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Make the best out of it thanks selina!

i tried to look at things positively thanks(: ever since that, i went to aspen with a not-so-bad mood, hoping things will turn alright. i changed. i went for maths, hoping that partial fractions will bid me goodbye and it did. later, there's chinese, and i'm not going to go in a bad mood. positive mindset, that's my aim. only that, i wrote DHSCOY and wrote guides with a heart shape on top of the I during chem too. and while she was talking about moles, and she was talking about binomials, i was thinking about coming friday. ): even my phone is currently having "GUIDES! DHSCOY on the wallpaper i love guides, and thanks (: i'm not sure if it's this, but i got really encouraged. thanks tricia (:

i feel totally out out of the topic out of the talk out of the class. the anti-social me just returned i really want to get things done but just some how all i want to do is to talk, to and/or about guides. and it is easily proven by how often i turn around to look if there's any guides around. i was feeling down but HWEE HWEE cheered me up just by appearing so did my return to home, where my parents realised that i wasn't in the mood of much things, and tried making me happy :D thankyew hwee hwee :D thankyew daddy and mummy just that, even though i got cheery, i returned and felt downright listless again. f my mind, was filled with guides & 2j, throughout the whole meeting especially P4. and how i just ruined many things. // "one for all, all for one" they made use of our motto, and became their excuse/weapon not to give us what we want.

this is the guiding light of mine, of ours. it has all changed. ee's post. all the disappointments we gave, what's the use of 1pm to 530pm? can't we have 1pm to 530AM? the photos. they tell us all about the happiness they gave us, but it tells us all about how we couldn't return it to them. and what we had returned, are disappointments on their big day, which was supposed to be a big night. thanks, you had been great

hello hanying (: saw E4 (: , but not 49 ): (:) double faced creature (:) i like guides, i really really like it. sorry i made mistakes. sorry i couldn't control. sorry for being such a freak. sorry i know there shouldn't be any excuses. i feel tired. lessons has not even started but i'm already feeling tired, and all because of the thought of homework. 3 tuitions homework, yet-to-finish holiday homework, and these all, just made me feel tired. but it somehow seems to be nothing compared to others. perhaps i had just became weaker, so it's time to pull myself up again. if meeting guides every morning is going to make me less tired, i don't mind being drenched every day, at least i'm making an effort to improve, and an effort to make myself happier. i hope for everyone to be happy, especially you, since i care for you more than others, and since you hadn't been right these days. if you can, make yourself happier. xin you lin xi it signifies all the masks in th...

i like mr chua's lesson! :D' yay started off with guides again:D i wish for it to continue (: but. hope you're feeling better now we're there for you too (: chinese painting sucks loads. my uniform's ruined AGAIN.  i love my school uniform kay D: damn it. i'm never going to touch the big brush, medium or small brush after electives. ah. i missed 158, so i walked back to dhs bus stop took photos of the currently renovating school stayed at the stop a while, then decided to walk to the next stop. lol.  reminisce old times see (: then who knows that the bus came after i walked a distance away -.- ran for bus lol. but. gagaga just like the times when i was in sec1, chasing after the bus don't know how many times ;D HI SEC ONE TIMES :D

HI. ewww some band sang jing wu men and it feels like some old hag roaring or smth then the judge say she sings better than show. like O.o :S kay.  show sings better cause there's at least a tune. she's like roaring :x , gross can. and HI. JING WU MEN WAS YEAR2 07 LEVEL CAMP SONG KAY! if it's this woman who sang it no one would ever mass dance to it. :S

i like to start school with guides i hope for it to be able to continue after lessons start. hi jenn lihui peishan teoee let's run again :D GUIDES

ONE GOOD PROOF OF SHORTAGE OF OVERNIGHT STAYS: MY UNTOUCHED SLEEPING BAG! it's like hanging there for don't know how long already. can we just get it down and bring it to school on 4th july?  PLEASEEEEEEE. hi. many stacks of worksheets lying around. like got one stack is like taller than the height of my phone. many all of them will add up to hm. 15 cm. yay. zzz

