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just heard 還要一起衝 on yes933 before i started preparing for accounting midterms tmr hehehe *megahugs* it's such occasional coincidences that give me strength how long since i last heard lollipopf's songs not to mention it's 還要一起衝 hehehe which reminds me of the 每時每刻還要一起衝 tagline jovina and i created to encourage ourselves hahaha go xiaowei first exam of y2 tmr go go! :)

school starts again tomorrow... and here's to end the recess week with a sodagreen interview hehe and a little cute boy boy hehehe loved the drama "Big" btw (which just ended broadcast on channel u 10pm last week) superb acting from Gongyoo and Lee Minjung haha new ppl that i knw and Sudden on channel 8 was super super good especially Rebecca Lim's acting gosh best (Y) haha anw here's the super cute boyboy from Big - Choi ro woon! mega cuteness overload hahaha great start to wk7 lol  he doesn't have a name in the show, but have been called "Teddy bear" or 小熊 with his rabbit兔子 friend hehe :D alrighty, off to sleep and school in less than 12 hours! :) & midterms on tues morn and fri night xiaowei go! :)

surprisingly, fb newsfeed is full of dunmanians trolling hahaha from sub's photo of moktard & sam to chunseng sharing of a confession on shimin at capt haha especially loving sandy's ridiculous yet makeshellloadsofsense comments miss all these people though we weren't close can't help smiling reading these posts haha the reading of trolls, the feeling of home :D totally feeling the dunman love :')

因為在乎 所以膽怯 所以需要更大的勇氣 got this thought after thinking of how kimberley went up to ask jiafa for a photo w me when i was totally shy and all and hearing how she felt so shy and eventually failing to get a photo w her favourite local singer/musician hahaha & hehe sodagreen cd has arrived in spore!! hoping that it will reach me on tues :D

it's always nice to compare and envy what others have while you don't but the idea of accomplishment is so much more about your satisfaction than material comparison, or even, competition. learning, is way beyond grades, it's the process of exploring yourself, and knowing so much more about yourself, it's about self-enriching. keep that idea in mind and start doing your work now :) haha

Lucky me heard all 3 sodagreen's 秋.故事 songs on 933 today (Y) Was just feeling upset why 933 hardly play their songs ytd haha Just heard from kunhua that 說了再見以後 is composed by 小威! xiaowei did a great job fr this! (Hehe seeing the name in English is just funnaye to me) & I absolutely love how kunhua seems to appreciate sodagreen's songs (Y) 愛是顆星 在現實的光害里 低頭想找你 卻只剩倒影 該死的回憶 拉長千萬里 全是想 你 Can't wait to attend their concert again!!!

^ kay i didn't expect hangul titles to look so big O˘O anyway, had a great start to recess week with my dear friends in the picture :) met the bunch for dinner on sat, made the cards, and sent sub off on sunday noon :( so glad that we are still meeting up even after (nearly) 2 years of graduation :) come back asap in 2 years sub! us having lunch and waving bye to sub through a whatsapp photo lol  i think people do change, and friends do drift apart, but some can get even closer than before. glad that we can talk about so many things, even politics and the education system after effects of being in arts class? maybe and it's actually really nice to think of it that way haha uni may have made our lives very different, but it made us closer as we find each other the ones who can understand what we stand for (in a way) i like how we have the same values, similar stand in issues, and even the same train of thought at times it just isn't that e...

昨天在比照以前的照片時，subin說唯一沒有變的好像只有我 這恰似最近的想法 想改變，卻不想改變 很怕試圖變化，會造就一個不是我的我 總因為想對抗'change is the only constant'這句話 而覺得不失去自我是優先選項 可是 我不得承認 對於永遠維持不變 是否正確 我有了懷疑

蘇打綠《秋。故事》9/18 正式發行 近期的期盼： 9/26 - 9/30 收到從Freshmusic預購了的《秋。故事》專輯 :D on a side note, chanced upon zixuan's status Lee Zixuan This quote struck me. Whilst i read The Lost World in the bus. "All your life people will tell you things. And most of the time, probably ninety-five percent of the time, what they'll tell you will be wrong" Time to make a mark in my life and set my own path. Advises are one thing. But they wouldn't and shouldn't dictate how I live my life It's our life that we are living after all. Probably the words that we should consider are the ones that truly matter to you, but never dismiss or turnaway; always keep the thoughts of yours in mind.

