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ESTHERHONGIEEEEEEEEE! the cuteeeeeeeee side of esther ♥ great memories with you! 6 years with you in guides and in guitar :) HAPPPPPPPPY BIRRRRRRRRRRRTHDAY LOVELY ESTHERHONGIE!♥ 我很开心，文学手札成了我泄愤的管道， 成了真正因为文学而存在的手札， 摆脱“功课”的身份和对我的包袱， 它，成了我能倾诉的精神朋友 :) on ang's birthday, we had a dinner at macs, thanks to the huge jam from rpcc to our school and the locked music atrium haha :) thanks for waiting, the birthday girl then :) had loads of fun and relaxing moments of laughter that was hard to get during school time great getaway on that night :) btw... xinyi told me a superduper gooooood newwwwws :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD LOLLIPOP-F'S COMING SINGAPORE IN APRIIIIIIL!!!!!!!! omg can you believe it???!?!?!?! i thought they will never come D: WOOOHOOOOOO LOLLIPOOOOOOOOOOOP :D I MUUUSTMUSTMUSTMUST GO FOR AT LEAST ONE EVENT EVEN IF I'M HAVING 5 TESTS THAT WEEK WHEEEEEE SHAKEHANDS SAY HELLO AH THEY ALL SO CUTEEEEEEE! BANGBANGTANGGGGGGGGG ♥

i'm impressed by how one-size-fits-all kind of cookie cutter policies tend to fail, for it makes perfect sense that nothing is the same, problems, humans, they can never be exactly identical.

跟妈妈谈完后， 我突然觉得好累。 这段日子，我过着好多没日没夜的生活， 24小时，却只依靠短暂的2或3小时来养足一整天的精神。 一天还好，两天也罢，但三天、四天、甚至一星期， 这样子还是正常的吗？ 我不知道我到底在忙什么，更不知道为什么而忙。 承诺这个，陷入那个， 在课业都顾不及的情况下， 我到底为了什么让自己更加无谓地忙碌， 直至现在，生活作息颠倒，事事却都顾全不得？ 顿时发现折断时期的生活原来没以前容易， 我突然觉得累了... 突然想放弃了... 突然厌倦这种生活了... 突然... 只想开始逃避了。

i have never experienced situation of "forever friends" and have since believed that relationships are bound to lose its importance in time to come. perhaps such touching scenario happens not only in cartoons, but in reality, let's all just treasure the times we have with each other now, disregarding if friends are forever or momentary companions :) this is admist studying of indoneia's military notes and yes, it's the start of it all. how to finish it + complete the essay? answer is, burn the midnight oil that i've been burning for these recent days :) JIAYOU :D

short note before i leave for maths/econs(budget). guess what? Rg IS CUTTEEETTM!!!! :D aww. this is after a fb visiting ;) cutettttttm esp now that he's gone aww D: and stuck on an island D: jiayou E49Rg! coolkidsftw! downdowndowndowndowndowndown, simple job for them! :D LOL i'm maaaaad. NICE VIDEO WITH NICE GUY ^^ his sad expressions really make ppl go awww LOL

if you climb, you will reach the peak. if you look at the peak, you'll never reach it. -Ms K. the sleeping habit starts to attack evident by me dozing off during lessons over the past 3 days. must be the accumulation of deprived sleep last week :/ anyway, yesterday was the best day of 2011 till now :) PE - running 2 rounds was so much more comfortable with ytd's weather and timing was 4:02. even though i had to run 1 more round, i didn't felt that lethargic :) Math tutorial - Mr Loh was in his humorous self that we all missed since term 4 last year :) really appreciate his willingness to sacrifice one tutorial to go through concept of vectors :) along with all stupid reactions of our class like shoving mr loh away (ahem muni), the one hour filled with laughter brought all the energy back to me :) though it wasn't much but somehow, happyhappy :) today, we went to the staff room to claim payments, we met mr john wu and ms huda talking so as mr wu made his payment, i asked...

i wanna sayyyyyyyyyyyyy, thankyou truckloads kimberleycham :D even though we never had a chance to talk for long due to our vastly different timetable and subject combinations, short talks with you somewhat spurred me into accepting an alternative way of thinking about troubled issues :) thanks for the multiple no of help you gave me whenever required over these 3-going-to-4 years too :) lastly, this may be the last year you're gonna spend without a valentine for your new fringe makes you so much more approachable ^^ onemorepersonnnnnnn, hengly :D even though we always seem to be smacking and bullying each other but it's really fun whenever you're around :) hahaha really happy that we all three (with lh) have all grown out of just being patrolmates and that 4c guides just seem so fun and lovely with you people ard :) dont be sad when we bully you, it's just a way of telling you you're impt :) heh, in all, thanks for being here LY:) estherhongtooooooo you're like...

