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more hahaha all his past songs are so much nicer :) i knw this was the album after his dad passed awway :( and i still like this :D ah todays guitar was better prime was better, but my playing is still horrible :/ but thanks to kimberlyn, i went to try out on alto :D as in try for fun :P but it made me sooooooo :D hehehe it isnt smooth in any sense but knowing that notes are so much better for me makes me happy :D wheeeee hopes things goes well :D

short spam of 羅志祥's videos touched touched and i rmb buying 自我催眠 and the album with 戀愛達人 i prefer his past slow songs :) 虎牙's damn good especially the middle part... marvelous :D kayy it's no longer a short spam :P moreeee actually, but theres guitar tmr lastly, funny bits

where harry potter is concern, nothing can be more imperfect than the fact that the it is going to end. it was :( when the story ended, perfect plot, perfect story, perfect characters, but everything ends :( it was a friend that grew up with me a friend that allowed interest for english to grow and a friend that connects me (and us), to hogwarts. what a magical journey :) when the story ended, there was hope for the film, at least it haven't. but the filming is ending in two weeks, at the start - king cross platform 9 and 3/4. i shall wait patiently, for november to come, and july... not knowing if i want it to come or not :( i can still remember how determined i was on not going on msn cause ppl would be posting on their display name about harry potter and how angry i felt when i saw "dumbledore died" etc through my friend's com hahaha greaaaaat lovely memories with harrry potterr :D Tom Felton on Deathly Hallows epilogue filming: "I'm tweetless" As we...

Selina: Remember not to let people put you down! You can’t control whatever they have to say/comment but you can control your attitude towards them. Don’t let them lower your self-worth because you know it better than they do, and who cares about others’ net worth of you! Prove to anyone out there who belittles you, prove to them that you’ve got what it takes. And don’t mind those out there who’re pretentious, demanding, self-centered and stuck up, for it’s the purity, truth and humility that we’ve got in us that will bring us far! her blog always bring new inspiration in life :) even if it's hard to apply it, it's a motivation to try :)

thankyou MIA :D cause it helped to regain some sense of confidence from being a loser :/ MIA is more of the notesynotesy like the past :) and much simpler, making my feelings so much better :) call it escaping from reality or what not but at least i'm not so dejected as i have one less song to worry now :) & i just realised how being smart is useful cause i just went to try the alto1 scores for mia and coup like what the hellllllllllllllll and i can play both excl the chords part for mia by sightreading the tabs like whatttttttttttttt so what have i done to my life by choosing to go into something that is so much harder??? cause i required like one whole guitar session to learn mia in prime like whattttttt -.- and cant complete coup's intro till nowwwwwww dammmmn, i successfully screwed my life with absolute smartness if i only i can change to alto 1 nowwww :( but so many things to change just for one's changing of section? no way man :( :( :( oh, and i'm sorry if a...

Joanne Peh: 不反击只会吃亏啊 Pierre Png: 真正的胜利不在于谁能击败谁 而在于谁能放下自我，放下内心的各种矛盾和冲突 只要你能够克服自己的情绪，那就战胜了自己 Kevin Soh: 把别人打倒了、报复了，就会觉得快乐吗？ from 想握你的手 (again hehe :P) i think i'm a pig to all my friends cause all my birthday gifts include food hahaha honying and xintian gave me a cake ( angela yanci muni wentian joanne and yingying gave me a bigger pig-rabbit :D and a cake ( teoee and jenn gave me a dustbin with sweets ( jolene gave me chocolates ( ly nienan and csmcheryl gave me dewberry raisins and nutella ( parents gave me jap dinner :D and chocz cake ( hehehehe i have loads of food now for the holidayy month ;) and i'll be back in school with increase of 10kg :O nehhh, i shall never allow that to happen, CONTROLLLLL :D but thankyou peopleee :D for giving me a wonderful birthday :DD by wishing and gifts or simply giving me a smileee:D (though i didnt get it from E49Rg&WSG, esther wished me on behalf on them, so they did hehe) :D and tests failed to drown me into forgetting 1905 :/ but it...

fuckass was what i thought after kevin says there's two performances in august. and in that faithful month, I HAVE MY PIANO EXAM WTF. i hope i can pull myself out of the guitar performance like one of it and i think i'm an ass for not having 自知之明 and choosing to be in prime when i hate pressing the three metal strings at the top like WAHTTTT when i could have done better in altos probably not the tone damn nice one but i should be able to figure out fingurings & notes BY NOWW :( and noww, im like this loser in prime cause i cant even play intro and having the sliding sounds that i cant stop it :( kns and howw great. i'm gona cut my nails sooooon cause they're not helping in guitar and i promised my teacher to cut. IMAGINE going to piano exam with long nails i cant imagine how disgusted examiner would be the moment i put my fingers on the piano keys. now that piano's pretty much screweddddd i need not guitar to screw it further DAMNNNN IT. someone telll me! what...

