pure venting of anger, goodbyeeeee
i am fucking pissed by my righthand fingernails.
it took me three to four months to let it grow grow and grow
till its finally at this optimum length
then shit shit it is chipping offff!
then great job!
all my nails are gone
first the middle finger, which IS impt
got so short that it cant be used
and it's fucking not growing
then the fourth, which WASNT impt, but IMPT now
since there's chords wtf
then i was cutting/trimming the other nails
then i screwed my index,
and it suddenly chipped WTF
and index happens to be this VERY IMPT finger
wl damn fucked up
so i got very pissed
and cut off my nails on my thumb and pinky
since they are LONG and NOT IMPT
fuck shit #!%!#$!#$^!#&#^$&!!#!#&%*!@(#^&$*(^&%^&@#%^R&!#/4235^&*
so now,
i have no nails that is long enough for guitar
and these nails happen to be for better guitarplaying on concert
so i prepared the nails for months, and at this final month of the concert prep,
IT'S ALL GONE.
fuck.
and throughout these months, these nails are a fucking hinderance to my piano playing
damn you.
so now that i got it all cut,
you nails can REGROW at the same pace while i enjoy piano without kiaq kiaq kiaq sounds
and hopefully, concert wouldnt have ended when you are long enough.
though dear middle finger, you are making a fucking slow proress in the past two weeks
i sound like so spoilt shit brat
but i feel so !#!#$!$!^&*#(%!#$^!#&$!%$^!
cause it's like i realllllly paid attention to my nails
and they happen to screw me up at such a time
all hopes for good and nice nails dashed for the concert
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
ohwellllll maybe i'm just sick and tired of facing so much more stuff that's coming up
and i realised that i had signed up for too many things to screw myself up
have a good night
bye.
EDIT
WTF. I THINK I GOT FUCKING CHEATED BY TEH SCHOOL/933
THERE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE JIAFA FOR CAREER DAY
AND TEH SPEAKER IS ONLY WEIBING
WHEREEE ISSSSS JIAFA???
SHITASS I GOT FUCKING CHEATED.
THIS DOESNTTTTT HELP D:
i'm still hoping to see jiafa on that day :)
AND I HAVE TO RUN TO EVERYWHERE ON THAT DAY
AUDI -> LT 2 -> LT 1 -> LT4
AND WHAT IF NO ONE WITH ME TO THE TALKS D:
SO EMOOOO
kay i found yanci and wentian
thats some consolation :)
i'm just giving myself a night for rattling and complaining @ minor stuff
i am fucking pissed by my righthand fingernails.
it took me three to four months to let it grow grow and grow
till its finally at this optimum length
then shit shit it is chipping offff!
then great job!
all my nails are gone
first the middle finger, which IS impt
got so short that it cant be used
and it's fucking not growing
then the fourth, which WASNT impt, but IMPT now
since there's chords wtf
then i was cutting/trimming the other nails
then i screwed my index,
and it suddenly chipped WTF
and index happens to be this VERY IMPT finger
wl damn fucked up
so i got very pissed
and cut off my nails on my thumb and pinky
since they are LONG and NOT IMPT
fuck shit #!%!#$!#$^!#&#^$&!!#!#&%*!@(#^&$*(^&%^&@#%^R&!#/4235^&*
so now,
i have no nails that is long enough for guitar
and these nails happen to be for better guitarplaying on concert
so i prepared the nails for months, and at this final month of the concert prep,
IT'S ALL GONE.
fuck.
and throughout these months, these nails are a fucking hinderance to my piano playing
damn you.
so now that i got it all cut,
you nails can REGROW at the same pace while i enjoy piano without kiaq kiaq kiaq sounds
and hopefully, concert wouldnt have ended when you are long enough.
though dear middle finger, you are making a fucking slow proress in the past two weeks
i sound like so spoilt shit brat
but i feel so !#!#$!$!^&*#(%!#$^!#&$!%$^!
cause it's like i realllllly paid attention to my nails
and they happen to screw me up at such a time
all hopes for good and nice nails dashed for the concert
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
ohwellllll maybe i'm just sick and tired of facing so much more stuff that's coming up
and i realised that i had signed up for too many things to screw myself up
have a good night
bye.
EDIT
WTF. I THINK I GOT FUCKING CHEATED BY TEH SCHOOL/933
THERE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE JIAFA FOR CAREER DAY
AND TEH SPEAKER IS ONLY WEIBING
WHEREEE ISSSSS JIAFA???
SHITASS I GOT FUCKING CHEATED.
THIS DOESNTTTTT HELP D:
i'm still hoping to see jiafa on that day :)
AND I HAVE TO RUN TO EVERYWHERE ON THAT DAY
AUDI -> LT 2 -> LT 1 -> LT4
SO EMOOOO
kay i found yanci and wentian
thats some consolation :)
i'm just giving myself a night for rattling and complaining @ minor stuff
