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Alright so ytd was my lunar birthday, which my family gladly takes it as another opportunity to have good food hehe 😁 So while I camped at home to mug for the bsp paper,  my parents bought me a SALTED EGG CRAB and noodles from HOUSEOFSEAFOOD to go along w hard boiled eggs that my mum prepared woohoo  They lied and said it's from kallang airport haha but at first sight it just looked like pangxiezhijia's hehe  Then they only told me where it truly was from after I finished the finger lickin good crabbieeeeeee ^^  Hehe :D  And here It's a red packet that they gave me and I only realised these words behind the red packet after they left for grandma's house Probably overwhelmed with emotions from an unknowned source But I teared while I read their little words of blessings :') They are the ones who show me more love then I can ever have elsewhere, who provide me with the only reason to be brave and keep on going when life goes bad, ...

it's my cousin's twenty-first bday party today and i'm not at the party cause i'm home muggggggggging but weirdly, and unlike the other family events that i missed, by purpose or not, i feel bad for not going feels like i'm letting his parents down since i didn't turn up when i'm invited (am i?) but the thing is that we aren't even close in the first place yet perhaps, perhaps, it's this idea that he was possibly my first friend since we were only born 20 days apart and the fact that he nv held any bday party before that made me feel really bad for not going, and without prior notice to them oh right, but we probably hvnt talked in years (possibly 7yrs?) even though we meet at family gatherings on a regular, but not frequent, basis and today i'm rlly pressing for time to prep for monday's exam there are so many excuses for my absence yet i'm just feeling so bad about it i nearly walked out though, but with the stress of choos...

i've been a good girl studying finance at home and it's the most productive day EVER but i spent the whole morn/aftn redoing my fin cheat sheet so i'm still like. lagging :( but that's not the point what i want to say is staying home w 933 on for the whole day resulted in intense participation in their activities hahahaha sent in 3 msges for today to 1) play a game; 2) dedicate a song; 3) win a postcard and got none LOL but it's prob this cheap thrill that made me feel like it has been quite a fun day haha cheap thrill is a new phrase i learnt from jovina btw lol alright, back to doing my cheat sheet, or do the tutorial :) and this conflict on which to do first (when i have to do both eventually) made me turn to internet lol //okay got to correct what i just said haha i didn't win nothing lol i won stephanie sun's autographed postcard hahaha i hope they will mail it to me since they asked for my address then again, i can prob return 972 ...

LAST SCHOOL DAY OF SOPHOMORE YEAR TWOOOOOO :D  so before i went for my lasteverfinance class at eleven, family and i went for a bfast at kallang macs! haha couldn't do this for the past twelve weeks as i always had lessons at 8am hehe it's a one-third meal LOL (1/3 from dad's plate, 1/3 from mum's plate) and here's reeds fries! long time since i had it i think (to think that i bought it so many times in year 1 haha) but it was so much i threw some away shrugs anyway, the last day of school is a pretty good one hehe  though i didn't finish my fin tutorial (can't do boo) but we completed our fin proj after class! hehe and on my way to granny's house :P i got a call and offer from H :D i mean, it may be a waste that i have to reject them  but i guess, it's a nice thing to know that you are wanted somewhere somehow :)  thank you H and MC hehe  so right, after exams, off i go to my new company at A :D 

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOL :D  Kay so here are some photos heh Mondayyyyyy -  Went to clib early to study w jojong  And I brought so many snacks w me haha  Finished most of it by the end of the day except the ribena sweets (that was actually bought at the start of the semester!) Oh and I tried the earphones that yanci and I bought for jov It was so so so good 👍 Never knew the bases could be heard so clearly hahaha  Then as jojong struggles over her lunch issues hahaha  (I actually went to sch early w the intention to lunch w her but she gt herself another date lol)  And I coincidentally talked to Jiayan and found her free for lunch hahaha  So we met at deck for yongtaufoooooo Gonna miss it when I'm away from school I think 😁 We got ourselves mango soursop too!  Lucky us cause jov and I ended up w anything but mango over the past few weeks haha And in the midst of our studying We wen...

對正要放棄的你， 再等一等、再堅持一下 將頭抬起，往前面的目的地看 你就要到了，你就要成功了 太陽公公正照耀著你，給你力量 雷雨婆婆正淋濕著你，為你滋潤 他們都相信著你、保護著你 你就快要到達， 再一步、再一印 ... ...

XIAOWEI GOT MYSELF A JOBBBBBB ✌️✌️✌️

YESTERDAY WAS PAPA'S FIFTY-FIFTH BIRTHDAY :D hehe made this best-man-in-the-world a triangular cone card and got him a cake with this tag haha has been calling him weird names that originated from his name these days so i decided to just write ah guan instead of papa haha actually intended for this to feel like it's ahma calling him, but it's kinda weird to tell him so :P 生日快樂爸爸 :D had a meal at Big O's w super quality materials, then walked around orchard and taka and they sent me to my event for mediacorp woohoo im so glad it's such a success with zero hiccup even thought like it's so smooth till now smth gonna go wrong but so glad it didn't :D and these kids are just so so so talented haha such a contrast w me lol but so happy to see them perform on stage :') then rushed to rws to meet my parents at the concert with tickets from my aunt it's rather nice actually though i don't know most of the songs they sang but just...

現實和夢想的差距 原來大到 你連堅持的動力也失去 只想鑽離這個你自以為的美好 回到自己的殼子 繼續幻想夢裡的無暇

回家的路上 讀著同學的一篇文章 寫的是他自己的變化和現在與從前的差別 讀著讀著 也稍許感傷起來 感嘆的是他的豁達還是自己回憶的停滯 老實說，我也不知道 現在，我正經過德明 一些回憶也慢慢浮現 旁邊，正坐著一個德明女中學生 雖然長得跟我大為不同，但就因為那校服，總覺得看到了幾年前的自己 經過操場，則看到了當時大家覺得瘋了的兩三個女孩 跑著一圈、跑著兩圈、再多一點、再撐一下 心中也再擁有那把壓力卸下的感覺，和有同在一起的喜悅 想起已不常見面的妳們， 是種人事必然變化的感慨 但也有知道妳就在哪的感動 「過去一直去 未來一直來 還只有現在」 這個詞突然好貼切

很多事情 突然不方便打出 不方便說 以免 以免 無論如何，這表演真的好好好好:D 還有孫燕姿的《Kepler》和《天使的指紋》 藏在眾多孤星之中還是找得到你 眾裡尋人 錯愛只是爲真愛作證 所謂魔鬼留下的傷痕 都是天使的指紋 燈火闌珊 何必急於看到那個人 能睡得安穩都只因為 那盞還沒開的燈 this week is sooooooooooooooo packed with things to do :(  go go go xiaowei! you are so near to your dream, don't give it up now! :)