Dr Yeah: 暴風雨之後就會看到彩虹 記住，每當遇到挫折的時候， 都是一個磨練自己，使自己更堅強、更茁壯的機會 there is rainbow after a storm， whenever you come cross an obstacle, it's a chance for you to overcome it and emerge stronger from the experience from 想握你的手 :D

in this horribbleeeeee! day with horribleeeee! results, there was at least ONE thing that made me smile :) Rg! :D hehe thanks to his HELLOHELLOHELLO that made me :D but results, still made me :( i'm stuck with this unlucky 13 with many results thats 13, either fail or barely passing and maths that is 17, which is 30-13, and gp that is 2/8, which angela interprets it as 3-1 like WHATTTTTTTTTTT's with 13? taht i once thought was not that bad as a reg no since my results at the start of the year wasnt too bad but now, EVERYTHING (excpt cll :)) is falling on this slippery slope :( i'm hoping for LDMR, so that i becomes a curve, and results go up once more :) hehehe & i just realised i havent made a birthday postttttt shall do it sooon, before i forget :)

how can the world be as such fucking bastards who betray their friends for pure enjoyment i've never felt so #R!$!@#@& for a looooong time so many thanks to you people, assholes. i have my piano to work on now :) / :( but i feel like napping

spent the first few minutes guitaring :) didnt realise that it was pass 12 till my phone started buzzing and i had fun with guitarrrrr on 败犬女王 theme songs :) MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME A CAMERA :D loveloveeeeee :D i'm waiting for just this once which would not happen o.o

it's just a minor incident but it means alot. i dont knw how to put it into words but i just feel that i have been thrown into another position an exploiter now, makes me feel :( there isnt a word to express that feeling but i'm sure i could find one who understands or perhaps, i have simply thought too much. but but but she's still so lovely :) and it's great that there are people who cares about her to protect and safeguard her interest :) but it just feels abit idk what that i had became the one to protect from gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa havent continued my gu wen revision from ytd but did some maths :) i'm hoping it helps but i feel unsure, and i dont like the insecurity feeling of maths :( i love maths and my 4C maths rep :) waiting to do some running with her :) but i forgot to train my shuttle run which could be retesting tmr :(

人活在世上的目的好多。 有些是為了完成一個使命； 有些是為了追求各種的享受； 有些是為了達成自己的目標； 有些，則是為了完成一段旅程， 在重點到達前毫無遺憾地離開。 這段旅程包含了種種的人、事、物， 而到了最終站， 每個人都希望能成為 成功的人， 做有意義的事， 留下令人追憶的物。 但，不是每個人都做得到。 最近的一個開國元勳離開了 但令人懊悔的是， 這個為了我們犧牲、奉獻自己的他， 卻因離開政壇而逐漸被人遺忘。 不論提起任何機構的成功， 人們的焦點永遠在領導者身上， 往往忽略了背後默默付出的參與者， 就如同現在的我們，對吳博士的付出毫無知情。 是教育出了問題？還是社會上變得膚淺的後果？ 好想念孫校長:( 雖然大家都適應了這新領袖下的新環境 但心裡，總是等待這我們的大家長－孫校長的歸來。 古文，請你乖一些， 別叛逆， 乖乖地進入我的腦子里 :)

超人不会飞 歌手/作词/作曲:周杰伦 妈妈说 很多事别太计较 只是使命感找到了我 我睡不着 如果说 骂人要有点技巧 我会加点旋律 你会觉得 超屌 我的枪 不会装弹药 所以放心 不会有人倒 我拍青蜂侠不需要替身 因为这些是我绘画的颜料 我做很多事背后的意义并非你们想象 拍个电视剧为了友情与兄弟间的梦想 收视率在高也难抗衡我的伟大理想 因为我的人生无需再多一笔那奖项 我不知道何时变成了所谓的那榜样 被狗仔拍的那伪装着要道歉的模样 怎样 我唱的歌词要有点文化 因为随时会被当教材 CNN能不能等英文好一点再访 时代杂志封面能不能重拍 随时随地注意形象 要控制饮食 不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像 好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印 何时才能看见我的奖 Oh~如果超人会飞 那就 让我在空中停一停歇 再次俯看这个世界 会让我觉得好一些 Oh~拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫 但我还是会 不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能有眼泪 唱歌要拿最佳男歌手 拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人 你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌 你去参加就是代表你很在乎 得奖时你感动落泪 人家就会觉得你夸张做作 你没表情别人就会说太嚣张 如果你天生这表情 那些人甚至会怪你妈妈 结果最后是别人在得奖 你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑 开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高 我到底是一个创作歌手 还是好人好事代表 专辑一出就必须是冠军 拍了电影就必须要大卖 只能说当超人真的好难 如果超人会飞 那就让我在空中停一停歇 再次俯看这个世界 会让我觉得好一些 Oh~拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫 但我还是会 不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能有眼泪 原本以為這只不過是另一首周杰伦的歌 但不是，因為它的歌詞，讓人心酸... 《超人不會飛》， 它的歌詞並不完美，甚至遠離標準 但其中的意思，令人感受到他在高標準的壓力下 幾乎失去了自由，卻因為環境，只能強顏歡笑地走下去。

