1921

alright im getting lazier at this but i shall try recording as much as i can all for the sake of not forgetting what my life has been about a month/year later haha spent most of the week at home hehe and most nights awake to write my episode 19 :) // okay, i'm updating this a month after the actual date of these events lol got myself out of house to attend sam's grandpa's wake (after cancelling on gen twice :/) it's the first christian wake that i attend and it's kinda interesting how lively the atmosphere can be at certain times cause of the crowd, and how the usual curry chicken is replaced by a buffet spread but anyway, while we were joking about the quarrel btwn muni and mok this morning over what time to reach lol, glad to see that sam and his family are coping - seemingly - pretty well despite the loss could still recall how him talking about his grandpa falling in the toilet the previous time we met about... one or two months ago? events truly sur...

靈感這回事真的很奇妙 你越想要 你越找不到 可是就一個不期而遇 一個沒什麼想法的車程 一個不怎麼吸引眼球的讀物 它 就來了

連續第四個晚上熬夜寫稿， 連續第二天寫到5.30am， 七天內第五次熬夜， （雖然其實是因為早上偷懶/實在寫不出😅) 但因为几乎快写完这难度超高的一集 我觉得很爽!!!!!!!! 😂😂😂

第20期了!!!! can't quite believe it that it has been so long but how apt as well cause... it coincides with the end of my participation in my first show discussion :D haven't been having great sleep for the past few weeks either having loads of dreams or having slight insomnia from thinking about things and they are often about the show hahah about how the characters would react, about their upcoming encounters, about them running about in fields and around jungles which pretty much stopped since friday when we finished the discussion for the last ep  hahaha it has honestly been quite a fun but tiring three months but the excitement after the show ended was :D :D As I said last week Most of this week was spent w the supervisors by myselfzxz Heng I managed to ignore the awkwardness by simply engaging myself in my own world LOL supervisors also tried to make it less awkward during lunch by initiating convos  Where I blurt out rubbish about my family lol Si...

Gran was hospitalized for the first time since I rmb for most of this week - Monday to Friday if I rmb correctly  So while mon and thurs nights were spent at the hospital  The other nights were spent at papas office as mama went to the hospital  Sigh  Mama even cried on a few nights - understandably so - and I aren't able to provide enough comfort to make her feel better  Thought it was even worse when they suspected that sth mama bought for gran partly caused her illness  That guilt... I cannot imagine  But thankfully it wasn't the case  And gran has recovered phew  Even though she hasn't fully recovered  At least she is now home and occasionally conscious attaching a photo of my super cute niece that i'm not close to but played with for today haha ... awkwardz :( a highlight of this week at work would probably be the family meeting when the big boss expressed some of his struggles at work and how his dre...

this is being updated at a week late so there are many things that i can't remember hahah monday was spent reconciling me with reality haha though i kinda really got over it on wed when i was actually alright with the negative thoughts i had last week good news was ending work early on fri cause my boss had to send his wife off hehe and we caught a big big double rainbow outside office :D  met up w the gr8 ppl - though we are only left with 5 people hahah - for muni's bday celeb short but sweet meeting as usual cause xiaowei is late once again (DUE TO WORK) hehehe the mac n cheese was yummmmz but jelat so nearly half of it is unfinished :( weekend was spent with the family as usual but slightly different this time round mama went to gran's on saturday so papa and i decided to try out the new route to ecp (which was said to be there since 2-3 years ago but i've never noticed haha) it's a rather quiet road that i don't think i'...