wowwwwwww totally amazed by campus superstar (Y) there's this contestant, bonnie, and wow her voice is amazing and she handled the songs she sang super well full of emotions that we were all super touched :D best contestant ever in all the (campus) superstar competitions i think :D
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like finally finally :D played squash with the family on friday :D it's was a super healthy and fun 1.5hours with balls flying everywhere and risks of getting hit by each other or ourselves even hehe accidentally smacked a ball on my mom's back ouch :/ but it was sho fun playing with dad and mum :D ended up with aches all over especially the right side of the body but it's so great to play squashy squash :D sodagreen's dvd sending out soon :D it's hopefully reach me by... this week? :D eggcited :D
was searching for the explanation for 這天 when i realised it has quite a bit of ambiguity ended up reading various explanations for it and i kinda like how so many people end up with so many versions of their own interpretations :) not inclined to any, i guess it's always best to have your own interpretation but chanced upon this explanation on the background of the song :) 吳青峰有說 他寫這首歌是因為 有許多人攻擊他們 但他發現有許多人比他更激動 他是沒什麼感覺 這件事讓他覺得有更多的人關心他們 他希望自己不只是個歌手，而是一個朋友 所以寫了這首歌，關心他們朋友每一天
And we run and we run and we run
3km w jokwon's song on replay for 8-9times hahaha Lovely evening run w superb breeze And had a nice dinner at the super crowded satay by the bay eating area yum yum :D Now that I think about it, I love how everything was thrown out of my mind when I run How I could stop thinking abt people around me and all those work that piled up And all that filled my mind was the song, the run and my parents waiting for me at the end of the run :)
screwing up too many stuff these days gah >:( it's really hard to live without a nice and constantly updated planner just realised a few upcoming events clash when i finally decided to put things down in the com's calendar and found out how little time i have till assignments due before the term ends :( shouldn't have misused my small planner dang planner :( i'm so dead gosh
沒有人比自己更清楚自己要的是什麼 所以，無須為別人的不了解而動搖 因為比起自己的夢想，他們不值得。 MEDIACORP INTERVIEW YESTERDAYYYYYYY :D had 2 really friendly interviewers whom i had a super pleasant talk with but i kinda lost myself and forgot that i was in a interview and said negative and positive stuff oh well, honest thoughts anyway so just got to live with whatever that comes chances are... kinda slim since i can't commit to the internship for the full term, but they were really nice and mediacorp seems like a nice place hehe hope i can get it, but should just let whatever that should come come 既來之，則安之 :D anyway the trip was really good and fulfilling that it made my whole day superb :D thankful for my parents' supportive and encouraging stance, and their efforts for sending me there and glad that gen was there for me after the interview, thanks friend! cabbed to marymount after the interview cause i kinda lost my way at the caldecott hill and the taxi uncle was super nice, even charged me $5 for the $...
《小時候》 吳青峰（蘇打綠） 小時候， 我們的城市像郊外， 我們的腳步很輕快， 那時天空很藍， 心很小，路很寬。 長大後， 我們的存在像塵埃， 我們的距離被拉開， 有時相處很難， 想很多，話很短。 我要爬上你的肩膀， 我要眺望你的眼窗， 我忘了問什麼樣的倔強讓我們不說一句真心（的）話。 我要長成你的翅膀， 我要拂去你的滄桑， 我忘了說心裡面的願望始終是要你的肯定啊。 從你溫柔眼眶 綻放 。 這時候， 我們的心變得柔軟， 放下了父子的身段， 知道時間太晚， 不要躲，不要散。 我忘了說當我仔細回想 腦海最珍貴的一幅畫 是你載著我 叮嚀我 要我抓牢你身旁 安心在你背後飛翔 記住我們的一切， 隨著你老去的臉 成為 永遠。 自己打出這首歌詞，因為它一字一句都很令人深刻。 小時候，長大後... 一直到“那時候”。 一切的一切，都成為父子間永恆的回憶。 幸福的我們，給（比我們更矜持的）爸爸一個擁抱吧。
蘇打綠 《小時候》 青峰為離開了的爸爸寫的一首歌。 得到了喜悅 一直靜不下心來 只到《小時候》，只到青峰的聲音，蘇打綠的音樂， 我才靜下來。 got back all midterm results, and it's not tooooooooo bad in my perspective, but i'm upset over how bad it is in comparison to the cohort, especially when we are all determined by the hell bell curve. on a positive note, i got notified for mediacorp interview :D best news of the day :D even though i got to miss going for in conversation with mr george yeo :( (i really wanna hear him talk :() but i'm so so so excited for the opportunity to go mediacorp :D though there are really loads of factors involved, like possible problems with flag schedule etc :/ not to mention that i got to be back in school at 12 for flag meeting :/ hope i can make it dang, should have just left it to be on thurs :S but in any case, mediacorppppppp :D
不想忘了最初的夢想 卻也明白必須放手才能讓自己在現在得路途上往前 現實和夢想 在我現在的生命中 不能並存 要讓日子好過一些就得放棄 雖然不一定能得到某種成功 但至少不會一直往回看 可是 這樣真的會換來快樂嗎？ have been whining too much about this to the people around me that even i feel kinda sick complaining though unconsciously talkign about it again and again shall stop bringing up this topic to people and let loose of my frustration regarding that in this white box iTunes was playing One Spring Day by 2AM and Jokwon sang "괜찮아 괜찮아 괜찮아" (it's okay, it's okay, it's okay) right, it's okay. but we ironically knows that it isn't okay, and it's as pain as how he sang it. (have yet to watch the mv myself, but just felt that if anyone is looking for some good music, try 2AM :))
有时候呢 人与人之间存在着太多的疙瘩 有的时候是有形的 大多时候却是无形的 因为这些小小的结 我们会质疑、会不悦、不自在 最后谁也不快乐 大家都不开心 慢慢地 就会封闭 会不理会 付出努力又得不到回报 不如就将自己困住 活在自己的世界 多愉悦多自在 :D did a 3km run since 2months ago haha and had a meal at sataybythebay w parents :D saw kc students/teachers walking for worldwaterday didn see my students though they prob wont even remember me anw hahaha nice day :D
End of midterms!
