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廖亦崟...我們真的很愛你

saw a post and just felt that all our sorrows are so insignificant, all those who are going/went through the process of saying forever goodbye to their loved ones are those we require much much more effort and strength to remain happy. till then, they will grow to understand more, and be a much better person, cause they had lived through a process that might possibly be harder than death itself. 威廉 is a living proof, and encourages me to not live in my own sorrow. i learnt alot from these people (模範棒棒堂), who worked so much harder than me. therefore, for all those who are living in your own sorrow, don't be, cause there are others who were in a worse state, and lived through it. of course, like what teoee said, it's hard to practice what you preach, but don't know which compre passage said before, at least you have that idea in mind, you will remind yourself to be happy when sadness attacks. (: bangbangtang! oh, ly has bad taste, cause she dont like 小祿, who sings the best(:
tonight is 三軍決選! hahas but i can only watch tmr/monday o.o and 黑澀會 damn nice for tonight. got many mfbbt :D i like today's activity. more like last time's (: at least for the training ones :P but initiative produced a cute robot! :P haha kay, it's not a bad day afterall, accept that great little miss liying passed her damn flu to me (:
ESTHER:D It's her birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER:D zzz but she tricked me at 12am o.o hahahha:D i must say, joyce is damn smart, so smart that she didn't even realise how she had managed to make E4's identity known. ;) thanks joyce hahahaha o.o i think our relief maths teacher is daaaaaamn cool:D
i'm telling myself not to fall into that trap when i haven't got out of the previous one, so i shall not. sorta able to relate to jiantu, all the realisation of mistakes at a time too late, putting in effort yet not getting the results he want, and not knowing what is the right way to his targets. agagagaa huya & xiaolu :D
i love talking to my partner, hillary toh :D stop thinking that we don't exist, cause we don't like it hellooooooooooo loved friends (: //edit:  I feel sooooo much happier after talking to hillary, jenn & esther. love having people who understands.  一家人
): sorry miss jennifer dont angry kay see the first thing i do when i get home is to say sorry so smile, dont angry with me (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELINA & TEOEE! kay, i think one of the most memorable things of guides would be playing with the PSes(: walked to bus stop with hillary, esther & fiona, suddenly feel much much love with guides at the back(: fiona & the PS family: sara, esther, jenn, xiaowei, hillary, pearlyn, shien, qianting we know each other (: & the family of P4 PSes: Dianne, June, Ovidia & Xiaowei. I'm proud to be a PS!
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now's the real thinking day btw kays. right. i wanted to say smth abt thinking day but i dont know what to say now but still, i love DHScoy, P4 & of course the 40th batch :D cant wait to get hold of all the photos (: many tuitions coming up in: 7hours, 10hours, 14hours. quite great right ): dont think i can get any school hmwk done. my eyes are tired but i want to listen to songs then dont feel like sleeping gagaga i can finally tie a basha, hope i wont screw on monday :X jiayou ccs :D photos!:D (credit lh:D) 40届 P2bang! 4Cguides hahas 4C guides & scout s ! guides love and my patrol batchmates! :P not posting goh photo cause lh's one is abit blur & guides blog cant kup aw. tys:D
CHANNEL[V]【模范棒棒堂】三代同堂全新開堂 ! YAY:D:D:D weilian's back D: but xiaoyu and xiaoman got reflected-time cause they smoke. WHEEEEEE:D:D:D thing is, all the efforts of 2jie are sort of wasted. and 1jie got thrown away without valid. elmoooooooo!:D i didnt know woo.com.tw was so cool hahaha :D the best 模范棒棒堂 is back!:D HIPS HOOORAAY :D
(: it's thinking day celeb tmr did flagstuff with guides and scouts (: PSes power :D + fiona hehe :P didnt start off well but at least ended well. i love doing these (: oh, sorry abt the drink, to all that it concern sorry. (:
say good bye to sadness (: deleted recent sad posts (: anw, still have to thankyou hanying
威廉 jiayou (: so sad. i can imagine how sad he was, and all the recordings that he was unable to attend ): 威廉 (: on a happier note, 模范棒棒堂三軍: 虎牙、阿杰! :D yay!
GIVING CHANCES this is the name for my PW proposal :) k, i dont even know if its going to be a proposal or an essay but i like the name! i struggled with "give a chance", "give another chance' but just cant look as nice as GIVING CHANCES :D bleh, i like my cover page hehehe :D it's a good start to the project work!(: had a bad quarrel, but it's all over, that's all it matters (:
campfire was fun (: think ytd was not a bad day, pretty good actually o.o happy vday (:
模範棒棒堂 so screwed up now ): eliminate so many people new ones got sent out eason's out too ): just started to find 大大 laughable then they eliminate ): ): they didnt even give them enough time to prepare and now 小樂 and 阿Man gone all the good ones ): crap ): huya, ethan, ahliang (: sigh (:
everything screws up. maths test, bio quiz, maths quiz, and many many more freak ): though certain things went well but dont know ): at least i managed to write an essay of 1497 words exceeded first but at least i managed to reduced it there are two more points i dont plan to write so perhaps it will all add up to 1600 or smth o.o sigh may everything go well, especially tests that cause dont know how much to me. move on (:
没有成功是因为不够努力 ): nearly fainted while running i dont like running when there's hot sun & wind attacking all at one time. ): such a weak (:
a moment of fear a moment of pain and after these moments, ever lasting peace. just a random thought. 想哭却哭不出来 thanks hanying and teoee. welcome sec1s(:
i respect those who serve for others' interest, not those who "serve" for their self benefits. hypocritical. dont know why i feel pissed about that, but perhaps something just made me dislike further selfish jerks. thing about friends is, you get lonely without them, but irritated with them. i'm not a good friend. though stupid xintian can see things i dont want her to, i dont think it makes a difference

the rainy day ):

wanted to run then the rain keep starting and stopping, starting and stopping, then now 7 alr, cannot run ): there is no more vacant slot for running ): next mon, tues, wed all end late then thurs got piano fri got guides sun got all tuitions saaturrdaaay shall ask my dad to run with me (: and hi, why do everyone got to the opposite bus stop -.- then cause the other residents get squeezed in the bus zzz i think i'm getting dirty ): i have no days to look forward to, cause every moment seem so neglected i want to say something but no one would listen forget it. was in the lift with miss seow (: along with zhenling, jiahui(Ey), shimei, vanessa etc. :D scared that i flop my history this year ): 吳映潔 邱勝翊 鬼 鬼王 子 There's nothing I could say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me All the pain, the tears I cried Still you never said goodbye and now I know How far you'd go
i feel damn freaked out by the dead cockroaches and rats ): after teh night incident, i woke up to see a dead cockroach right under me in the next morning): freaking sad ): nvm. eh, sort of got a lil cheered when i saw sherly in the lift after that, to aspen. dont know why, smiled, then better o.o anyways, HONYING GET WELL SOON :D xintian's troubled over shsc i'm not hehe :P okay, a bit thinking, but not as troubled haha. kupped from jiahuey :P 最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心 最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛着 不平息 最怕突然 听到你的消息 想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣 事到如今 终于让自己属于 我自己 只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己 突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈 突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛 我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影 为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行 然后留下 最痛的纪念品