i heard the fam...
today is totally disgusting totalllly ): saw 2 dead birds ): ): ): first was shihming/huimin saw the dead bird then i stupidly went to see then got traumatized then when i was on my way home got one dog not leashed so i cross to the opposite side then i saw another dead bird ): gagaggaagagagaag i don't like they all crushed ): the first one still got the eyeball pop out ): then feel very sad and disgusted and frustrated cause i cant get it off my mind ): then whenever it come to my mind i will start screaming cause so !$%#$@@!#!@$#!%$ then my chinese got B i actually got a B ): ): ): walao damn sad and pissed laaaaa ): then i nearly fell when i was taking off my sock it's like wts ): then morning got some incident damn freaking s disgusting dayy ): but i'm better than some ppl, i know it but i dont like the image of the bird ): the only good thing is that my a maths got a+ and i'm finallly watching bbt, i think i stopped bbt since 4th or 5th may ): now i watching 7th ma...
:D today was fun lol started with telematch briefing then two scouts came behind me and asked if they are supposed to give me 2 bucks and it turned out that they are from eagle, not tiger -.- lol then jianing had a problem with her sleep and he red eyes as in the area around the eyes being red and it became her stress indicator LOL nearly slept during hcl test :X then yizhen came to our class during bio to do identities lol everyone was staring at her hahaha nearly slept and yizhen commented that my seating position is lol cannot concentrate one cause she'll be crapping with boony the whole day haha then we did prep lol it was total crapping session the few of us were like laughing and teasing haha oh and then there was this time when the sock wasn't dry then sean got nth to do so i asked him to blow it dry and he srsly went to blow it LOL funny hahaha and qianting said that 4M is good at following instructions haha and today was the first time junkai used a fabric paint, and ...
METAMORPHOSIS!
:D:D:D i like thomas ong :D i think all his shows are superb :D YAY. METAMORPHOSIS WAS GREEEAAAT! :D:D:D terence cao is verrry coool tooooo :D 破茧而出 is one of the best shows in recent times :DDD aww but tonight was the last episode and wonder when i am going to be able to watch it again ): forgot to record bleh :X METAMORPHOSIS! Thomas Ong, Terence Cao, Yvonne Lim & Ruien :D METAMORPHOSIS! :D this was how i got to know the word you know :D and it became ATC07's theme hahaha:D
did identities for telematch today lol, and had a lot of laugh. it was actually a day of laughter lol :D i rmb terence getting bullied somehow by hanxi during coj LOL and yizhen totally made a joke out of junkai today LOL LOL qianting hahahaha yea and the lights went on and off, on and off, etc etc yea then lol there was a like a gossip session among P4 sec3 and 4s hahaha and all the stupidity LOL oj/camp/telematch prep may be _____ (up to you to think) but it's certainly a fun time for everyone to laugh hahaha TSJ (: i especially like the last letter LOL oh, and i finished the list of 2J guides HAHA (in chronological order) Yijia - COJ07 Alt Tab; ATC07 Tadpole Zhenling - PLTC08 BangBang BANG! Yizhen - Telematch09 TSJ :D 2J! :D oh as for 4C guides, Liying - I've been working with her since sec1, there's no need to have others. and ly goes, "Huh?" in the same ly tone LOL P4 JASMINE :D Kimberley - I realised i didn't patrol mate with her before o.O is cc co...
currently stucked in a family gathering, not that bad but well, i'd rather be at somewhere else. today was supposedly guides, but couldn't go cause of family stuff and tuition :X nvm, there's still tmr. last time. let's do our best :D happy mothers' day! and happy birthday sarah, vanessa and vincent :D
lol lh later got virus at cc then become our last camp haha :P jkjkjkjkjkjk :P i don't want to resume temperature taking so lets hope that s'pore will stay virus free ;D haha :P :D just had a fruitful sleep from 4+ to 730 :D i've been waking up at 730 for many days lol :P AND. I DIDN'T SLEEP IN CLASS TODAY :D cause today was without aftn classes but still :P oh but jn and me fell asleep durning the class interval before chem then when the class was "good aftn mrs shu"-ing, i heard it (somehow) and woke jn up and both of us startled and got a shock and jn jumped up LOL :D hahahahaha
being critical.
