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i'm like doing a research on the places of interest i'm going to in china, but the words just seem to go pass my eyes without enterring i'm expecting the tourguide/teacher to ask anyone knows... ? and i'll be like ??? ah crap this is irritating. going for dinner later with my family and relatives but idk, i feel so zzz about going off tmr people wont feel it this way i suppose they'll be all that excited and stuff cause yknw, it's an overseas trip! but ba i'm not excited ._. and now the excitement has fallen to a zero. had msn chats with xintian and angela in the afternoon first time havin long chats in aftn hahaha it wasnt long actually, just long cause it's in the aftn ._. whatever, what am i saying anyway. thought that miracles will happen and things will change but till the end, it just stays that way. dear lord, take care of my parents please. with this, i end my final post before i leave for china tmr morning.

starting to feel a lil... homesick. not exactly though, i'm at home, but there isn't anyone, so i suppose i'm... family/singapore sick. pffffffft. think its pms or what starting to feel the emotions fluctuate again. in any case, i have phone + music + photos + pigrabbit to accompany me on this trip where i have no close friends to be with yet and i can't bring bearbear along cause he's too big to go into the already-filled-luggage :( i wonder who i can msg when i feel awkward with people i'm just hoping that homesickness will strike me only on the plane back to singapore if not i'll feel so sad :( and i don't like. had bad dreams again saaaaaaad dream abt a man attempting to stab my dad kept screaming (in my head) till i jerk and woke up can't all these dreams just stop? it's been interrupting my sleeeeeeep :( and making me feel downright worried in the middle of the night. anw, i'm gonna bring photos of my close ones there (as in dwnloading ...

had two dreams yesterday scary dreams, but not to the extent of nightmare, but scary. first, i dreamt that my mum was pregnant and the whole family was filled with the joyous atmosphere but later, we found out that it was cancer and i woke up. it's great that it didn't carry on, cause i cant imagine what can happen and i'm seriously hoping that this is not going to ever come true the fear of losing a loved one is crazy what's more if the loved one's your parent? hopefully, it's just a dream that doesn't come true. then the second dream was when there's an earthquake it's the tremor that was felt actually we were at my grandmother's house and it just happened. my mind went blank and all i could think of, is to hold on to my mum and grandma and please, stay safe. i'm afraid of the upcoming trip cause there just seems to be so many thing worth worrying about especially after angela's incident, i feel even more horrified that something bad ma...

the weather forecast cheated hon and i of our picnic @ botanic gardens! haha anyways, i spent my day eating and dramaing 金石良緣 haha typical holiday that i just got to enjoy :) then i felt soooo bloated that i decided to go running! :D it became a run/jog/walk from 6-7pm. now that i remembered, 6-615 was spent talking to angela by the riverside so i didn't work out for 1 hour afterall ... anyway, great job today! :D i ran back from 2.4 end point to my house after running from my house to under the klp bridge :) more to work on, but great for a start! :D and i love how running makes me feel happy :D other than the fact that the wind and music spurred me on, i like how it poses as a challenge such that i'll feel a sense of achievement that hey! you've conquered the side of you that gives up easily! :) after which, i went to visit angela with yanci to see the injuries suffered after the accident. i've always thought about friends dying or hospitalised and stuff but it's...

@ 11:11, i don't know if anyone's thinking about me but right at this moment, i'm thinking about quite a few friends. one of them, huayingying, is irritating. i just happened to go to the water where she eats her burgers, and found a new post, or species, to fit the context of the water, so i realised, hey! she can get on tumblr in china! so i excitedly wanted to send her an email on hotmail but... i can't remember her email ._. i deliberated on using dhsmail but eventually, decided not to. so yingying, if you're seeing this, you're an irritating git. NO I'M JUST JOKING HAHA WELCOME BACK! :) you can read this post only when you're back, so this msg's for you :) the other, yangmuni, i just bloody realised that she has a blog ._. where she puts on another front tsk haha jkjk it just sounds like a not-so-muni person writing lol so this is the post (part of the post that's dedicated to me) which i found that made me go o.O haha XIAO WEI! the lollipo...

this is what happens when i try to type "harry" in my phone using dictionary it always turn to "happy" but cute, isn't it? :) humans, should get a better sense of responsibility from initial 21 to current 14 seriously, wtf? i would appreciate much more if you guys inform us much earlier. thanks, not. but here's a great sincere thankyou to my dear guitar/classmates moktard and sam :D i convinced them to watch my dear dear harry potter and the deathly hallows part I :D greaaaaat movie! (other than the fact that some precious time has been taken off to film additional scenes such as harry-hermione dancing? idk, that's really quite weird) and rupert grint is so much more charming than before! even better than daniel radcliffe ;) and i'm gonna tell sub that fred seriously called george georgie in the show when he became holey aww :) and really, the 140 mins simply flasssssshed past! now, i can't wait for part 2 :D finally, i hope i have managed to spa...

just got to knw that xinyi saw lollipop f doing autograph sessions at taiwan!! pfffffft. why do i not have the luck :( but wow greaaaat experience yknww :D