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人太好 並不好 差一點 又害了自己 應該讀書應該睡 但卻什麼都做不了 頭腦有點亂 有點煩 有點想念 有點思念   剛寫了一封信 希望星期一记得寄出 hehe  想念

我好想你 好想你 却不漏痕迹 The song keeps ringing in my head I got to get it down :')

爸爸常說我太情緒化， 但感性應該不是件壞事吧？ 假使我真的認識我自己， 那我覺得我是個 需要時能夠堅強撐過困難 但回歸自我時 我還是會想哭就哭想笑想笑 而我不覺得這有什麼不對 為什麼突然說這個？ 因為我在看青峰搞笑talking的片段後 又可以在下一秒被歌詞弄得流淚 瘋了嗎？可能吧 但我覺得這種生活 滿快樂的 吳青峰 這首歌詞，是在北京機場，等待登機時寫的。一開始想要寫的是，離別的兩個人，各自想心裡想著對方，相同卻矛盾的心情。寫著寫著，就覺得，不如讓它變成一個人的自言自語好了，心裡的兩個自己在反覆糾結。你是你，同時也是我。

我好想你，好想你，卻欺騙自己 聽青峰唱這首歌 真的不一樣，真的會痛 連聽者都聽得揪心，歌者的痛到底是有多麼痛徹心扉

long time since i filled this space with my memories so here goes ^^ so, xiaowei has been studying ;) hehehe *claps* keep it up! and really glad to have joyce as my study partner cause she's so motivated and bothers to remind me to study when i stare into space haha so we went to klp starbucks for the past two wednesdays, and her house for last thursday not quite sure if they are productive study sessions, but i'm sure it's definitely more than what i would do at home haha anw yeap, go go go! :D and ... feels occupied, but knows not why prob it's the recency effect lol anyway here are the things that i can rmb :) met ly for lunch at deck on friday :D and went to her hall to rest lol haha and we realised that was our first lunch tgt (like just the two of us) after so many years haha since sec1 when we were p4 guides ^^ and here's her bear with long-legs that stays with her in hall :) then met gr8 kids ^^ hehe could have been full attendance but mok...

似乎 只有家人会长久 因为即使爱情 也是需要时间 相处久后 变成亲情 才会永远地被记在心上 否则 只不过是 年少轻狂时的几个月时间 这是 看完 电影 thatgirlinpinafore 的感触

Flag Prize Presentation and... 5 out of 5 awards for Business! Total clean sweep! :D Certificate of Achievement (Gold) Improvement of at least 20%  Best Improvement (Absolute amount) Best Improvement (Percentage) President's Shield for Flag Lovely time spent with Flaggies and here's the wonderful end to our Flag journey!! :D School started spent half of my econs lecture yawning ._. but seems interesting hehe :D marketing, gosh open your mouth and class part we can do this keep an open mind go! :D

and I enjoyed it :) watched That Girl In Pinafore 我的朋友 我的同学 我爱过的一切 with parents and gosh it was so so so good i love the song and i love the ending  it was so tear-jerking for me that my sleeves were wet after the show  but dad doesn't like it cause he was expecting it to be more xinyao-related but i love it :D totally recommending it to all spore/chinese song lovers :)  even if you are not, give it a try too hehe but go in without expectations, and you'll feel mind-blown when you are out of the cinema hehe totally in love with the movie's soundtrack with all the remade 新谣 songs :D went for the office's dinner and woots damn good food haha yumyum  but it ended quite late o.o hahaha anw nice end to the holidays with superb music :) First day of school tomorrow... GO XIAOWEI 加油!! 

National Day! Watched parts of it as I was kinda helping out to make katsudon during family gathering and watched the part when the national anthem was played :D got super touched when they featured Mr LKY on TV at then he must be so so so proud that his baby has emerged so successful after 48 years it's definitely his work and sacrifices of many other of his peers :) had lunch w dad/mum after visiting my granddad at the temple and tada singapore local delights! prawn mee, satay, rojak, sugarcane juice and soyabean-grassjelly mix :D and mum bought 4 packs of tissue at $1 from the uncle hehe little money but i hope it will help lessen his workload or sth :) Happy Birthday dear Singapore :D Met the gr8 kids yesterday night after flag counting! so so so thankful that they were willing to wait fr me cause i was late fr 4 hours :/ it was a really short catchup time but may there be another one to come soon before sub flies off again :) really missed you guys!

The past week has simply been... BIZ FLAG :D wanted to write one whole post on bizflag but realised i don't really have to, cause it has all been recorded in my weekly updates hehe :D anwanw! packed the welfare bags from nussu on saturday w chelsea, sean & jiayan lovely bags with pepero, 8days etc, in addition to our isotonic drinks & breadroll :D then stayed over from sunday onwards :) here's my mum's sweet little salad gift for my dinner on the first 2013 stay-in of mine haha super yummy :D:D And look at what we do during stayover lol was supposed be working but 3 of us had nothing to work on so we started watching dramas while sean worked on his script fr rag talk haha helped out by showing slides for rag's cors talk but my computer hanged fr the first time as i was trying to mail out the flag video :( but anw anw! here's the awesome flag video! :D helped out at rag after we were done w flag at 2am haha worked till 430am b...

Hehe updates for this week using my computer before I send it to repair, and not knowing if it is gonna come back today, or a few days later Met Sam and Moktard for lunch @ Saveur & icecream @ MarbleSlab hehe nice cheap lunch and glad I spent time catching up with them :) Wrote postcards to each other at the end of the meeting, and man I really miss yall! :) Stay strong guys and we will get some quality time together again :D Monday was the final Homemakers' session! Glad things wrapped up well, though hiccups occurred here and there :/ Hope we really benefited them in a way or another :) Here's a tray of red velvet cupcakes made by them! Then I met Kim & LY for lunch! hahaha so dumb we wanted to avoid bugis cause we have been there too often, but ended up going back to Bugis after meeting at Bedok .____. hehehe oh man miss yall so much :D it's not really about things that we catch up about but more like how we talk and the stupid random things that we say j...