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有一种失望 是因为自己的不够坚定  是因为自己的善良体谅 是因为自己的 最终导致 真的好懊恼好难过好无奈 真的 讨好了全世界  却忘了讨好自己

Finally went to USS after failing to redeem the discover vouchers at 2359 on the last day of validity hahaha All thanks to gugu who paid for the tics as my bday present and was so onz for all the rides -she was there for 3x alr LOL Loved the roller coasters and got increasingly used to it after cyclon (ie first) such that I opened my eyes for half of human (ie second ride) and nearly all of the much milder kid version  Mummy was also v fun esp as it was in the dark woots And the short queues were amazinggggg hehehe Cleared nearly all the rides and found some to be underwhelming after the roller coasters  But also v v v thankful that I'm back to the ground safe and sound w the almighty safety harness hehe  Oh and sesame street ride was so adorable hehe! Oh right  This was after a whole night of insomnia  And I was so worried ill get a heart attack on the roller coasters I cried when pama realized I was panicking LOL Dk to say I cute or ridiculous...

GENS WEDDING WAS FUNNNN Her sequence was diff from the usual - with starters arriving before walk in, segment for friends' v interesting speech on gen haha, time for interaction around tables, and phototaking outside the pretty skybar restaurant  And her wedding speech hahaha so gen so kewtttt (lyingthroughmyteeth LOL fwen!! And the stapler bullets you ate w your sis hahahah) Not to mention how her friends baotou-ed her abt the kpop letters she sent (I'm guessing it's TOP hahah) that made her so embarrassed she covered herself w the napkin LOL I was a lil worried about spending hours w my old classmates whom I hvn rlly met for 5years LOL But it ended up v enjoyable!  Caught up w them on their latest updates like hh's gf/work/retirement plans & nic's startup/dating lyf/wedding nx yr hahahah  It was 3hrs of interview on each others life and thoughts - in fact pretty lil small talks - so I rlly enjoyed it (hope they did? Hahah)  So pleased that my ong twin has foun...

每個人 在每段關係 都有不同的角色 和相處模式  這是30歲之前 很重要的領悟

It was a ridiculous night of insomnia, consoling myself to hold it tgt, and eventually breaking down fearing that I may have an heart attack at the theme park  Even though dad and mum had less sleep than they should because of me going crazy  But so glad for them  So so so so so thankful for them 🥲

Want to also note down on how thankful I am of family and friends  Jovina for the ice skate treat and video (and rlly, just being around all the while)  Gen for the bright and pretty sunflowers that I keep turning to when I'm tired at work Joy for the spotify plaque on 幾分之幾 that made me squeal in excitement  Honhon for the haidilao turned dinner tempura softshell crab tendon treat hehe  Ni for the bbt and tempura sweet potato that hung outside my door for three hours before we returned lol Mok for gathering the girls for a surprise dinner the day after and them for coming from far away jurong woodlands and punggol  And all my lovely friends for remembering this otherwise just another day and sending me sweet notes that remind me of how precious the friendships are (especially LY:) made me beam so much haha) Not forgetting My uncle for the dinner buffet that made me so bloated I feel like puking  ...

我不知道我在鬱悶什麼 一個猜測是 我把生日分給了家人 - 爸爸 媽媽 外婆 舅舅  生日前後又分給了朋友們 姑姑 等 好像一直隨著別人 忘了分給自己 重視自己的需求 但但但 那又怎樣呢   我想生日陪著父母 做什麼真的不重要 何況我一直都在做自己想做的 這幾天跟著別人的喜好也沒什麼  怎麼又覺得委屈了呢 另外一提 生日前的綠燈真的在我頭上打了一巴掌 喚醒太自信太自大的我  你真的很好 但真的也沒那麼好  那故事也一樣

On the first day of 29yo I'm back to my pre-weight loss weight 🙈🙈🙈 OK  This is for reallllll DIETING STARTS FROM TODAY  前陣子真的太放肆了  三十之前 把健康飲食做到！！ Can't believe my first 29yo post is abt this 🤦‍♀️ On a side note  A newborn is brought to the world today into the hands of lovely and kind 佼哥  What a good news to know that a new baby will grow up to become another kind being 🥰

What do I want people to remember me for when I'm gone?  Kind Filial  Sweet Bubbly Cheery  Positive  Full of ideas  Lives in her own world  Like none other  Weird  Cares for others  Capable  Always tries Daddy & Mummy's Girl  But really, Why do I even bother about anyone if I'm gone  The only ones that matter  Never judge And I never leave  Love y'all ❤️ 👴👵👩👨👧

Feeling a little jittery  After all its seeing someone idk at all and all based on JL's few words lol  Hope I survive the next few hours and go back to my safe comfort home hahah  [UPDATE: I SURVIVED HAHA he ended up reminding me of uncle Alex so much hahah and JL sells without knowing her pdt sia all the misinformation LOL] On a side note  I'm so drained by the meetings even tho it has only been 3 days this week and things are supposedly going well Isit me isit me isit me  Am I the only one that's finding faults in the show  But if they aren't right then what's right  But how can they be definitely right when boss doesn't think it matters  Waiiiiiii  Truly not the time I feel best abt myself sigh  But IT WILL BE WELL DEAR WEI GOOOOO 🥰😘

她真的是敢死隊哈哈哈 沒滑過就說要玩 直到進去之前的幾分鐘前才怕 又死不放棄哈哈 Thanks for doing this w me!!  & making it a birthday treat for me awww And for encouraging me to go for film fest where I caught v nice tw shorts 姊姊 and  沒在聽我說話 😍😍😍

Been meeting up with people i love  People that I hold dearly in my hearts without realizing  Such that every conversation we have is a treasure to keep  So glad i learn to love and become more open about sharing moments of joy and happiness with them  Thankyou for loving me too dear friends  JOVINA, GEN, ESTHER, ANGELA & MY DEAR COLLEAGUES 🥰❤