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thankyou esther hong! for accompanying me ytd :P but i made her wait hahaha from the initial plan of 515, i extended it to 520, 525, 540, 545 then finally met her at 6 :P but that was cause after waiting for wentian to wait for ella, we had to wait for yanci, which we gave up waiting eventually hehe :P and something i misheard ytd from her mouth still makes me laugh much HAHA something abt Rg and esther's hair :P strokestroke :DDDDDDDDDDD E4's the nicest person cause he doesn't dao me but that's cause he dont even knw me HAHA the other two are evil cause they dao ): haha had fun irritating wentian when she was having a headache with the cooperation of yanci then ella hahahaha :D and had a small talk with shimei :D i like that hehe tmr and tmrtmr is going to be tough staying awake. kaleidoscope (guitar), homa meeting, cll, bikehike, and after hike on fri, i have hist proj meeeting jiayoujiayouuuuu

watched kidnapper :) i think it's niceeeee! i cried from the start till the end due to all the torturing of the kid T.T and the father's desperateness T.T and phyllis quek and her daughter T.T baaaaa it's a freaking good show but there's only ~15 ppl watching with me incl my parents in the whole cinema hahaha then i came across this horrrrrible scene near my grandma's house. there's two cats, one was screaming (they were going to catfight i think :/) then a dog came over and barked at the cats then the cat ran across the road that i was about to cross AHF!%!$!!#! then i was nearly going crazy alr then i looked at the garbage collection centre and saw his freaking rat jumping down from the garbage truck and running across in the centre damnnnnnnn i totally screwed and grabbed my parents walking away at a veryveryfast pace and my dad was like saying there's going to be a bruise alr cause i clutched too tightly then ): suddenly cried again cause i was too tense...

This is from Homa Treasurer - Wenxin's blog This post will be bookmarked so that it can serve as motivation if and when I feel demoralized or exhausted. Ms K sorta gave us a talk after the assembly on tuesday and it was really like a wake-up call, a reality check. And a much needed one too. "Pain is momentary, pain is temporary, gain is forever, your RESULTS are forever." And though I feel that teachers can really make a difference, I guess she's right in saying that results are not dependent on teachers. If we want it bad enough, we will find a way no matter how tough. Her aim for us - 50% or more distinctions in history. My aim - Make sure I am in the 50%. Time to wake up wake up wake up, full speed ahead. so motivational! especially the RESULTS ARE FOREVER and HISTORY DISTINCTIONS part but it's abit weird, cause we don't really knw each other hahaha i only rmb her knowing that i'm xiaowei from 5C11 on the homa cny yusheng day during clear up surprisingl...

i cant imagine what it would be like in j2 ): 群體生活中沒有“我”，只有“我們”； 但在 現實生活中，只有“我”，沒有“我們”。 “情”，其實吹彈可破， 只有傻人才以它為重。 這些，都只是一時的靈感... E49Rg :) range of g ): idk how much of these memories would be left after schooling days but even if i happen to forget everything else, i'm pretty sure i won't forget E49Rg sort of thing and those who go crazy with me even if it's booos instead of YAYs and some bearbear and bigbears and specs etc cause it's something that went on for actually 2-3 years O.o hahaha though it's all for fun :) but they (excl animals) will be out of sight next year ): it really makes ppl/me ): that all the snrs would be gone next year ): ): ): me dont like ): somehow, all this are sparked off by today's career talks o.o

the freaking corn in my toe has caused a whole patch of swollen flesh and it's freaking pain nowwww what if my toe can never be the same anymore ): i feel damn T.T when i thought i have to file it imagine filing your flesh ffffffffffffffffff it's damn pain and T.T liaozhai was a pleasant trip :) and sugianto! :D

pure venting of anger, goodbyeeeee i am fucking pissed by my righthand fingernails. it took me three to four months to let it grow grow and grow till its finally at this optimum length then shit shit it is chipping offff! then great job! all my nails are gone first the middle finger, which IS impt got so short that it cant be used and it's fucking not growing then the fourth, which WASNT impt, but IMPT now since there's chords wtf then i was cutting/trimming the other nails then i screwed my index, and it suddenly chipped WTF and index happens to be this VERY IMPT finger wl damn fucked up so i got very pissed and cut off my nails on my thumb and pinky since they are LONG and NOT IMPT fuck shit #!%!#$!#$^!#&#^$&!!#!#&%*!@(#^&$*(^&%^&@#%^R&!#/4235^&* so now, i have no nails that is long enough for guitar and these nails happen to be for better guitarplaying on concert so i prepared the nails for months, and at this final month of the concert prep, ...

i'm looking forward to career day cause got jiafa from 933 :D hahahaha but honestly speaking, i cant rmb what i signed up for alr other than 933 hahaha

