went to walk/run/jog for 30 minutes plus today after going to school (: yay long since i did that :D enjoyed :D and when i went to club house to try dinging, damn disgusting i think my phone squashed a small lizard gagagagaga EWWWWNOOOOO. and, tmr's pltc wow jiayou sec3s!:D
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freaking shit. i hate pw. it's like screwing my homework. i hvn do jianbao i hvn do nyaa reflections i hvn do chem file i hvn do history file i hvn study chengyu i hvn study history test damn hell la sort of wasted the whole weekends to pw and the unfinished jianbao why the world go so lil news to reflect on these days what shit. tmr pw screw then freaking go die cheryl and karis rather our grp not do tmr i rather we finish it dont want to waste my time now then tmr not do kns. anyway, sorry to all on msn feel freaking screwed so cant reply.
wanted to change the blog, but failed. dont know whats with the layout and template so weird -.- 2.4:D:D me and hon thinks that we ran faster than all the prev times but somehow the timing estimated seem to be slower sigh nevermind, anything else, at least i secured a gold:D yay. it's the third gold :) if if if my gold becomes silver for any reason, i shall redo that one bleh
YES I SHALL HAVE A NICE LONG SLEEP TONIGHT :D HAHAHA :D oh, and zhenling granted my wish ;) thankyou hahaha :D oh, and i kept reminding myself XIAOWEI IS XIAOWEI cause i nearly lost that today. and and, jianing influenced me to doodle on papers unknowingly -.- and daniel radcliffe is currently my desktop wallpaper aww :D i'm like damn excited over harry potter and the half blood prince when there is like around 85 days more to seeing it in cinemas gagaga HARRY POTTTTTER :D EDIT i failed, i havent got my sleep yet ): anyways/ shit i forgot why i'm here. OH. haha remembered suddenly :P anyways, i realised i'm become E suddenly. i get bored when no one talks to me like i just msned ly cause i'm sian cause all the convers were stagnant suddenly. then wanted to ask her if she want disturb glit with me cause i'm bored, once more. and that somehow, i really cant stand going down myself to the gate during peak hours (of the school) so i had to make eliz accompany me ytd and...
an unearthly hour once more -.- BUT YES! I FINISHED MY HISTORY ESSAY! yeah but dont know how many marks it can bring me but I FINISHED IT! wanted to print but for dont know what the damn reason again, my printer broke down again. wts. then i need print pw ppt also then now all cannot print wl but xintian's helping me with the pw one lala thankyou :D lalala now the msn contacts got 5 online people: daniel, fiona lee haiyun, deborah, jasmine and ( the waking up in 2 hourse time still not going to sleep ) xintian -.- haha actually, i'm surprised usan went off alr o.o in conclusion, I'M FINISHED WITH MY HISTORY ESSAY!:D
watching 破茧而出 now :D it became a daily routine to watch 11pm replay shows & i just heard: 不管发生什么事 我都不会放下任何人 on the show. wow. but i missed 2009! i saw the time and it was 2224 so decided to wait a while more but i forgot and it became 2239 -.- anyways, just slept from around 7 or 8 to 10pm ;) had dinner and after watching the show, i shall continue with history that i stopped, at five in the morning :) but need to reorganise my point o.o
lalala YES i'm going to sleeep :D but the deal is, i haven't finished history yet > the last point (that may be split into 2 parts) is undone BAAAAAAAAAAAA 5 mins to 5 i have around 2 hours and 15 mins to sleep after i type this post. oh. but my bed is full of history notes-.- and after i pack my bag, wow maybe around 2 hours. not that bad after all ;)
yes finally finished one point yes hi, one point -.- k, nvms pia abit more then tmr aftn can come home sleep all i want alr actually, not. by this friday, i have to finish jianbao, i have to finish PW, i have to finish nyaa cip reflections and by tmr i have the chem wksheet that i havnt touched yet. i wont say it's anyone else's fault, i didnt handle time well enough, how many times have i slacked so yeap. somehow i decided to tell myself that there's no one to blame if homework is left undone, only myself cause i mishandled the great TIME. hahaha anyways. i shall post again IF i can ever finish my history or IF i gave up and decided to allow my sleepy and heavy eyes to close or IF I MANAGE TO FINISH HISTORY AND CAN FINALLY GO TO SLEEP! well, the last is sort of impossible but bleh. :D
