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Bayern is in town!!! But most of the German players that I like aren't playing except for muller shrugs Considered queuing up for the free tics hehe but look at the queueeeee :( so I gave up lol Longform has started filming and here's the second set that was built up ^^ Attended WGXF press conference that day as a scriptwriterrrrrrrrr :') mega likes for the trailer especially the part where yixin pushes the husband away ☹️ Glad they changed the details of the script to suit their emotions better thankyoupdtnteam!! Visited 小桂林 on a Sunday and went ard the beauty world for food hunting - and failed - before ending up having many xlbs and pancakes for dinner :') Brought grandma to Suntec for lunch and toured ard the place cause it's been a long while since she came to malls in the town area Even chanced upon a Jewellery shop which she loves so it was a weekend aftn well spent :) Accompanied gonggong to a physio centre for his first trip heh seems like...

First trip w them to JB and it was a nice getaway from the usual routine :) Explored the expensive cafe street, bought the banana cake, shopped at watsons (many times for some unknown reasons), ate nice salted egg and cereal tzechar, guessed the price game for every meal, saw new sides of one another in the karaoke room, got dissed about my conflicting cleanliness issues, amazed by their skincare routine which I lack so much in comparison, squeezed at the back of the uberXL, competing over custom queues, and becoming tired at the end of the two days Thankful for this bunch, who has tolerated all my nonsense and social exclusion behaviors While the future will always be unknown, living in the present seems like quite a wise and comfy choice 🙂 Doubts and confusion aloom, but resilience and trust is my only weapon against the odds

最近 家裡的氣氛有點僵  想幫些什麼 卻什麼都不能做 有點了解 青少年不想回家的心態了 你們 可不可以快點和好 ☹️

忐忑  顺道提醒自己一下  我上星期梦见了我无意间成为不知道什么案件的共犯  结果因为我的字迹被识破 那种慌张和恐惧 我希望我一辈子不会经历 却也不会忘记 逃犯 真的是潜意识里会做的第一选择

怎麼辦 為什麼最近一直有這種念頭 今天甚至真正有了离开的想法 虽然知道外面的世界並不會更好 甚至會更糟糕 可是我總是想著 如果這不是100分 那犧牲的那一切或許一點都不值得 “沒有人有義務為你的夢想買單” 我，也不允許自己當家裡的寄生蟲 再一年，或半年， 再堅持一點點， 或许曙光或明灯就在前方

In any case hehe July seems to be a month of change and new surprises  After much procrastination and hesitation  I finally volunteered for an activity where I helped an Uncle cleaned his kitchen  Learnt quite abit about what detergent or acid and which brush or cloth for which floor or surface  And actually realised that cleaning can be quite a good avenue for stress relief (though a chore) ✌️ Okay but the best part is prob the Uncle hehe an 88 year old cute Uncle 👴🏻😍 Also started exercising more after months of letting myself off  Stopped running as much cause I'm increasingly sucky at it lol But I went for 3 sessions of Zumba and cardio workouts the past week hehehe✌️ Okay partly joining cause it's only 1hr per session and less tough than those endurance training etc  But at least it's sth diff and sth I'm trying to pick up after two/three years gap keke (though I might just stop anytime soon lol)  A gentle reminder for myself perhaps, That work,...

十年的功聚成燦爛那一秒鐘的夢 生命舞台發光的人絕不是只會說 一次又一次 失望了再失望 如果我能看清這一切 如果我能更堅持自見 可是我一次又一次妥協 允許自己把責任推卸 這不是我 是責任心還是完美主義在作祟 還是追求夢想的道路注定跌跌撞撞 可是我真的好累 好失望 怎麼辦 而最終 讓我破涕為笑的是weibin 和 jiafa 的對話「那就去跟烏鴉做朋友咯」「怎麼做？和它一起喝水啊？」我一愣，然後笑了