1921

What a Year  of feeling inadequate, insecure, unjust, distrust, disappointment in humans (no job, no interviews, no money, no house, no brains, no good ratings) (zero inspiration for half a year was terrifying and painful - as it led to a serious identity crisis, but thankgod they returned in the later half) (clueless res classes became sleeping w pama was ridiculous too) (a scan of my past igs reminded me of what a complete wreck i was at therapy and the pms i had that 波及ed my parents) but also of pure joy from being with the ones i love (all the fun dinners, celebrations, weekends, studio photoshoot and dragonboat with pama; ubin w pa; jeju w v accommodating jo) (wawa concert, yoga performance, shengshengbuxi, taohuawu 650, pijingzhanji4 - side note zaijianairen was cray) and knowing how much i am cared for even when i may not deserve it  (qp, al, 00, mlian, min, cy, jy, yp, zx, andy, wm,   gugus, ahgus, gen, moo, esther, xt, cheryl) pushed myself on for several a...

两年来  我一直感觉浴水是个幸运的孩子 得到好多好多人的支持和帮助 从concept提案，greenlight，research，到剧本创作，以及拍摄制作 大家都付出所有心力，给了它满满的信心 甚至比我更早看到它的潜力 才让它有机会蜕变成现在的模样 While there are mistakes and imperfections, There are also many surprises and elements that exceeded our expectations. Ever grateful to every single one that helped to bring this baby to screen (writers, bosses, commissioners, research partners, producer, director, editor, actors, crew members, editors, assistants, publicity team, etc) And most importantly my dearest fam and jo for indulging me whenever i go on and on and on and on and on about its updates - good and bad - time and again  谢谢美好的你们 让我的世界依然美好 ❤️ But what came after completing the scripts,  Was a period of identity crisis as I hit the plateau of what seemed to be the longest ever period of a writer's block  - half a year at least There was - and still - a huge fear that I will never produce another story that I could be so proud of anymore Thus, returning to the present...

I DID IT WOOHOO ❤️❤️❤️ Training was insufficient and irregular due to work (and procrastination) lol So many hiccups and injuries that made it seem like the race wouldn't happen - stiff calves one after another, no Internet no music, sore front of ankle, wonky knees, sudden rush of scripts such that I couldn't run near to the actual race - it's like what could go wrong all went wrong to help me prep for possible problems during the race lol (and I ended up buying two muscle sprays and kt tape and a hand roller without knowing how to use haha) Also researched alot more on the race like the route, stretches, refuelling strategy etc such such I got myself energy gels and a pouch to run with w pama's help So so glad these training runs paid off even tho the max I went to was only 14km and I was soooo unprepared hehe all was well in the end! 6hr45min is a longggggg time - so long that my phone died in the last 1.5km - but thank goodness it tanked till...

I have so many people to thank  Thank you  HH and my kindest uni classmates, for inspiring me during uni days  CNA & Zoe Zora, for being the source of inspiration when the aha! moment struck Jojong, for being the first friend to hear of the idea and hearing me rant throughout these two years of writing yet still believing in me CY, for suggesting that I add on a goal in my first ever draft of the concept  And likely for pushing this concept through during the discussion after our first pitch And allocating the most suitable writers to help with the scripts  谢谢你在背后默默地帮助我这么多 🙏  Al, for pointing out the problems when I was so lost in the multiple revisions  And for reminding CY my softspokenness and the desperate need to bring someone of the same level on board   V, for seeing the value in this story and getting the most onz EP  CH, for allocating the most suitable directors and looking out for us all this while CG, for val...