From Selina, from Lihui, "No matter how hard we think of the past, these memories are not gna return. Welcome to reality." perhaps it doesn't mean anything to you, but it triggered something in me. strongly, with 爱与希望 playing, it feels like, i have no idea too, nevermind. i got it now. it feels like i had been given up, it feels like the world had changed, all the time passed, and, i'm still standing still, with others walking ahead, given up on me. 大地被摇晃著 天空突然黑了 我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 泪堆积成了河 但明天是好的 我们要坚定著 爱 让我们不放弃活著 还要继续和大自然拔河 当爱与希望 投射炙热的太阳 昨日泪光 会随时间都蒸发 别轻易放弃 明天要许更多愿望 装满了勇气 就更有力量 当爱与希望 倒映暖暖的月亮 再回头望 又是筑好的家乡 我知道未来还有好多路要闯 我打开了窗 看见了晴朗

i don't know what i'm looking out for. i'm trying to salvage, but i don't know what i'm trying to salvage. if only my mind can stop thinking, everything stops, then i wouldn't be worrying at all. everything turns out well most of the times, but why am i looking at the negative side of it? yoga's album has two effects. either it makes you sleep, or it makes you think. the songs are slow, and help to process your mind slower, but clearer. but that's why, i'm here worrying. anyway, thanks esther, for the songs (: 心有林夕 (: in order to stop thinking, i attempt to block my mind out. yet in the end, i start to think more. // sorry shimei, for being a lil cold while we talk. sorry.

k. this guy's cool O.O hello. sigh. im not as hardworking as hillary. i'm still looking at youtubes O.O

kay hm hi. wow. going back on tues, 4999999999999 sigh. yay. want to watch stuff. yay tmr C: sigh. liked again. but sigh again. that song sucks ): hm. hi. bye. happy father's day! i haven't said it to my father cause i don't know how to put it. someone, tell me. sigh. it's 12.03am O.O

Say hi to the 100 question quiz O.O 001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you? Yancy, friend-cum-tutor 002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? Yes 003. What happened at 10.00am today? Hmm. Watching fated to love you :D 004. When did you last cry? Hm. Tuesday, when watching fated to love you ep12 :D 005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? NA. Don’t like peanut butter :x 006. What do you want in your life right now? Stop all that menses cramps 007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? Just get drenched 008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed? Bolster 009. What bottom are you wearing now? Stupid jeans, hot -.- 010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say? Esther Hong: YAY:D -.- 011. One happy thing today. We progressed on our present :D 012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? No. 013. What was the last movie you caught? K. that’s long ago. Don’t remember 014. What are ...

!#$#%^(&*^#%@$ ass i see many NYMPHS ): in my bedroom :S

making an attempt to forget the past, is just like ripping off a portion of yourself, personally. to keep the memory, to let it be an experience, a warning, or just let it stay serving no purpose, might turn useful someday. turn off a memory, keep something/someone out of the way, we are just attempting to hurt them, to make them feel forgotten. we can move on, but keep the memory in you.

命中注定我愛你 is nice :D im still exploring the com O.O

Patrol Outing 08 P4 #$&@$&$ grrrr. i just realised that shimei got to know the part of me that i don't want anyone to know. $#&$^*(@&^"%^*#@! ):

talked to shimei the night before & yesterday C: we talked about people, about classes, about danson&jiro, about friends, about stupid characters, etc etc etc. that was fun. i realised we have loads in common, like only child, surname, craves etc etc etc one thing that we do not share is that i don't go surf for her private blog -.- lols. good job ;D yays. shimei's so fun :D :D

was looking through guides photos @ DHSpsyCOYlogy rural hike, initiatives cycling atc06, entertainment badge performance, intiatives ice skating, atc07... i wish for time to rewind, to times when we were in sec1, when everything seems simple, and seniors all being there. only only only i didn't love guides as much then. but i remember for one, june taught me how to cycle and now, the only thing we have to face, is that we cant make it return. sorry. but days with nothing to feel troubled about, just makes me think more, about guides. especially since i failed emergency shelter. PLEASE LET POP/PDP BE OVERNIGHT or i'll be killed

i'm lost. i wanted to do homework. but staring at that stack of worksheets, i don't know how. took out bio and realised, i finished all that i know. took out chem, i don't even know how to answer the first page of MCQs, which are supposedly the more easier kinds. so. now. what. i haven't touched homework for the past 4 days, of my holiday, which starts on 31st May, and ends on 15 June. 2 weeks(: yay. can someone help me with my homework? and all i can think of is Daphne C: sigh.

hon, hope you're ok

xoxo says: i really really want time extensions xoxo says: i dont mind pumpingandpumpingandpumping xoxo says: : D none of us would mind, if time can extent till everyone stays with us. guides is love . and i feel it strongly. i treasure 40th batch

kays. i see one whole page of homework. kays. kays. kays. L! :D shimei just told me that he is NOT white. in fact, he's black. kays:D i love him more:D lols. gagaga. L is freaking smart :D GIRLGUIDEDUNMANHIGH! don't just give command without reasons and expect the whole world to follow. that's just not how things work.