阿本很委屈 ): everyone's focus was not on him then he got himself so tired out but became unable to balance both shows got criticised on mfbbt forum, then this new whatever show is like damn woman for him. 本本本本本本! when he stopped the fan from continuing to gulp down the disgusting food he's like damn nice like a big brotherr History = Hi story = Hi, Story pure randomness. found this: "Given that J. K. Rowling is on record as acknowledging some intentional parallels between Voldemort and Adolf Hitler and the many other similarities between Nazis and Death Eaters (e.g., their love of racial purity and their efforts to create a racially pure society), it is reasonable to begin the analysis of evil in the Harry Potter universe with an examination of the voluminous Holocaust studies literature." Full article here LOL when i started reading the pure Aryans in some history notes, i thought of mudbloods and all hahaha
晴空 - 戴爱玲 阳光从废弃的房间 成堆残破回忆里面 透出光线 在天使绝迹的城市 希望越飞越远 直到想起了昨天 你用最笃定的声音 要我相信自己 总在我坠落的瞬间 用力将我拉起 就算整个世界暴雨狂风 依然感觉庆幸 这一路总会有你 如果生命只剩下一秒钟 最後一道风景 愿是你眼底那一片 晴空 最後一道风景 愿是你眼底那一片 愿是你眼底那一片 晴空 愿是你眼底那一片 回顾着过去的画面 一片孤单漆黑 一直到你的出现 看尽冷漠人间 期待终点是你出现 放晴我乌云密布的心空 actually, i only heard like a portion of this song before, i dont even know how it sounds like now -.- but the thing is, i like the words in bold, i dont know what this lyricist meant but i was thinking of guides so yeap (: [edit] i think i'm getting a lil obsessed over my patrol but i really like to spent every moment of guides with them (: P4! i realised i'm really random in using chinese these days o.o 为什么事情会变成这样
today is an interesting day haha scheldue was like: 900-1030: aspen chem tuition 1030-1100: breakfast @ macs 1100-1400: PW meeting 1400- 1430: waited for my maths tuition teacher to come 1430-1600: maths tuition (got half and hour cut away) 1630-1830: chinese tuition YES. and now i'm finally free. wonder if i need to do jianbao by tmr o.o tmr then see :P lala think today's pw quite productive, i guess but cheryl's having serious desperateness to increase fanciful stuff on my boring plain ppt (so she says) hahaha lala it's quite fun afterall. tiring & sleepy thoughhh ahhh oh, and saw quite a few dunmanians, or batchmates, more precisely (majority). so for the first time, i saw so many dunmanians on a non-school day/event. joyce yaxin xinwei huimin jasmine lydia liwen weiwei zhiting muni (haha it's simply the aspen class -.-) & cheryl bella nicholas xiaorong joanna janson (by coincidence) not bad o.O lalala 2.4 tmr jiayou jiayou. hanying shldnt run tmr, shall ...
勇氣，勇氣，勇氣找到妳自己快樂的「必殺技」，你只要快樂，任何壞事情都不會發生
the less unfortunate. it's in chinese though, if you're interested. 勇氣，勇氣，勇氣 找到妳自己快樂的「必殺技」，你只要快樂，任何壞事情都不會發生 GAGAGA just watched all harry potter and the half blood prince trailers on youtube to make up for the missed behind the scenes on channel 5 just now > NOOOOOO i'm like scared and all and i decided i shall read the 6th &/ 7th boook again but either before or after the movie gagagaa I'M SO HARRYPOTTER-ISH NOWWWWWW tom felton has more appearance this time :D:D and it's scaryyyy GAGAGA HARRY POTTER!:D:D & 7bang appearing next week on guess :D:D
ms ngau said sec1s are getting their uniform, that means they are getting enrolled soon, in july. that was the time we started wearing our uniform too. i remember going in to the haunted toilet with p4 cause that was the easily available toilet and it was chaotic but we were together. at least three batches were i guess we're lucky, we started off as guides in this campus, we end off as guides in this same campus (different hall, no more sbj, but still, the tanjong rhu campus.) in this three to four years, we had the important processes (sec2 and sec3) in mt sinai, but the important events are here at tanjong rhu, namingly enrollment and passing down. wow. wonder how all that came to me. mixed feelings as what my piano teacher said. but at least, till the end of the day, we completed our mission. and i had my hair cut (:
Whenever I am feeling low I look around me and I know There's a place that will stay within me Wherever I may choose to go I will always recall the city Know every street and shore Sail down the river which brings us life Winding through my Singapore Chorus: This is home truly, where I know I must be Where my dreams wait for me, where that river always flows This is home surely, as my senses tell me This is where I won't be alone, for this is where I know it's home When there are troubles to go through We'll find a way to start anew There is comfort in the knowledge That home's about its people too So we'll build our dreams together Just like we've done before Just like the river which brings us life There'll always be Singapore ( Repeat Chorus ) For this is where I know it's home For this is where I know I'm home quoted from eunice's blog :P i remember singing this song for dont know how many times in 2j and in guides, and was unable to stop...
