o.o i have a feeling that you disappeared on purpose. when we did the yu sheng thing i was thinking why is it that i cant bring myself to make the mess i made ytd with p4 o.o was asked why i dont talk and i was thinking why isit that i can talk more with friends than family, but shldnt the case be the other way round? wanted to say anything. but just realised, another round to go tmr for the new member. sigh): was helping to clean up then found this freaking big dead cockroach screamed like shit ): didnt expect my first tears to be for a cockroach -.- ): feel like sleeping through tmr but my father would just come knocking in to wake me up for aspen -.- one more day, i can be back to a little more myself. smmile(:
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everything is just so opposite. like how you can feel happy now, and unhappy the other moment whichever simple reminds me of the hot and cold song -.- i hate doing public relations -.- feel damn stupid having to act around yet failing all the same. long time since i felt like saying this freak. happy (: right.
我愛黑澀棒棒堂！
xiaojie is scared of balloooons O.O xiaoooojie:D all the bbt and hshmm changed couples ): xiaojie no more xiaojie ): guigui no more wangzi ): al the groupings so weird this time o.o 我愛黑澀棒棒堂！ didn't go school today o.o felt sick o.o o.o hi aw. hope weilian's father can get better. dont like to know people's family facing illness ): jiayou weilian (: having problems shortening my history summary sigh, why is mr teo right? -.- zzz didnt i agree to his statement -.- hehe think i'm going mad, i actually looked through my song playlist looking for "balance of power" -.- thanks mr. joseph o.o i realised i need to be in school to feel like i can study often, i come home and never do hmwk. if i'm not wrong, for all the weekends of 09, i have never touched school stuff, incl doing hmwk. so i tend to chiong in the night of monday/tuesdays. sigh. at least 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 cheered my cnys (: waiting for 7棒's album :] i think all of them will do a good job especially 小祿, 野獸 ...
happy cny(: i want watch 我愛黑澀棒棒堂:D hahahs so long never see 6棒 as in recent stuff ah k, not very long :P but yay :D wonder how to finish history if these days are filled with cny stuff o.o watching V power now:D saw 二屆棒棒堂 just now :D waiting waiting for 模範7棒 and 6棒:D:D:D but it's quite late till 6棒 wonder if i can still watch o.o hehe nvm :D at least i watched before haha :P 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 is coooool!:D
finally finally finally i got all my clothes :D so spent around 200 for the whole year's worth of clothes :P got 5/6 tops and one bottom and one wallet and one pair of shoe ahh great:D after one month of work ;) oh and i saw alot of $49-- price tags hahaha ): but now need do tuition work and i feel like sleeping alr laaaa ): i want to finish the pact by this cny hols wonder if i can o.o
yiksheng asked me how it was like when i was in sec2. then, and realised that i loved guides since Jan 07 didn't know. and the times were tough with the PT and all and i was a much happier girl then. and my aim, is to be that girl again (: HAHAHA. usan's is funnny lol. of all the photos she took, i think this is super HAHAHAHA. lol LOL
benjamin so cute :D watching him singing on tv now hehe feel so shag o.o i only did one activity ytd and i'm shag i cant imagine the others got hit by quite a few ytd like the face and hand -.- haha had some reunion diner with ly lh jenn and teo lol wonder why ly had that idea haha and it turned out to have alot of dhs ppl there lol i want do sheng qiao ): i only did once ): though the anchoring will fly when i get up but at least i only need to say sorry when i get down :P i want dooo sheeeeng qiiiiiao! been a lil busy this week will get much more busier in the coming half year but hope i can cope (: i want, but there's a tinge of fear. nvm, at least i have guides with me. jiayou :D and eh, rmb to eat k lihueeeeeey. ahahaha nv call her that for a long time hahas. oh and here's a thanks to kimbly (lol so cute right) kay, kimberley, for pulling ly and me down to eat during recess. thankyous. anyways, great job everyone :D and and P3 and P6 deserves teh most credit for ytd. g...
