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My two important friends birthday this month :) Angela's surprise at expo w all of us present! (Check out the pandora that we bought after she said we were misers tsk hahahah) Birthday steamboat at Esther's with her quite yummy bday cake haha Thanks for inviting and organizing esther, Sarah and kimchamzx! 在這不應落葉卻到處是落葉的季節 只希望大家都是快樂的 :)

每個人的價值觀點不同 所以我們怎麼能為別人的行為下標題 好多人能夠在舞台上發光發熱 好多人更是為了大眾犧牲貢獻 我們那麼平凡 又憑什麼批評或質疑 你有什麼資格 你又自以為是什麼

阿嬤❤️ 這麼久以來，阿嬤受苦了， 總躺在床上，說不了話， 但今天，在經過了手術和持續的抽蓄 我終於看到了她較清醒的時候 「阿嬤！」 這句話總會換來無聲或小聲的「啊 」 但今晚，這聲「啊」的回應是清楚有力的 最後「阿嬤，吃！」也換來了回應 「要去吃嗎？」 「不要」 那一面向我的臉孔，回應我的這幾句簡單的福建話 我是幸運的 更是萬分激動的☺️

下雨天，在巴士上 當外面的冷空氣開始轉化成霧氣來將窗口覆蓋 你舉起手，抹一抹窗口 你看到的是那巴士外面的世界 還是只看到鏡子中模糊的自己 Hakuna Matata :') 

夢想之所以偉大 是因為就算我們被打倒在地 被摔得偏題鱗傷 我們都會繼續往它前進 因為也只有它才會給我們動力 讓我們精彩地活下去

Excerpts of 狂熱 在這個急於立碑的城市 誰不誰更無恥 關我屁事 卻忘了所有新都來自舊 就算偶爾受傷 打直腰桿堅強 因為受過了傷 自由才有光芒

There's nothing that I want to say actually  Just thought I could leave a footprint  And say hi to all my friends who's here  Thanks for concerning about me And considering tht you know this place  I'm sure we have been old friends  See you soon! 😊 電話被 reboot Apps都沒了 要重新load 所以只load了一些 而這時發現 以前記憶存檔不足卻無法刪除的apps 都不重要了 因為已經不在 所以 不重要了 因為已經不在 所以 被遺忘了

im definitely gonna start reading the last chapter for the quiz later soon but just let me jot this down monday-tuesday was a roller coaster ride for me cause of my laptop was really worried and upset coupled w other issues but when i rushed to sch in the early morning and saw this aunty who was cleaning (just to finish this hehe) so i went up hoping that she has keys to the classroom and (thankfully!) she's actually the one who picked up my laptop when she cleaned up the class she even offered to bring me to the security post where she passed the laptop to when i was clueless where she's referring to awwww but i eventually rmbed and didn't need her to lead me all the way there but that's so nice of her - to not keep the laptop, to bring to the security, to offer to bring me there so so so thankful :D (and dear parents, thanks so much for putting up w my nonsense when i was frantic, many apologies as well :)) and volunteering was sweet hehe not only did ...

就這樣 在找尋電腦的過程中 爸媽又對了😅

I left my laptop in school :( Gosh I can't believe how dumb I am to nt realise it till I'm home And now I can't get it back and all I can do is to panic and worry And I may not hve it back even if I go to sch at 8 tmr to be the first to go into the class What if no one uses that room gosh I'm gonna stay there the whole day till someone opens it Shit shit shit shit shit Stomach upset headache hungry and end up with this worst piece of news Freak :( Scrolled the list of contacts And realise there isnt any one that I can call or text abt this Cause I'm so unsure if they have time for me And parents are annoyed at my impatient monday 8pm self So I can only whine here And end up with no solutions at the end of the day

hehe the stlca voting just started and it's quite a :) to see your works up on it the chances of winning are rlly slim, cause there's one w over a hundred votes alr but in any case, i didn't participate to win i just grabbed an avenue for me to try out so, if you happen to see it, and have anything to say about it, please tell me :) so that i'll knw whether it's good, or whr else is it that i can improve on hehe goshokayactuallyimfeelingabitshywithmyworks kay, the link is here: http://photo.renren.com/photo/600898974/album-969278339 and my works are 老頭子的年少, 配角, 老伴啊, 流失於指尖的 hehe i think an account is required though sigh pie, so anw if you happen to have an account on renren haha if not then i'll prob post it here when i no longer feels awkz/shy about this hahaha yay :) WHICH REMINDS ME rageeeeeeeee my hotmail got hacked :( i think i can't access my hotmail account anymore :( what if someday i cant access here also gosh i'll be da...

Okay so I met Kimberley last tues at utown and I had a free dinner hehehe Then she showed me her Taiwan photos gosh gosh gosh I wanna go so much that even looking at photos make me excited And I gave her a matcha cake that has been out fr 8 hours when it should be refrigerated after 2 hours haha HAPPY TWENTYFIRST BIRTHDAY KIMBERLEYCHAMMMM :D Then met Moktard Angela Sam and Muni for steamboat on fri! Muni was late for an hour so we ended up arriving at 9pm without helping to prepare the food Sigh still ended up waiting even after strategically telling her to meet 15mins before the time I'll reach lol But then haha I saw Vincent, as in 4C vincent not my boss ._., when I was waiting! So anw we had a yummy steamboat despite our regular quarrels when angela kept shooting ppl ard, constant stirring of our mok-sam-yanci r/s, the moment I thought Angela's gonna pour hot soup on my hand, and when muni thought Angela's gonna spray perfume in her face lol Met ...

阿嬤回家了 我幾乎不敢直視她的傷口 只敢用餘角偷看 鼻酸難過 痛她痛到顫抖時更是怕 怕她知道怕她難過和害怕 今天才發現我是阿嬤最後一個養大的孩子 也是她眼中最乖的孫子 是榮幸也是珍貴 比起客廳全家福中的她可能不再一樣 可是在我的心中 我只記得疼我照顧我的阿嬤 ：）

一會兒過後 阿嬤就要動手術 切除兩根大腳趾 :( 好痛 好為她心痛 躺在那裡 她無法決定 我們甚至不知道她是否懂得她就要動手術 不知道她是否會怕會難過 我好怕截肢等事情 怎麼能看得雲淡風輕 是自己的話 我們會有多麼的掙扎和痛苦 真的會很痛很難受 爸爸還在醫院陪著阿嬤 他要怎麼安撫她 怎麼面對什麼都不能做的她 他的心大概會比她更痛 :(

除夕@牛车水 went to chinatown to squeeeeeeeeze hehehe our annual routine that i love, but my parents always sweat and fear hehe and home at 2plus, slept at 4! 初一 started visiting at 2pm hahaha love how our cny always start so late hehe  similar to past year, dad's side, then mum's side 初二@春到河畔 this is when things start to go wrong prob cause i kept whining/asking abt why we visit extended extended relatives,  dad kept to himself when aunt visited extended relatives so he was super quiet and irritated when we went to walk to hongbao river  it was... just a bad trip shrugs at least it ended on a positive note when we went to watch the lion men w aunt phew 初三 started off well, but ended on a super super super bad note :( i had to stay home to do my work, which were due on sun night and mon so my dad decided that i shld stay home then my mum decided that she shall stay home w me to cook me dinner and kaboom cold war started :(...

21 Things Introverts Are Tired of Hearing  http://www.buzzfeed.com/adamdavis/things-introverts-are-tired-of-hearing hahaha this is super relatable :D:D