考完試 上完課 回家 途中無意間抬頭 看到蔚藍的傍晚藍天 發現 它好漂亮 一個行人走過我身旁 我發現 我的腳步 緩慢 比幾天前 慢了許多 耳機中是「有形的翅膀」 好像 形容著我的爸爸媽媽 突然聽到自己的名字 轉過頭 他們就在那 跳上車 我回到了有他們的家 人人都想著 有一天 成為浮雲 純潔 又無拘無束
due to my inability to focus and discipline myself in the day, i resorted to studying through the night. second time this week my body clock's pretty screwed haha but at least i get things done :) managed to clear a bizlaw tutorial on wed-thursday from 130 to 830 then just finished doing my accounting tutorial from 2 to now, 630 *pats my back* i like the feeling of getting back on track, even though it means darker eye circles or screwed up body clock cause being lost in class, and subsequent lessons, just doesn't feel good. should keep it up, and i'd better do so much more to work on, much more to clear before finals. ... considering how i guessed more than 10questions, out of 40 questions, for today's DSC paper which reminds me, i don't even know what DSC actually is. (oh just remembered, Operations Management hahahaha) go sleep, g'night world :)
“大自然成為商品任君挑選” －《那時候的樹》青峰 kinda weird but this sentence has been appearing in my head for a few days "The lack of meaningful relationships is ... unfortunate"- kunz haha I'm probably taking this out of context but this sentence pretty much sums up what I have been feeling these days some disappointment, some irritation, some idea of just living life my own way but i should be glad for whoever that still cares especially my new friend that stood by me in times when i'm really upset though i still find it difficult to say everything in the world to her, thanks gen :) have been thinking of old friends, but sad to say no one managed to make selfish-me feel like doing something without thinking of possible feedbacks other than two that i cant physically reach out to even though i may be so near to one of them :S i want to learn how to give someone your all, without expecting for any returns :/ forget it, back to business law. forget the past faults and fail...
i think the emotional fluctuation period is over :) ... hopefully can put a halt to thinking how stupid/loser-ish i am and how irritating everyone else have been etc and my mum finally realised how lost a sheep i was with regards to stupid accounting ridiculous day w a break down of the bus i was on glad it's all over and thankful for the jackiechan episode on running man that really put a smile on me when i was totally down shall put a smile to the start of joy and shall start preparing for my sat's midterms :S all the best :)
it sucks when you put in so much more effort but ended up with shitty results when others merely spent a day or two and achieved outstanding grades why do our brains work so differently :( and interpersonal relationships are so hard to be maintained that you no longer want to be the one giving and rather be the supposedly selfish git that prefers to receive ironically little joys of others help to brighten my day while joys of your own ... requires much digging to be seen
i'm guessing, it's probably due to the lack of relationships these days such that we end up relying on our diaries, journals or in this case, blogs. we are less able to open up to others now that those who were close have drifted apart those who are close are not exactly that close enough or simply, we are too close to ourselves such that we find the greatest degree of comfort in ourselves and nobody else. generalisations perhaps, yett i can't help but realise people who consistently kept their blogs seem to have increased their frequency in updating it's not about who reads their blog, but the need to say what they want to say and have a channel to record meaningful events in their lives maybe, as we lose parts of the comfort we used to have, we learn to better appreciate the little joys of life :) school's starting w 2 seminar classes coupled w a presentation tmr im unprepared, but may things be well (though i prob don't deserve it? hahaha) ji...
Sudden idea to have a future like my uncle and his wife haha Talked to my mum about some stuff like their family and find that they are a super sweet couple :D They share the same interest and hardly quarreled (at least not that my mum heard of) And they brought up kids w pretty acceptable moral value though they kinda spoilt one of them And their kids are quite understanding and matured Omgosh nice family (Y) My parents are quite exemplary too but their values and interests are quite different so they end up quarreling at times Haha but still as sweet though less explicit Awww sweet sweet hahahaha :D
no more chongqing on 933 from today onwards :( not an avid fan of 933 but have been hearing him on the station since i first started listening to 933 will miss his laughter :/ ouch tearing much as i hear him read out the letters for the other DJs :( the bonds between them :/ all the DJs tearing especially from the moment he said 明天過後，我就不是933的一員了 :( go chongqing! :)
APPLIED FOR MEDIACORP INTERNSHIP :D even told them that i cant commit to the full term and my super cui cap but oh well, at least im giving an honest account of my ability for this job that i really wanna try out when i was writing my cover letter haha i felt so (Y) cause i'm really writing about my passion for mediacorp and chinese entertainment hehe though it may seem kinda fake to others or even the hr recruiter but i really really meant what i said hehe :D anywayyyyyyy have been slacking way too much over these two days watched loads of family outing and running man and random videos one that i chanced upon today whoa felt super sad for daesung and g-dragon especially poor daesung who couldn't bring himself to laugh as openly as he did when he was in FO :( but at least all's over, daesung is back to bring hope to people, and may the family members of the passed away are well as well :/ and i did a personality quiz for mno and haha got the same result as th...