i don't know why i feel so irritated by what you did. you shouldn't, shouldn't ever matter. hey, you're late you know. zzz i like you but you are quite difficult to find (or should i say "it") mind you, they are all different you-s. i'm not unhappy (: just abit disturbed -.- lol the world Y. i don't mind (:
i prac-ed piano for 1hour 25mins on 21/01 :D k. 21st Jan is over at least i know i wont have to be called by teacher cause of register number for a month more :] historyyyyy :D i'm thinking if i shld read book or watch tvee now o.o o.o mr kwek shld be very stressed this year and evidently shown by his white hair o.o aww. jiayou man. shall be nice to him since i dont mind maths, just not the very long kind can alr ;)
Leona Lewis - Angel I feel it, you feel it That this was meant to be. I know it, you know it That you were made for me. We came tonight, not any longer Day by day we're getting stronger. I want it, you want it It's what the people want to see. We're like Romeo and Juliet Fact leaves fate to find us. Like the tallest mountain on the widest sea Nothing's big enough to hide us. When we make love its overwhelming I just touch the heavens You're an angel, you're an angel I said this world, this world. Could leave us anyday But my love for you, it will never go away. And I don't wanna go to sleep Cuz' you are like a dream For every night I see you there, And I swear you are the answer You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel. So we take it and each moment that I pause I see it, you see it, What we have is made of gold We're so filled with meaning, Nothing can make us shallow. So I hold it, and you hold it The promise of tomorrow. When ...
): suddenly, i find myself more comfortable with 4C than before. i enjoy my seating arrangement, with elizabeth jianing vanessa vincent and huiqi. though i hardly speak to huiqi and am quite segregated from the class, but yeah. just feel like goinng back to class and sit there. oh and i think the time when all of us starts to fall asleep (e.g. hcl) (kay, i haven't seen huiqi & vincent falling asleep yet) is quite fun afterall. i think i'm starting to love 4C'09 (: oh during assembly, mr yeo played zhizu. there's a part, that reminded me of jianfeng singing on the last day of school. then, there goes the thought of 2J'07 ): felt a lil sad, but think walking out with shimei after such a long time made it better. thankyou shimei(: 2J i think xintian's a good girl i think shimei's a nice girl i think kimberlyn's a fun girl i think i'm being stupid here -.- i thought i told myself 过去的不应该再去想念 and yet i'm still stuck in this mess. i want to get out ...
Happy Birthday Pearlyn! thankyou for the days in 2007, and the times when i'm down you'll be there :D Happy 16! Happy Birthday Jovi! thankyou for all the help during PLTC and the fun ziying and you provided P2 with :D Happy 1st hour of 18! bleh :P not that they will see these hehehe but wheeee. teoee + xiaowei + happy birthday = weirdos hahahaha :D
): i still ended up with no clothes for cny ): k, only one apple top that can match with any of my new jeans from last year -.- sighhh. shall see if i can change piano to wed then can ask jenn go shop with me on thurs bbbbbut, chances are low ): want go bishan/orchard to look ard but no time ): then shopping always end up with me getting irritated ): sighhh. no cip tmr again, think can say byebye to nyaa silver alr ): nvm. start of the week, jiayou(:
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i like doing things together (: i find the ding & commando crawl with sec3s were the best of today's activity :D hellooo my square leash got turned by yaolu ): as in, i'm disappointed that it's not tight enough ): i think walking home at ard 730-8 is not that bad, cause the wind is very refreshing just that it's scary cause it's getting darker by the minute ): i like trigo 2 kay, but i dont like it too -.- sigh dont understand why lh and ly suddenly talk abt passing down during patrol corner o.o perhaps i dont feel anything cause #1: 2009 seems to pass not-so-quickly -.- #2: nicholas posted smth about 6more months and i feel that we shld get the things done before we think about anything else. dont know la ): but i can definitely rmb all the times i had in guides, happy or sad, and every time the seniors return, the thought of returning to the past arise, but juniors certainly makes the thought lesser. :D hehe be happy teoee (: jiayou with hmwk/test, xiaowei (:...
(: went to collect some stuff then went past this road CARLISLE road:D maybe there's a cullen vampire house there or smth :P lol -.- baaa ): didn't know i saved this pic till today/ytd (: xiaojie & xiaojie :D i like new year, but i'm sort of dreading it too. hello E4, hello hweehwee, hello ovidia, hello 49, hello clarissa, hello jiawen random -.- lol wonder who can see that, so weird -.- 所以，我们只能继续活在面具下， 当个不是自己的自己。 because that's life, and there's nothing you can do about life.