it may have just been a year and less but we changed, due to the difference in environment. being critical of others ISNT nice i would rather find no faults in one bad person than to find many faults in one really nice person i just dont want to know people that well :( it's more work nowwww! work work work guwen and maths and i'm pretty sure that both are subjects that i'm unwilling to do badly at. and econs tuition was ;) and after so many years, my fate remains entwined with aspen hahaha i finally understood IEOS and more great great :D my phone's hospitalised againnnn all mmy phones just have to screw/be absent on my birthday since 2008 o.o speaking of birthday, i'm hoping for it to be forgotten by myself :) let guwen and maths drain it away :) but luckylucky, no level camp :) i cant wait to go back to macs during june hols to mugmugmug with joyce :) and there would be world cup toooo :D & i bought a pig-rabbit! :D & i miss days with nothing but bbt to m...

I LOVE HOMA! hahaha :D i'm on coffee spree now cause i have to study at least 2 more 唐诗s and analyse econs case study and finish gpp by today tonight. so here's the coffee :) and greatly hoping that it's gona work :) on a side note, i keep seeing Rg everywheeere. but often, he looks so off that i can't recognise immediately. hahaha i bet he ugly-fied himself so that ppl wont recognise him blehhhhh speaking of which, i want to go for eds concert! jnr high has bbyd! and i really liked the play/movie then and often wondered how it would be like if it's reenacted in our school and i didn't watch it -.- BANGBANG! and how we got our patrol name :) and snr high has macbeth! and how it was so fun reciting all those lines and memorising it before eoys yet not even doing the macbeth question in the exam hall hahaha but thats when my new econs tuition gona start baaaaaaaaaaa i realised i have became wayyyy too weak this year where have the sec3&4 me went to? :( i'...

i realise, after 2+ years of E4ing everywhere, he really grew into someone i adore hahaha unlike others, E4 is not the like like kind, but the eg xiaojie kind. as in a person who you respect and care about everything and go crazy because of him even though he dont know that i exist hahaha just like taeyang, hongki and lollipop :) just like making me a fangirl of E4 hahaha but gaaaaa his injury :( but his victory :D E4! and Rg and WSG :D victors :D

day of good and bad, but IT'S A GREAT DAY :D ran 2.8km = 7 rounds with honhon :D and my aim is to increase it manymany times! could have ran more but decided to stop :( but it's the best day with the good weather :D and we played vball with qianjun :D funfunfun wed work out :D and went to sit with 24 during assembly cause had a fun econs lesson with xintian ytd :D i kept talking and talking and it was sooooo fun but xintian still managed to make me listen and copied some notes what a wonderrrr :D just like last and lastlast year :D unlike with honhon where i can ONLY talk and no work hahaha :D then my phone died, irritatingggg :/ and it's still screwed upppp nowwwww. and had interhouse! homaaaaaaa! ♥ didn't play but it's veryveryvery fun to cheercheercheer :D went for all events :D track, vball, bball and soccer :D cheeered HOMAAAAAA till throat having some rough feeling now hehehe but i love homaaaaaa! ♥ and, may E4 recover real sooooooon :) and i love how homa won...

the pain will pass and only the beautiful memories will remain :) from 敗犬女王 :)

LIFE'S AROUND HONGKI & HYUNJOONG & TAEYANG :D acutally not hahaha just saw wahsbbt and this ep on kpop and clips were: hyunjoong, hongki then taeyang :D:D but i dont knw where to get their music :( they are all boybands O.O SS501 FTISLAND BIGBANG whoaaaaa :D ESTHER - HAHA thats to make up for you and mrs hong right idk what i'm doing now but i'm here for fun -.- good bye :)