又被觸動了，而且是真真切切地被感動 重點不在於蘇打綠， 而是一群美好卻時常被忘記了的小朋友。 我忘了我是多麼幸運的孩子 看著這些在針筒和疼痛中長大的孩子們 我是何等的幸運 他們的生命長久不被得知 他們的每一天都有可能是疼痛 謝謝蘇打綠給了他們表現的機會 更謝謝他們提醒了我 我也可以為孩子們提供些許歡樂 想到孩子的生命才剛開始 在如此美好的日子中卻有可能就此結束 是可惜、是無奈，更多的是疼惜 但也不得不謝謝他們讓我想起 我也可以為其他孩子儘一份力

just checked the master list for exchange again and if i don't take finance mods, i can only go chengchi uni and take 4 mods the rest are no-gos because i can only take 1 or 2 mods ._. finance finance i know not how my future will be like if i take it up uninterested, slight dislike, unwilling to go on an unfamiliar track again but i really want to go taiwan even if it's dirty, cause that's where i'll train myself chengchi sounds like a nice choice really, it's sodagreen's university after all lol, just that i'll most prob be alone if i get to go but, isn't that the idea of exchange - learning to be independent? shall try to get a finance internship and try it out i won't know for sure if i don't try anyway

chanced upon an article on sodagreen @ www.cheers.com.tw/article/article.action?id=5052023&page=5 :) 「念到自己不喜歡的科系真的會很痛苦，如果畢業後就這樣從事相關工作，這輩子就毀了，」吳青峰用如此強烈的字眼形容，因為他認為既然是自己的人生，在選擇之前就要認真去了解，對自己負責。「好好跟父母溝通，做自己，才是最重要的事。」 最重要的，還是要選擇一個自己念得開心的科系。謝馨儀表示，很多學生會把選系和選擇未來職業畫上等號，「如果你對未來還沒有很明確的方向，就不要以就業考量來決定科系。」與其大學生活過的痛苦，將來又未必學以致用，不如現在選擇一個自己念得開心、念的好的科系，再從中探索未來的道路。 但既然錯誤已經鑄成，那只有在錯誤中找尋最有利的出口 xiaowei go! :)

Dad just reminded me of how grandma used to buy grapes for me every weekend when I go back for dinner. What she didn't knw was that I didn't like it as much as she thought, but just that one evening when the grapes tasted as sweet as the ones i just had. I totally forgot about those moments, and she probably knows nothing about it anymore. Now that dad reminded me, grapes will never be the same anymore. 阿嬷，谢谢你从未忘记为我着想，谢谢你让我的童年不孤单，谢谢你陪伴我的成长，谢谢你为我做的每一件事。

Finally dragged myself out for a run after 3 days ._. phone fell twice on the treadmill :( but glad i lasted with a slightly clogged nose hurhur can't seem to get to the number 6 though but i shall be satisfied with 5 for nowww hehe :D tried some other machines also and im aching all over now haha and new hair today :)

完全愛上這首歌 越聽越    痛 發現 當我特意去聽一首歌的時候 尤其是第一次聽的時候 我通常都不會喜歡 而幾乎所有蘇打綠的歌曲都符合這一個現象 每一次都是第二次聽、第三次聽才會喜歡 而且是越聽越喜歡 :D

突然 只是想說些什麼 卻不知道要些什麼 就讓手指隨著思想一起前進 看到人性有可能的可惡 雖然大部份都不是 但    知道有這種惡劣的性格 覺得世界有些可悲 （因《骤变》的一個情節，惡心到很難過） 人不可以什麼都要 但卻可以選擇對自己最重要的 當重要的事物起了衝突 那    人應該怎麼選擇 其實    就算簡單的事情也一樣 同樣（不）重要的東西並排    怎麼選？ 三十年後    還會有誰在？ 甚至說    我    還在嗎？ （青峰：三十年後我還在嗎？） saw steph's and yimei's photo anddddd :') so glad to be part of dunman, so glad to be in a place which made some people constant no matter how things change, just so glad, so glad to know people in the dhs family :)

Alrighty hehe idk most of what i did for the past week but here's all that i can rmb :) k, this is actually from quite some time ago heh celebrated Gen's bday at HollandV's D'Good Cafe! pricy pricy but the food was good :D feel kinda bad though cause the celebration was really small and my photoalbum gift fell short of my expectations anw, hope she had a great 20th :') Got my first starbucks card from klp starbucks with my first purchase of soy greentea latte! :D an added motivation to study there regularly with joyce haha gotta keep going xiaowei! :D the past weekend was intense with dsc assignment 1 (that i just submitted online at 2345, when it was due at 2359!) so so so thankful to shihming for meeting me with her math notes especially so as she agreed after a sudden call from me an hour before we met (i was quite desperate i guess lol) had a great talk with her for ard an hour as i shared my alvl/uni days and she shared on happenings in dhs an...

Attended SOT Tongyee's talk on Singapore today with Joyce anddddddd love it :D  best lecture I had in a few years i think ^^ it's not all just laughter, but real informative session that I totally benefited me  and allowed me to understand so much more about the society I'm living in :) Chanced upon this quote on Instag, and I'm glad I'm making full use of my schooling opportunities to understand more about what I'm concerned about Really glad to be taking this singapore studies mod! ^^ Went to Fast Food for Thought with Joyce after the lecture hehe yumyum much better than what I expect hehe And there was this quote that I really liked, as well as other quotes around the place too hehe here it is: "Art enables us to find ourselves & lose ourselves at the same time" - Thomas Merton  I love the feeling to immerse myself in all forms of art, especially in the art of words :)  Lastly, to tie in with today's l...