eyes are tired and strained from this morning
and felt sorry for dampening everyone else's mood by being an irritating jerk craps.
but damn,
i just don't get, nope, just don't like the idea that it always screw up at the most impt point
and despite trying and thinking i might pull if off,
i'm still going to get a fail cert for failing the most impt gp
and being the last in class and lowest 2% of the cohort
despite being in an arts class,
where gp plays the most impt role especially for law
pfffffffft.
and tmr's history is another problem
since i have screwed up history eoys for 3 straight years
i really, really hope that history won't repeat itself again
for i can't lose anymore subjects if not...
i truly wouldn't like to spell it out craps.
i thought getting better grades last will help lessen the pain suffered in front
but why is it that even after getting a surprise B for CLL and A for maths,
the big U just stays in my head and unwillingly to leave
tmr tmr tmr
i don't know what's going to happen tmr but for now,
i just hope that i'll still survive till tmr.
and felt sorry for dampening everyone else's mood by being an irritating jerk craps.
but damn,
i just don't get, nope, just don't like the idea that it always screw up at the most impt point
and despite trying and thinking i might pull if off,
i'm still going to get a fail cert for failing the most impt gp
and being the last in class and lowest 2% of the cohort
despite being in an arts class,
where gp plays the most impt role especially for law
pfffffffft.
and tmr's history is another problem
since i have screwed up history eoys for 3 straight years
i really, really hope that history won't repeat itself again
for i can't lose anymore subjects if not...
i truly wouldn't like to spell it out craps.
i thought getting better grades last will help lessen the pain suffered in front
but why is it that even after getting a surprise B for CLL and A for maths,
the big U just stays in my head and unwillingly to leave
tmr tmr tmr
i don't know what's going to happen tmr but for now,
i just hope that i'll still survive till tmr.