lalala anyone out there? actually there is quite alot, forget it. anyway, think i'm pretty much obsessed over sleep these days and it made me bad tempered, some how o.o so the deal is, sorry to anyone whom i had pulled at long face at, because i was feeling sleepy think it's xintian and liying o.o yeap, sorry :) i'm waiting for sometime to happen, but still have not figured out what o.o oh, and i decided to be nicer, cause i think i'd went overboard so yeap. anyway, i find times in class reallly fun, i realised my motivator are jianing and nicholas. when i see jianing mug history / any thing, i'll feel like mugging. when i see nicholas finishing an assignment, i'll feel like finishing it. wow, i dont know why but i became so o.o wow :P MUGGER L/O LOL :D
well results haven't been well not all at least bleh i got 18.5/35 for my Emaths CT2 when the average of the class is 26, and for other class can be as high as 31 or 32. quite great i guess, damn you Emath. i suppose my grades for my maths will be interesting like maybe Amaths: A, Emaths: C wow and hopefully my differentiation test will pull my Amaths to A+, and not drop it to B. yeap. how great. i love Amaths :D but others were well, surprise surprise! chem got 16, la got 25. haha i think sitting with jn is damn cool, grades just SHOOOOT up except for Emaths duh -.- & i really really realised, i'm looking for happiness that i had in sec2&3 just by reading jnrs blog like the great passion & love in sec2, and all the fear for pltc etc in sec3. i rmb shuen said that sec2 was better than sec3, and that sec3 is better than sec4 and i very much agree now. i don't like sec4 other than the fun fun 4C, and the fun in mugging, there's not much to look forward to in s...
:D celebrated my dad's birthday on sat and sun :D:D:D lalala i appreciate all his efforts and well, it's an important year, a milestone so yeap, not that he'll see it HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY :D:D i feel tired, but i haven't studies for bio prac (kay, i basically forgot all about it) and i haven't finished bio abstract writing cause i dont know how to do :S bleh, it's just so abstract o.o hahaha found GLIT damn funny :P yay glit is nice :D i think glit is damn cute, weird too but awwww :D hahaha i think he's damn cool :D GLIT:D no one will figure out glit aww
kay, i think the prev posts are so academic orientated. anyway, i deleted them ;) so now, i settled for H2 History H2 Economics H2 Mathematics H1 Biology BAAAAA ): i've been questioning myself if i'm really willing to kick sciences out of my life and am sure that i will not be taking a course abt science in university (if i can get in, i must ) so yes, i decided to settle for the ones i'm comfortable with. at least i bid chem goodbye. which means, i would be in arts stream, i guess. since i have 2 H2 arts course 5C1X see the algebra? ;) that's why i cant let maths go. bleh. oh, and i decided to reinclude history, it's cause i was reading the history notes and realised how much i would be missing out if i dont take history so yeah, that's it. i love history too much, though i might score badly but i was thinking what history can do for me in the future, and figured, perhaps none. but the thing is, it makes my studying much more interesting and a subject to look f...