studies is everything. how far do you agree? now days had been study and more study. it's a test after another. but just somehow, i enjoy the mugging days (: especially since jianing is such a good motivator that whenever she studies i can't help not to study. and the great news for both of us, there's a new set of history notes to read soon!:D ;) ONLY that i keep falling asleep in class. i think for the whole of last week and this week (till now), there isn't a day that i had not slept in. today was great. just after lunch was hcl. after some news then it was ting xie. and i was half-asleep during ting xie alr. then after that laoshi was going through news reports and i totally slept. and i woke up at 310, not knowing the time, thinking that i shldnt sleep anymore, and well, laoshi was like xia ke alr. so i woke up and i'm dismissed -.- and i came home to sleep for 2 more hours -.- wow. i don't know how not to fall asleep arrrghh. my mugging spirit had decrease...
love life. as many people are trying to keep themselves healthy and alive, some are giving their lives away. the H1N1 virus is making everyone scared. i didnt fear that much during the SARS period. but this time seems so o.o anyway, level camp is cancelled, so is PTM. i sort of wanted PTM, cause can know the marks. but level camp o.o contradicting feelings. i really dont want to spend my birthday in camp. but an adventure camp is definitely fun. since there's no more level camp, i dont need to worry about some stuff, and feel damn sianned over the whole thing. since there's no more camp in may, i shall wait for the last camp in july, when everything comes to an end. cause actually, i think the chances of having a camp challenge is low ): DIFFERENTIATION TEST TMR. I MUST GET A+ TO GET A+ FOR A MATHS TO SAVE E MATHS AND CHEM WHICH IS LIKE A CCCCCCCCCCC. and srsly, where got A maths get A(+):D then E maths get C one -.- gagagaga. but EMATHS CFM C ALR ):
LOL i suddenly rmb something. i was looking through and drafting my posts in the past. then i saw this icamp one. and it was about the kayaking:D yay! it was a kayaking experience with ovidia :D xiaowei=left, ovidia=right. then xiaowei ovidia xiaowei ovidia xiaowei ovidia:D haahaahahaha :D and we were helping to wash the kayak and we were like P4 Power! :D hahahaha i missed those days [edit] maybe i can sleep at 3 today adn they will wake up when i fall asleep o.o but i doubt i can tahan ytd i slept almost immediately after posting saying i dont want sleep -.- lol this two days had been passing so slowly i kept thinking of - yeap. baaa
i'd been wanting to share the joy with someone since the aftn and i finally shared it with zhenling LOL 2j and bangbang :D smn.bs is damn lol bangbangbangbang! think my mum is damn funny i was saying that singapore has a nice night sky but no stars. then cause we were nearing carls jnr then my mum say got what, see so big (pointing at the carls jnr logo) LOL i laughed like shit oh and when we entered the car, the radio on-ed, and the first sound was a guy "AHHH"ing LOL my mum jerked up hahahaha LOL it was a fun night! my dad had been compromising my requests these days. cause i kept asking if can go by another (longer) way to get home to yea, see. then he really drove there. :D i saw their gw then i got inspired, then watched a video, and drew a full gw. but dont know can not just try :P my mum was like saying that since i'm so concerned, i should just go join them. the thing is, i cant. unlike some -.- kia go act as though asking maths question wts -.- lol oh. when w...
i'm jealous, i think as our intelligence grow and get the better of us, we are all becoming more critical of others and the things that are happening ard us. o.O thus the complain and more complains. i can rmb many things that happened and all those that we conversed and they didn't seem applicable till now, which everything fell in place, and seem to fit whatever was said. :D just watched many guides videos :D and i laughed alot at some website. damn funny hahaha
vballed from 1 to 6, with intervals for drinks. a lil sunburnt at the cheek and my arms hurt a lil too but it's k :) cause i became cheryl's curse -.- my curse work for xt too but not so much for eliz :) time can be passing so slowly. yet so quickly that i haven't finished my homework :S drove pass the pltc campsite for a short moment. and saw the sec3s working out their campD ( i suppose ) cause i saw many dome tents. i woke up halfway and sneezed like dont know what in during 3 - 5 am lol cause i remember it was midnight and it was cause i was worrying about some stupid stuff -.- zzz i want to sleep soon. but dont think i can cause i need to do work though i might fall asleep while doing that. then yay :) today feels more like a saturday than a friday o.o