重新开始的起跑点
i didn't know you still mattered i still haven't got it sorted. 也许一切在重新开始的起跑点 the only factor is how i look at it.
today o.o quite lost during chem ): so i was staring at the clock it was like 940 when i first saw it then like looooong later it's 942 -.- so i waited for like dont know how long for it to hit 945 i almost thought the time stopped or smth -.- but aftn was fun with the hua yu cool thing lol cheryl joyce ly me and kimley (easier to pronouce than kimBERley :P) were talking all chinese so cool :D then got pretty high because of that lol but think laugh till tired alr-.- slept in the car and screwed my A3 ): but sigh, my fault afterall anyways, really, good luck to my arms and everyone for tmr's pt :P
dieeeeeeeeee ): tmr first period maths then i smartly left all my worksheets¬es in school i cant do anything now ): and kwek wants the wksheet done tmr diee T.T i wanted everything to be in order, but i am faced with this that screwsssssssss ): ): waiting for someone i can borrow the wksheet from for tmr ah, one that actually completed the worksheet is not easy to find. craaaaap. shld have finished the wksheet today ): edit/ kay, but at least i saw E4 upclose today :D & HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENGHUI :D
haha watched campus superstar o.o the alumni changed :] i still prefer the first generation got adriano khim cheeyang yiyuan yuyang etc then the second generation got benjamin and keely and junjie the third generation is imbal the rock girl is cool o.o haha so random. but i just feel amazed by how humans grow and become different o.o and aw. to teoee, sorry that we went home without you ): to jenn, sorry cause you see. fat bigs are too big to not invade your privacy :P and, i got tricked by lihui to climb down 6 stories with her and have to walk up 5 stories by myself. see so many people along the way but so weird to say hi -.- then the climbing up part made me realise that my lower leg is going to cramp maybe cause i was sort of rushing back cause it's so weird to walk alone haha o.o i've got a feeling i got betrayed by you but i'm hoping it's not true.
came home ytd and fell asleep, waking up to find that i'm suffering from sore throat ): then slept again, and woke up to realise that i'm suffering from fever ): and my parents return to realise that i didn't lock the door and left the living room lights on ): so screwed. such an irony to fall sick today -.- post-fever causes headache sigh. still got 3 tuitions to go through tmr wts ): oh, and i only got to know that usan earns so much o.o as in virtual money -.- and a happy thing to end the post, 黑角 won 舞林大道 :D:D:D
i like piano but i regret not praticing ): think it's been really long since i played the piano sounds really soft now and i was thinking that my piano was loud last time ): sigh. school's starting tmr. and homework ): sigh. cant stay with guides the whole day alr ): baaaaa. too many things on my mind forget it at least, with the new campus, everyones near each other :] The 'Honestly' Quiz (from jenn from teoee) ● Honestly, does your parents approve of you dating? lol no, not that it will bother them soon-.- ● Honestly, what color is the shirt you're wearing now? white o.o ● Honestly, what's on your mind? a number of stuff that i can't really list it out myself ● Honestly, when did you last cry? maybe before new year. really dont want to take note you see ● Honestly, have you watched Shot of Love with Tila Tequilla?isnt -.- wonder what ● Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? not really. ● Honestly, do you like someone? loads. i got a new ido...
teachers are revealed o.o 3/6 teachers for main subjects are changed haha xiao lao shi was mean to us at the chem teacher part whole / majority of the class was damn scared it's toh :S hehe but change to mrs shu :] anything la, so long as i dont need to see the three witches' descendent :P (eh, never say it's who kay, dont assume :P ) hehe got mr tan for pe again ahhhh. in old school is always him one hehe :] sec1 & sec4 both :P oh and studying in the class makes me feel like i'm in a primary classroom hehe 5th level quite fun, cause got balcony and the rooftop is still accessible, not allowed i supposed. anyways, jiayou with the climbing sec2s & sec4s :] ah shimei & kimberlyn like lollipop&heigirl too we seem to like the same groups ever so often lol but different liking for individuals i like xiaojie! shimei like xiaoyu! not sure about kimberlyn, but before school ended, it was wangzi! i think :P orientation o.o dont know how it will turn out good luck...
wanted to post last year, but didn't get to. anyways, my resolution: be myself. 2008, not as well as 2007. experienced many things in guides, in class, in family. and one crucial is, i realised that my parents are the ones who really care for me every moment. loves will update on this post next time :P realised it's not nice to look back. but jut a reminder for myself about stuff. pltc08 pre-camp (pltc) pre-eoys period passing down year5 OJ08 stc08 some messages (lol xintian knows) eh term3&4 hardworking period (k then, thanks to xt) times at the grandstand with guides all and all, thanks to DHScoy, that times are not as hard as it was suppose to be. (and i mean everyone) thanks to 3C (especially all ug kias (liying kimberley cheryl kimberlyn boony nicholas), xintian, shimei, vanessa, zixuan, honying, nienan, jianing, joyce, kimberlyn, etc) cause there were certain times you guys helped in a way, haha realised the whole group has been named o.o lol i just rmbed that boony, ...