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kinda really looking forward to seeing clep china trip ppl tmr :) even though it's gonna be talk and talk and more talks (as in jiang zuos) and i kinda got cheated into doing solo talking tmr :( but i cant wait to see all of them :D the last time i felt this way was in sec1 lol but oh wells, p6 is a thing of the past and ppl have all changed but it's the current i'm speaking of now :) hehehe looking forward to seeing jasmine roomie and laoshi and all the monchhichi ppl and everyone else :) smilesmiles cant even concentrate doing work today sigh but cant go dinner tmr cause of tuition :( but its kay at least the day is gonna be fun filled with smiles :) and oh my, why does this post sound soooooo much like a sec1 xiaowei? hahaha

a little tired but i must get the 議論文 done! dont knw how but i have to! it's holdiays study break :) and the last chance to get things back on track. 加油 xiaowei! "撐過就是你的" － 棒棒堂 :) AT 4:39 AM OF 28 MAY, XIAOWEI GOODYGOOD JOB :D completed 1 議論文 and 1 抒情文 took really really long from 10 till now lol but anw, at least i pulled through and it's completed :) time to sleep! and LOWXINTIAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU LITTLE PRINCESS (LOL) :D:D

Xiaowei: Muni, I did my best right? Muni: Yes. Even though i have probably failed my expectations once again, (as well as ms huda's effort :( ) but as a wrote, i could see my improvement, i could see how much more evidence i could generate, i could see how these days/weeks/mths of effort have not all gone too waste. but i'm still probably going to fail, and i don't deny that. the only takeaway this time round is, READ THE QUESTION FULLLY, BEFORE STARTING. "Is the media really to be blame for the loss of tradition?" Guess what, i missed out the bold part totally and only realised it at 9:50, when exam's gonna end at 10. in the end it became an essay on, "Is the media responsible for the loss of tradition?" ????!?!?! wrong ttm. but no, i'm not going to weep, not going to groan, not going to scream all vulgarities at myself, no. 我已經盡力了， 這次的失敗是下一次的教訓， 主要的是，我要記取這次的錯誤。 it's time to get back to work to secure the other subjects jiayou xiaowei :) no...

我覺得我比別人幸運的原因之一 就是我有著被偶像逗樂的心情 就想現在， 雖然會為明天的考試擔心害怕 但隨意地瀏覽了微薄上的藝人名句 卻讓我如今有點感動，發奮，並因他們苦中作樂的小笑話快樂 我不和別人比較，因為最大的敵人是自己（摘自@羅志祥） 人一出生本來就不一樣....不一樣的的長相...不一樣的個性..... 遇到不一樣的人事物..自然會有所改變....這世界沒有所謂的好與壞...只有被認同與否.. 很想知道大家從眼裡看到的世界是什麼樣子... 多一分遷就.退讓..不是軟弱..是因為在乎.... (摘自 @小傑JPM_J 的facebook粉絲網頁） 雖然快樂總是短暫的感受， 但至少我現在是快樂的：） 現在的我要再次衝刺，為明天而努力，為自己爭點氣！ 加油筱微！:D

只有寂寞懂我最深 ... 我相信有片天是我的 我要飛到那贏得掌聲 -摘自《懂得》廖俊傑 :) 筱微加油:)

他們從素人變明星， 我們從不會彈琴的個體，變成了最耀眼的GWH吉他演奏隊 棒棒堂(6人的棒棒堂)的成長史 這麼久后終於看到他們合體於一個真實的畫面和影片 不是謠言，不是造謠，不是捏造事實， 而是坦承地面對並回顧當初的歡樂 :) back to tonight's concert:) this is not a true concert of DHSGE cause it's combined with 3 other performing arts group however, the finale brought me a feeling that it's not 4 performing arts group, it's one dunman high family , and one proudly presented production of our successes :) rather than a concert, this resembled more of a syf presentation of dunman high and indeed, i'm sure all of DHSGE peeps will feel that this performance did ourselves justice, and definitely exceeded the playing at trcc where we claimed our GWH :) as i look upon the skins of my left fingertips, i see dead and peeling off skins. looking even closer, all i see is simply success and love and hardwork, regardless of pain, all for one DHSGE :) Really appreciated those compliments made for Rain, as well as our performance including Vivaldi :) Going further to appreciate the flow o...

a really really sweet clip :) albeit not a full group photo (but i'm sure, as i hope that they did took a lollipop photo that has not been posted due to various media concerns :)) :) 坐在睡著了的爸爸身旁， 發現原來他的睡眠和睡鄉中並不安寧。 看起來好累、好疲憊， 心中必定眾多牽掛， 還好祖母的病情逐漸好轉，心境似乎滿滿開朗起來， 但希望我多日每見的祖父也能快速康復，遠離病菌。 今天是母親節， 我們沒甚麼慶祝， 只是晚上吃了蛋糕 無論如何， 媽媽，謝謝你，沒有你，也就沒有現在的我。 你的無私付出，你的辛苦疲勞， 雖然我沒說，但我知道，也感動到。 無窮無盡的詞語和感受，但總歸一句， ”謝謝媽媽！“ 還有對我因課業而無法探望， 令我恨不得現在就到您身旁的祖母， 風雨病痛都已過去， 接下來的日子絕對更好過， 我期待著能見到健康的您、回到您溫暖的懷抱。 最後，想對外婆說， 小時候的不懂事讓我忽略您，對不起。 但您這18年來對我和爸媽的照顧我都知道， 您的生活不簡單，但至少希望它是精彩的， 今天的您令我不得更加珍惜您， 媽媽，祖母，外婆，還有所有的母親， 母親節快樂！:) 最終，我發現，這一切的祝語是我在現實生活中說不出口的... 是可悲嗎？