I don't know what got into me but this whole morn was shitty:( Kind of got myself crazy perhaps after yesterday or perhaps other issues like being unable to find my stuff etc I got so upset, irritated and angry when I keep writing n instead of k for MI and the loss of my correction liquid made ne so irritated by the strike out lines I had on my tutorial book, I went crazy in front of my dad and kind if shrieked at him after he passed me a correction liquid that ran out of liquid And that triggered all the tears of frustration anger and all kinds of mixed emotions Nothing including screaming beats just letting your weakness poor out for that short 5 mins But that made my dad upset I guess He didn't see me tearing but I'm sure the shriek I let out after he passed me the stationary hurt him more that what it did to me It was his efforts for finding after all And he didn't talk to me since then Feeling bad and all to him but I would also like to thank him for scolding me ba...
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No more time to lose.
Inspirations keep flowing to me and emotions and thought are just triggered by any event But no, it's not the time for creative writing, but essay writing. Talked to zhengls abt university and career for awhile after lesson today and her words made me wonder if such passion is gonna last if I'm using it for work stress and bread... Idk but tmr's gonna be hell I think The cll teachers seem ready to shoot me down tmr:( And i don't like disappointing mr loh with undone tutorials:( Lol the post has lost its direction haha But yup I deactivated fb once again cause toooooooo much time there:/ Followed Melpomene's footsteps haha Kay doing gp then maths later:) Please please please stop the procrastination and slacky attitude :/ Was the last guitar activity ytd though I just went for like half an hour And in all, I want to say that I'll miss being in the same cca with Esther hong You're such a great kiddo friend me love estherrrrr:D haha And this morn's econs ...
我不哭 不代表我不痛 我不哭，不代表我不痛。我不吵，不代表我不疼。 激情过后、 誓言破碎承诺只是一张白纸、我真的不知道你为什么忍心伤害我、我以为真的会像你说的、爱我一辈子、陪我一辈子、你说过的你不会放开我的手、你带我见了你爸妈、 我以为真的你就是我一辈子的人、你喂我吃饭、喂我喝水、给我磕瓜子、你知道我那时心里有多甜么、我喜欢和你打打闹闹、喜欢你抱我、那一天你吻了我、那一夜我们在了一起你抱着我、说爱我、真的好幸福、喜欢你关心我。 可我没想到就这样就这样、你还是勾搭上了别的女人、那时我怀孕了、你尽然说我激动什么就是忽悠个女女玩、你还骂我、我问你我算什么、你说算媳妇、我说了一句你滚吧、过了俩天你又换了一个女人、你对我说就是对她们玩玩而已、我真的彻底失望、我怪自己瞎了眼、那天晚上我对你说怀孕了你解决、如果不怀孕咱俩从此就是陌生人、你说何必这样呢。你说有孩子就打掉吧、我笑了、真可笑、你说你其实爱我、我对你说老公你真幽默抱着别人说爱我、 那天晚上我想了好多、我承认我爱你、真的爱上你了、我想狠心的给你一巴掌我想骂你、可是我骂不出口、第二天。我对你说孩子的事不用你管了、我自己解决吧、希望你和她幸福、你对我说何必呢你已经够委屈了其实这话我心里甜甜的。我说不用了我祝福你。 过了一个星期、我去了医院、一个人去了医院当时心里真的好害怕、医生问我你真的想好了要打掉、这样会很伤身体 、我说恩、打吧！ 孩子打掉了脸色好白、医生说好好回家养养把否则以后落下病、出了医院我在也忍不住了、我哭了、这些日子第一次这样哭、这些日子我承受了太多、我捂着肚子、宝宝是被我自己亲手杀掉的，我在坚强我也只是一个女人、为何总总事情我都要自己面对自己扛、为何激情后你就要抛弃我、你为何这么狠心！ 宝宝没了回到家我不吃不喝。就那样坐着发呆、我什么也没有告诉他、那天以后他也从没问过我一句、 摘自百度贴吧－最感人的故事。 Not a kind of story that I would like to read cause it's kind of centered around relationships and nothing much to learn from other than...
the really last performance in guitar :) ... at parliament house ;) for PAP ministers! :D so so so gleeful to see the ministers! PM SM MM Mr George Yeo DPM etcetc :D thankful to guitar for this opportunity! :D funfun with alto ppl and all the jokes that's going on haha and yup miss having esther around though :( yup, and well, like harry potter, it all ends... nearly :) passing down soon i guess (i didn't even know that we haven't passed down haha) anw, TIME FOR WORK! ... after moonlight resonance :)
harry potter, always :)
finally reached the end of harry potter after watching deathly hallows part 2 this afternoon with ang muni and sam :) was so excited about it that i couldn't sit still, think straight, and can totally forget about concentrating even though it's like a day wasted but well, nothing is wasted for harry potter :) simply love every bit of the show :) not because it's perfect, but it's the last few bits that we have to save in the memory for harry potter :) even though the memory of reading the book is really vague, but the story was still stucked in my head since idk when i last read it :) may be exaggerating it, but harry potter really made my life more eventful and a yearly, or biannually hope for it's book or production :) sad that i joined in the craze late when order of phoenix was released, but these yearsssssss (10 to 18) had been such magical years due to the very harry potter :) to that, much much much thanks to jkrowling :) after watching the film, i was remind...