变化 Derrick Hoh @ Impresario 2010 Grand Finals 06-03-10 besttttt song of his :D

hongki@ftisland concert he's soooooooo cute! watch watch watch jeremy with his banana :D & FTISLAND wakeuphongki band hahaha

thank you for everything :) YESTERDAY i got owned by 158 bus driver i thought the prev bus just passed so i went to wait for bus at the opposite bus stop with qianting and tinjun then who the hell knws that the next bus was like earlyyyyyyyy so i saw the bus and got very #!%!#$!%!#%#!%%! then we started laughing at my misfortune but the bus driver wanted to stop to wait for me though i didnt go over at the end lol and he, nicely gave me a yay hand signal but sticking his hand out of the bus driver window O.O LOL i was like totally ownnnnned hahaha YESTERDAY i nearly died i was crossing back to my own bus stop half way when it was green light and ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM a car just drove right pass me and i was like stuuuuned O.O LOL i went into a state of shock & mindblockage then i cross again while turning back to see tinjun pointing at that car that zoooomed pass then i realised that I NEARLY DIED and QIANTING & TINJUN & 158 PPL NEARLY WITNESSED MY DEATH IN A CAR ACCIDENT BY...

just finished 文学手札 first holiday work done :) watched some show just now then got this hunk go catch frog/toads he's nice cause he feels bad cause the frog/toads that he caught got sent to slaughter ): so sad right yanyunnnn - me never say elit bad me say our actions in dhs bad haha cannot analyse still elit student hmm

星之葬 - 余光中 浅蓝色的夜溢进窗来 夏斟得太满 萤火虫的小宫灯做着梦 梦见唐宫 梦见追逐的轻罗小扇 梦见另一个夏夜 一颗星的葬礼 梦见一闪光的伸延与消灭 以及你的惊呼 我的回顾 和片刻的愀然无语 i dont actually understand what this poem is, but i like the title hahaha and the last sentence. 明天以後 泳兒, 林峯 canto version chinese 在你的记忆里面有一个我 在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过 难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦 在你的面前 我不必保留 还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动 你的好 你的坏 我的脾气你最懂 我不要你心疼我(我不要你离开我) 明天的以后我们会懂 失恋的挫折让人变更成熟 我对你 感觉胜过爱情 因为有你 给我勇气 给我用不完的运气 其实也想好好爱你 只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心(我不怕会伤心) 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起 最后看你在别人怀里 有天我会找到我的唯一 (我并不是你的唯一) 还微笑祝福你 爱情总让人折磨 所以我们才选择 做比情人更好的朋友 交響夢 蘇打綠 i like how 蘇打綠's songs are so special and out of the norm :)

JEREMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LEE HONGKI! maaaaaan. he's so cuteeeeeeee FTISLAND :D

i realised no matter how long or how unconcerned we seem, there's just the sense of belonging that makes you care for it not that it's me, but just realised it as smth that's happening generally. that's why 一日__，终身__. up to you to fill in the blanks :) Ponyo :)

本來有點難過 因為對自己有些失望 :( 但回到這裡， 看到模范棒棒堂&下一站，幸福 有讓我會心一笑 :) 可能我有點笨但 謝謝 棒棒堂:)

看到好一些人正說這“下一站，幸福” 小樂，外星人爸爸，慕橙，花拓也，花田喜事，花癡心 :( 重看模范棒棒堂09年 好想念底迪聚集在節目的日子 而他們給我的歡樂， 讓我能夠遠離種種的壓力和難過 但現在重看 也還是不停地笑哈哈哈:D busy week ahead with only one full day to mug! busy term after hols :/

i'm thankful for guides for it has made me more useful as compared to some ppl who only knows how to push the jobs to others.

J.K. Rowling Speaks at Harvard Commencement from Harvard Magazine on Vimeo . JK Rowling @ Harvard. found the above video on shimei's blog and felt o.o inspired? actually it wasn't really that inspiring just found that authoritarian regime isn't fun at all democracy has its flaws, but authoritarian has more flaws. those people, there are certainly born in the wrong place and deprived of a chance to make a choice. play badminton with xintian again :D haha perspired quite a lot but dont knw if it's due to badminton or laughing hahaha and she's riiiiiight. we're using alot more chinese 四字成语 these days and basically, i'm using (speaking&typing) in more chinese these days too cause muni said that she realised that i'm trying to speak more chinese for cll hahaha :D and angela/muni hid my wallet todayyyyy but the smart yanci made a smart guess and ruined angela's plans yay LOL

my mum has made 啞巴吃黃連 (有苦說不出) into 苦瓜吃黃梨 HAHAHA i was thinking so what about 苦瓜吃黃梨 and how 苦瓜 吃黃梨 then she was saying something 苦 and i was thinking how 黃梨 knows it's 苦 when it cant even eat hahaha till she heard from my dad that it's 苦瓜吃黃梨 then had a great laugh LOL nicholas - i got elit talent hehe but :( bad thing