haha as i was doing zuo wen, i was eating, and i fell asleep LOL and i dreamt of harry potter and the flying car hahaha till jianing woke me up LOL :P was talking to mr chua during lunch LOL and it all started with me wanting to ask why he so gl then ly SURPRISINGLY just burst out asking "TEACHER WHY YOU SO GL" LOL LOL then had talk with him with nicholas and boony then ended up with him saying he's ashamed of his sec sch cca LOL we were laughing hahaha aww. his last day today and he enjoys being gl -.- and said that NS men chase each other during camp LOL gay and he say guys will become more childish after camp hahaha but obviously, everyone understands how gl a guy can get cause a great example would be him LOL lalalala
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this is my 601st post. it shall be dedicated for teoee haha i had a random thought this morning, and couldn't wait to tell teoee, so i went to her class after flag raising with hon, and told her, and felt sad. with tears in my eyes but managed to pull it back. hweehwee and us :D binggeng's shorter than us:D haha kays, it was us who made him go shorter cause he was too tall :P so we're taller now! :P and bangbang and i realised, bangbang is the only patrol that keeps getting grouped together, and realising that we're always together LOL. :D i had fond memories with teoee, and the best, we know what it is. we had our differences and unhappiness, but also our laughter and togetherness. and well, the thing is, i read our archives and found back the passion and love for guides. and of course, here is P4:D haven't got hold of the full patrol's one yet ): it will make everything look fuller haha :D all credits to daphne the photographer for the night haha thankyou!:D :...
HAHAHAHAHHA i was staring at the tv when they performed, wondering if they are going to mouth again LOL at first, they didnt show much signs BUT Mr A sang the wrong lyrics HAHAHAHA and the song still went on correctly i immediately burst out laughing! LOL then after that Mr B still act damn drama LOL became laughing stock HAHAHAHA well, sorry if you know who i am talking about and feel offended but srsly, i think it's a disgrace cant they just stop mouthing, and sing like a man -.-
today is a hahahha it started off badly, i guess as in emotionally o.o had 2.4!:D didn't want to run at first but just somehow, i ran :D and this time was faster with hanying :D we'll jy tgt hoooon:D then got assembly then was terribly frustrated with level camp blahblahblah whatever then some incident in the toilet BAAAAA made me go #!%%@%#$^%!~! then had CC training did gadgets then got one !#$@#%!#% loser kajiao then laugh at guides #@ %!!#@$^#!% wl. loser still insult $@!#%#!% dont bully tammy and crystabelle anymore, if not we'll pay you a visit !#%@~!%$ aaaahhhhhhhh SW SW SW SW :D:D:D:D saw S first then saw W :D :D YAY:D and a few thankyous, thankyou shimei for printing :D thankyou hanying for willing to go home with me during lunch :D thankyou jianing for your ezlink :D :D SSSSWWWW:D:D:D:D OH I JUST RREALISED! I SAW ALL SWE49!:D:D:D:D:D LALALA it all ends well dont they :D lol i saw 49 go home HAHA
:D had P4 activity & outing today :D yay so fun!:D one of the last few PT with patrol ): then we played vball, then changed to capt ball :D hahaha my team damn imbal:D then went to watch confessions of a shopaholic hahaha realised shihming and me both abit the nervous about lil stuff in movie kind hahaha then ate with sec2s haha and huimin yiksheng and me so noob dont know how to do order the subway, first time hehe then prank called LOL damn funny then we worry he go and report police hahaha lalala i like today's outing! got to talk to all the jnrs more than normal :D but quite tired, dont know how tmr will be like o.o P4:D emily lh ly charmaine sherly weimin wenxin eunice huimin kaining shihming xinyi yiksheng lalala we had so much fun :D oh, and lol cant remember what we talked about but rmbed it was very funny during recess crowd ard to talk haha then after school played vball so fun haha especially cause no one ard since it was only 1+ yay today is a fun day :D had fun wit...
xiaoyu's back!:D hehe anyways. :D yay all tests are OVER! k, not really, but at least none foor WK3!:D and more on week 4 -.- lalala but should be contented. :D you see, to lead yourself to the way to happiness is to know your limits. think i'm a changed person these days, dont know why but think i dont really like this person though there are good points, but well, i prefer the one last time. i'm trying to lessen my food intake, i thought i succeeded today, but ended up eating more ): like: bread, green tea, macs, noodles & a 9-course dinner quite great right! i must say, i'm really such a pig bleh hahas but nevermind, happy birthday grandma!:D and happy birthday hanxi!:D and happy belated birthday lihui!:D i think, a birthday is a day, it should be happy year! haha happy year everyone!:D somehow i think you owe your birthday to your parents, and that your mum really did suffer on that day, so i prefer to stay with my parents on such a day :D