hey dear friends :) just wanna say, even though we seem to be this bunch of superficial friends that goes angry/upset when we say offensive comments, or excited/pleased when we exchange compliments, you guys never fail to send words of encouragements when i'm ill/down, and support me through sleep-deprived/work-undone moments :) you guys really made days easier to get by with moments of fun and laughter that amuses me when i'm bored like all the mispronunciation, happiness when another's late (and getting dropping of conduct letter), little comparisons when we get our results back, laughing at stupid comments/dreams (like wiping of biscuit crumbs), and the harmless backstabbing times when we got irritated hahaha happy friendship day and just wanna let you know, it has been great to have you guys around so lets create more sweet and joyous memories while coping with this homework-never-ends-hectic year of a levels prep :) bigbigbig loves, xiaowei :) PS just read an article a...

利益就像一個惡魔，在人類的自私心上猛烈地敲擊，盡可能地催破人與人之間的關係。 試問，有誰從來沒有被利益牽制、利用過呢？

wrote a little note for dear cliquexzsx when some ideas stroke me just now but i drafted it and will post it on friendship day itself :) shall attempt to take a clique photo to post in that note if not, i'll make do with the fb photos haha :) anw. wasted whole day cause i did not do a single piece of work which means nothing to show for tuition tmr dammmmmn :( eyes closing, irritated, getting a lil impatient to sleep but the rest are struggling too no matter what, this got me smiling for a while :) lollipop, never fails to make me smile when they can :) 因為他們是那麼地努力，那麼地為了夢想而努力。 我也要加油 :) first commitment ending in one week's time :) but second commitment is increasingly pressurising (guitar), then guides may pile up on it too. nevertheless, i pretty much enjoyed packing all the sweets for homa, shop ard for car washing stuff, and taking a breather from work, but there's a cost, a huge cost, that is all the undone work to be handed up on mon/tues/etc and the major undone tuitio...

i kind of like how i have to sign out of my dhsmail account to sign in here cause by clicking the "sign in as a different user" button, it feels like i'm signing out of my life as a student, and entering a life of my own where entries need not sound anything like essays, but simply texts for my own need and satisfaction :) ggggggggggpppppppp is such a mind boggling yet terribly worrying subject now :/ when kevin was saying we shld prac guitar whenever we are free right he is but then again, when are we ever free? (i'm not free now cause i have 2 work to be finished but i'm slacking for a few mins here hehe) guitar is of importance but all that comes to me when i'm free is read notes! and the notes never seem to end... as i was saying in the morning, i feel like dropping out of syf and everything cause the hours on wed seem so attractive for studying and catching up but i like the idea of putting in efforts with everyone for a common cause especially so for gui...

watched 新少林寺 and it's a greaaaaaaaaaaaat show :D got very touched by how the monks sacrificed for each other doing all they can to protect their home and people ah, all these words can't do the show any justice. just go watch it :D and it created so much more impact on me rgd the issue of 軍閥混戰 列強暗中操控 than 茶館 第二、三幕 did go watch it, cll peopleeee :D the 師兄s, even the 方丈, nicholastse and andylau, jackiechan are such cool souls :D the little girl 勝男 in the show is so cute and brave toooooo ah, nice nice show :D then again, i doubt i'll pass guitar auditions o.o

it had been a very fruitful and eventful chinese new year 2011 :) she found the motivation to stand up after my physiotherapist relatives helped her once. no longer that passive, she tells us to move away, to let her try standing by herself. that smile, that sense of achievement, and that long lost happiness :) not only herself, her optimism brought smiles to us all, including my granddad, who could only stand outside the room and admire his wife's new found determination. that scene itself, made the little trip there so worthwhile :) a first time experience of being hospitalised even for that short 2 hours was worth remembering too and, i can still remember how it feels like lying on the white bed with guitar songs running in my mind lol my first cny eve in hospital instead of chinatown chattering and shivering and having spasms at my grandma's house before going to A&E with temp of 39.9 degrees celcius. more details another time but i guess this trip really changed how i ...