As quoted from DM Mr Teo Things start to sink in Departure of a friend and mentor is inminent. feelings are mixed, sad for the departure but happy for him. Monday, November 16, 2009 情，缘，梦 说一说最近几个星期，令我感动的两件事; 它们都有一个共同点，那就是“情”， 真情流露，情系这个大家庭。 在PEA Year 4 的campfire, 节目和游戏非常简单， 在司仪的搞笑台词中， 在幻灯片的照片里， 在歌曲的字里行间， 伴随着音乐的旋律中， 带出的是一种温馨， 勾勒出的是一页页的回忆。 是呀! 四年了， 这四年的酸甜苦辣， 个中滋味， 尽在不言中。 在“总舵主”的欢送会上， 被学生所呈现的节目打动， 不喧哗，不取宠， 有的是真心诚意。 “总舵主”的告别词里， 体现了他那不卑不亢的思维， 和他那虚怀若谷的胸襟， 也流露出他对学校的这份“情”， 他的不舍。 有好多次，眼眶泛红， 有好几次，偷偷拭泪。 相识是一种“缘”， 珍惜是因为这份“情", 让这份情缘薪火相传地延续， 应该是我们共同的”梦“。 你们说是吗？ 你们愿意吗？ 惜福呀！ Posted by chowe at 8:33 AM 0 comments Links to this post and the most recent one Of course, there is my deep disappointment and sadness which i shared with the SH (which kindaf affected my sleep, but at least i let them know my feelings). I have more to share but well, ... i shall rest this case and it is time for all of us to "think, think, think" and "reflect, reflect, reflect" before we "do, do, do...

brain dead now ): the best :) damn funny even my mum laughed hahaha 野獸:D fuck stop creating barriers you're being an ass screwed my happy night fuck you all go away from my life

小小彬扛下沉重的收視率，也未免太超過 ): 小樂 someone said that 讓兒童失去他們應有的童年是錯的 但讓有天賦的小孩擁有童年更錯。 但，一個孩子， 又為甚麼需要肩負大人才承擔得起的責任和壓力？ 讓他開心自由地發展才能， 才是對他們最公平的做法 因為，童年的快樂、純真， 只有一次，不是嗎？

we may have been evil we may have been real suckers we may have been disrespectful shits but i shall try to change soon. but but but. i still have to say, i miss mr sng and the good old times. 时间能改变一切， 也能让思念减退。

從高處重重跌下，比起原地跌倒，更痛、更難受 i like the times when i know that my efforts didn't go to waste but it feels really much worse when you realise that the next paper you took, is a total opposite of your first paper. that, causes much much much more pain. i'm one of those who run away from problems and mourn over the issue without taking any action to rectify it's a wroooooooong solution to problems. A winner trust herself to be able to do it before she does it and i shall trust myself to be capable of completing the job :) 今年的一開始， 我帶著平常心開始學習 對於成敗都肯虛心接受。 但，一次的成功， 讓我得到短暫的喜悅， 卻讓我開始害怕失敗的到來 讓得失心再次佔領我的思緒 只期望， 疲憊時的我還能盡可能做到最好 而休息以後的我，可以再次提起精神， 應對接下來的挑戰。 ah i feel so bad to seeeeeting ):

i just realised some facts of life. ziying june selina tricia lihui junting and eunice came back for guides cny reunion and and and, time passed o.o the juniors would find them as some old seniors that we once view other seniors as even though to us, they are just two years older. we're no longer sec1/2, and they are no longer sec3/4s. all of us had progressed, even if we do not want to. from tanjongrhu, where we always ran teh field while they screamed at us to run faster from the canteen, (and i always have this guilty hope to trip and fall over a root haha) to the times in mtsinai, where we ran from parade square to the third floor and classrooms to the hall. times were fun for me (now that i think of it) even though i bet the seniors always feel like strangling us for being so nua :) all these memories shall be my motivation in life and it would be the events that ring in my head as i continue my path towards As and napfa "the seniors can, so could you". this have bee...

things may not be what we see on the surface. i'm afraid of low scores and all these alvl results thing make me wonder what it would be if i achieve low grades, which i most probably would if i dont work hard. i told myself that when my results are released in march 2012, i'll have my results slip on the board. but once again, it's not that easy. consistency! and i have to start from nowwww. everyone wants the best for themselves and we have put in effort to achieve the best but the problem is, we never know if the effort is sufficient for distinctions. i trust that dunman high people wants full distinctions and we would put in our 'best' but why is it that results still turn out to be unexpected? is a levels really tooo hard for us to score? or is it the idea of being in a "top 5 school" making us too complacent? sadly, the so called 'top5 school', is only dunman high (junior high) being in the same family for 6 years is a boon but being unable to...

jenn - hehe i found it toooo :D 米修米修 爸爸 爸爸 你收到訊號了嗎 請宇宙PUPU來接我回去吧 OVER :D so cuteeee 長大了的我們，都變成勢利之人。

若人性本善，那為何惡從古至今都沒有離開過人世？

:D it's the end alr ): and it's a coooool show with cute ppl hahaha 慕橙&光晞 光晞&慕橙&小樂 慕橙&小樂 外星人爸爸&小樂 小樂:D 我以為 － 品冠 (下一站，幸福 插曲) 修杰楷 主演 :D 孫權 :D