≪雲中歌≫
他雖然待你與其他皇子不同，可天底下最善變的是人心。這讓我想到了≪步步驚心≫中若曦悟出帝王之心的變幻莫測和深不可測。
－孟珏 ≪雲中歌 卷六：悲喚來世夢≫ 桐華 著
最大的收獲就是第一次發現了
人在失去希望時所感受的椎心之痛
和之後冷眼看待一切時的無奈與千萬種悲痛
尤其，我想每次我回想≪雲中歌≫這本書時，
我大概會先想到雲歌灌墮胎藥是眼神中的變化，
因為桐華將悲痛絕望到放棄時的怨恨和冷眼對視表現得淋漓盡致，
而讀者的心在看到那一雙眼時都會不自覺地絞在一塊 :(
全書完
2025
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