had two dreams yesterday
scary dreams, but not to the extent of nightmare,
but scary.
first, i dreamt that my mum was pregnant
and the whole family was filled with the joyous atmosphere
but later,
we found out that it was cancer
and i woke up.
it's great that it didn't carry on, cause i cant imagine what can happen
and i'm seriously hoping that this is not going to ever come true
the fear of losing a loved one is crazy
what's more if the loved one's your parent?
hopefully,
it's just a dream that doesn't come true.
then the second dream was when there's an earthquake
it's the tremor that was felt actually
we were at my grandmother's house
and it just happened.
my mind went blank and all i could think of,
is to hold on to my mum and grandma and
please, stay safe.
i'm afraid of the upcoming trip
cause there just seems to be so many thing worth worrying about
especially after angela's incident,
i feel even more horrified that something bad may just happen while i'm away in china.
please, let it not happen.
my whole family's down with cough/flu.
first my dad who refuses to go to the doc
then me
then my mum.
spread from one to another
so i went to the doc today
and got 20 antibiotics that i have to complete in china
in any case,
i promise to finish the course and bring all the medications
to make my parents assured.
and i hope they aren't going to work till 11 or 12 pm every night again :(
may everyone stay safe and healthy :)
scary dreams, but not to the extent of nightmare,
but scary.
first, i dreamt that my mum was pregnant
and the whole family was filled with the joyous atmosphere
but later,
we found out that it was cancer
and i woke up.
it's great that it didn't carry on, cause i cant imagine what can happen
and i'm seriously hoping that this is not going to ever come true
the fear of losing a loved one is crazy
what's more if the loved one's your parent?
hopefully,
it's just a dream that doesn't come true.
then the second dream was when there's an earthquake
it's the tremor that was felt actually
we were at my grandmother's house
and it just happened.
my mind went blank and all i could think of,
is to hold on to my mum and grandma and
please, stay safe.
i'm afraid of the upcoming trip
cause there just seems to be so many thing worth worrying about
especially after angela's incident,
i feel even more horrified that something bad may just happen while i'm away in china.
please, let it not happen.
my whole family's down with cough/flu.
first my dad who refuses to go to the doc
then me
then my mum.
spread from one to another
so i went to the doc today
and got 20 antibiotics that i have to complete in china
in any case,
i promise to finish the course and bring all the medications
to make my parents assured.
and i hope they aren't going to work till 11 or 12 pm every night again :(
may everyone stay safe and healthy :)