(LOL LOOK ABOVE. I WANTED TO TYPE TAEYANG BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE TAEKYUNG AWW HAHA) TAEYANG :D HONGGGGKI :D HYUNJOOOOONG :D i like taeyang nowww :D his songs are like soooo cool and out of the norm cause dances are not only applied to fastfast songs in his case :D and he dance + sing freaking niceee :D HONGKI! i think i heard his song / ftisland song just now but i cant confirm :( mannnnn i miss his jolieeee and jeremy :D HYUNJOOOOONG! saw a mv ft him and some chakra exmember when i heard abt in on 933 i thought it would be hwangbo :( cause she mentioned WGM but... not. :( but i sooooo miss SSANGCHU couple and hyunjooooooong :D YAY. kpop guys ftw for tonight :D and i want to say this : I LOVE HOMAAAAA :D and i reallllllly want to go for interhouse! :(

i just re-realised how wonderful it is to be in dhs :) i've been told that teachers no longer bother about students in pre-u be in attendance, hmwk, etc are no longer of their concerns but it isn't true... in dhs. but that's cause dhs is where teachers are really concerned about you and your studies :) and being here, we are still with our old friends, and teachers :) we may not mature as much as others, but being with our old friends remind us how we have changed and the joy we had are not that forgettable anymore :) even the teachers :) nicenicenice teachers who still care for you after sec school, and being soooooo nice that we can play with them :) isn't dhs soooooooooooo nice? :) HAPPY HOMA DAY! & jiayouuuu to all homa interhouse peeps!:D ps found this taeyang bigbang guy who sings uberrrr nice :) think he's subin's love too haha and this song is nice nice :) & I think bigbang is ddamn nice noww :) & thanksthanks to hy for joining the wwnb thing...

過了這麼久， 我幾乎將棒棒堂跑到腦後， 忘了... 但我卻回到了棒棒堂的世界。 看著他們的facebook， 我發現我錯過了好多的事情 他們參加小豬的演唱會，威廉的雙雙新店，還有... 他們即將分道揚鑣 :( 敖犬說 “支持者很棒，大家也都很懂事，已經明白了很多道理。 我喜歡這樣的你們，感覺很窩心，會然我更有力量。” 棒棒堂， 這個名詞不知道甚麼時候才會重現 但，棒棒堂給我回憶和歡笑 確確實實地陪伴我無數個日子 :) 本来有好多想法， 却因为棒棒堂， 全都没了， 算了 :) receiving the scholarship was o.o but knowing that i don't really deserve it makes me feel really bad to others my chinese ain't good, and definitely far from the others but hopefully, i won't be an ass and screw up this opportunity. 只希望我不会辜负给我机会的人， 和那些因为我而失去，却比我更值得这份礼物的人觉得可惜。 我答应我自己，不能失败， 因为这份礼物，我没有资格。 可能我想太多了，但现在， 我得努力，将失去的争取回。

:D my pw grouping is dammmmmmn coooool :D hahahhaha it's the tanjongrhu grouping alr :D 3 out of 4 from tanjong rhu :D nicole, shamo and me haahha we can meet till 11pm then go home hahaha still have yingying! man, i feeeel so relieeeeeved now :) it was serious fear then hehehe i trust that pw is gona be so cool cause nicole's there to push me onnnnn like what xintian did in groupwork last time hahaha then i won't slack :) and nicole said, "no one can slack with me around" HAHA and i shalll stop salckinggg. econs test plus jin se due tmr :( and, i'm glad to know that house capts are actually as screwed as me for econs :) hehe jkjkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I MUST WORKKKKKK HARDER! had an unhappy morning with a screwed up history test and math test (and no, stop telling me you screwed it when you have written 4pgs worth of content cause you prepeared while I DIDN'T cause i slacked and i'm blaming mmyself, again, for being tooooo late) but that's not what i'm gona say. I LOVE HONYING AND MY LOVE FOR HER IS APPROACHING INFINTYYYY :D i promised her to have it on fb and blog, so here it is :D and MANYMANYMANY THANKYOUs to my lovely honhonhonying :D cause just two rounds with a soccer ball had made my day soooo much better :D oh, and she reminded me how the history of emaths is repeating :( when i'm scoring when others dont, and doing badly when others ace :( e.g. this history and maths test sighhh and i had fun with mrs shuuuu :D went for chem lecture :P just for fun for a few minutes but got "chased" out by her hehehe she's stilllll so fun and nice :D cause they were saying they didn't do well for chem ...

just rmbed somethinggggg :( it's sad how one's selfishness to gain power can lead to a decline in a whole group and it's a pity how the effect can't be reversed. just a few years, accumulated efforts, all gone. (E49Rg)² :D:D:D

maannnnnnnnnnnn liking and abling (?) are two difffffffferent things :( i'll feeeeeeeel damn bad if i cant make it :(