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right, whatever.
dont understand alot of things
i want to get to the root of everything
right, whatever.
dont understand alot of things
i want to get to the root of everything
care to explain?
nothing matters
i can be cheered by xiaojie/mfbbt
but when someday all of it gets watched,
what next?
who cares if i'm sad
who cares if i want to run away
who cares if i feel like dying
it's christmas
but,
why is it that i have to go through a party that i dont want to
when i'm in no relation with christmas
so why?
i thought my blog would only be filled with happy and excited posts about xiaojie, etc.
i hope i can,
and i will.
may 25th-31st december 2008 be a longer period of time,
so that i can stay home all day
and not be affected by anything else but myself.
not that i'm not affected by the internet, which is what it's doing now
nothing matters
i can be cheered by xiaojie/mfbbt
but when someday all of it gets watched,
what next?
who cares if i'm sad
who cares if i want to run away
who cares if i feel like dying
it's christmas
but,
why is it that i have to go through a party that i dont want to
when i'm in no relation with christmas
so why?
i thought my blog would only be filled with happy and excited posts about xiaojie, etc.
i hope i can,
and i will.
may 25th-31st december 2008 be a longer period of time,
so that i can stay home all day
and not be affected by anything else but myself.
not that i'm not affected by the internet, which is what it's doing now
