the truth is i'm the one who is causing problems for myself. nothing to feel bad about, i told myself. but i still feel bad, sadly. i'm not exactly close to my class right now, and i wonder if it will improve next year. someone told me that things will get better, and i'm thinking if i still want to be so. hakuna matata it certainly helped a lot. thankyou, selina. OH. i had a dream i dreamt that. eh, i think it's 3 dreams. 1, i dreamt that the stove became two parts. one side is burning, the other side is not. 2, i was following a patrol and i was required to go down a hill and i'm afraid. (guess the incapability to lead still bothers me) 3, i dreamt that i was being chased by police and kay, cant really rmb. but i rmb being really really touched by shimei. as in all that she did when i was about to be arrested was great. (thankyou shimei. although it's a dream but all that you did for me from the past till now, made me feel really touched. thanks for being ther...
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this is post #444 :P saw this on jiahuey/kiahuey/jiahui's blog :D 1.Who was the last person you fell asleep texting to? eh, think it was jenn 2.Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? great, i don't know. E4? 6.Are you there for your friends? (don't know why it skipped to 6 but anyways) Sometimes (not sure cause i'm not my friend) 7.Are you a forgiving person? not really, i'll remember whatever people doees 8.What do you drink? milo pearl(: 9.Are you dating the last person you were with? of course not 10. Who is with you now? my mum(: 11. Anything bothering you now? quite. 12.What are you listening to right now? mum on the phone and tvee 13.The highlight of your week? eh, nothing? 14.Who were the last people you ate with? my mum 15.Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? can't remember and lazy to check :P 16.Do you like your mom? yes:D 17.Who was the last person to text you? michelle 18.Has anyone ever said you look like a celebr...
Name 20 people. 1. Fiona Lee 2. Liying 3. 21 (:P new name) 4. Rebecca 5. Esther 6. Lihui 7. Vanessa 8. Peishan 9. Usan 10. Joyce 11. Qianting 12. Yoga 13. Jennifer (i'm nice right!) 14. Hanxi 15. Teoee 16. Derrick 17. Hillary 18. Shimei 19. ME:D 20. Xiaojie:D 1. How did you meet 14? (Hanxi) Guides, Alt Tab 2.What would you do if you never met 1? (Fiona) I wouldn't, feel so much(: 3.What if 9 and 20 date each other? (Usan & Xiaojie) O.O xiaojie will get a shock every morning by usan's eyes O.O 4.Will 6 and 17 date? (Lihui & Hillary) Not likely. Lihui has Shoo, Hillary has P (still?) 5.Describe 3. (21) sorry, can't say much 6.Is 8 attractive? (Peishan) Of course!:D 7.Describe 7. (Vanessa) Hot:D 8.Do you know any of 12's family member? (Yoga) Sadly no ): 9.What if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you? (Shimei) Think we did that many times before. Anyway, I'll say I like you too! 10.What Language does 15 speaks? (Teoee) Eh, english, chinese and jap. oh, a...
From Teoee:D and i liked Q20 in her quiz :D 1) Name somebody whose name started with E, L or Z: E4:D 2) Your relationship with him/her is: eh, nothing ): 3) Your five impressions of him/her: :D sporty, seh, cute, look stupid, smart 4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: vballed LOL 5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you: good point, never talked before 6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will: HI:D 7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: actually, i'd rather he go with H:D 8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: ): 9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: he's too smart and i'm too stupid 10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: LOL no idea 11) Your overall impression of him/her is: seh. 12) How you think people around you will feel about you? negligible ): 13) The characteristics you love of yourself are: no idea 14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of you...
:D:D:D DERRICK AND YOGA GOT AWARDS:D:D:D EASON TOOOOO:D:D they say yoga was high when mayday sang :D:D eason stood up tooo!:D sigh, seeing yoga and derrick and mlb could be so easy, the location is so near yet, so far, so difficult ): heheh! DERRRRRRICK YOOOOOOOGA :D:D:D O.O MLB TOOOOO:D:D:D o.o and i watched high school musical threeee :D i like ryan evans:D:D
小傑小傑小傑:D
小傑 somehow all that i want to know, write and talk about is 小傑 :D and i'm elated as 小傑 was the one who write the lyrics for 我们之间 :D:D oh, 藏經閣 and 黑糖秀 too! and and and, 跟著我的Tempo sounds cute!:D oh and 小傑 has a brother in 模范棒棒堂2 called 柚子 (: but he got kicked out ): but no matter, cause 小傑 is still on screen :D gahhhh i seriously love seeing 小傑 :D OH AND. 小傑 studied in 德明something ;D and he was in 黑角 with 敖犬 and 阿緯 :D so seh!:D :D 小傑 小傑 小傑 !:D all chinese words have been copied and pasted :P when you're neglected, you'll realise how bad the pain is when you neglect someone else.
it's always nice to know that things haven't change. but the chances are low. if you haven't realised, the chances are minimal. it's just a talk between me and myself, the second me. and i want to say, "I'll gild the faces of the grooms for it must seem their guilt." - Lady Macbeth. this is a quote i memorised but i didn't use, sadly.
林俊杰 - 我还想她
林俊杰 - 我还想她 泪水将我淹没 到底谁该难过 究竟是谁放掉这段感情 我才终于明白 奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁 现实中幸福永远缺货 请告诉她我不爱她 笑着难过 自我惩罚 想终止这一切挣扎 狠了心说真心谎话 别告诉她 我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默代替所有回答 我不爱 我不痛 我不懂 我的心早已掏空 真心话言不由衷 别告诉她 我还想她 就让沉默代替所有回答 (:
it's over. and it's near half a cup full of water. and i can't do anything. it's my fault that i slacked it's my fault that i can't make it no one to blame but myself right. the exam paper, the stretcher, it got put away for some time but it still returned. i want to be back to the times when i can continue mugging.
on monday night, i dreamt of MISS SEOW :D in 2J :D heheh(: on tuesday, last bio lesson. pleasant day :D and mr chua teaches Alevel chem and i don't like chem ): and i just heard. YOGA GOING FOR HITAWARDS:D:D:D DERRICK & EASON TOOOOOOOOOOO:D:D:D YAY:D:D I WANT TO GOOOOOOO o.o i want to do/buy many things after eoys:D like 迷路兵:D