Gradually realised
It's the feeling of being small, lacking and inadequate that haunts me after such gatherings
The experiences that I will never have, the stages where I may never reach
But also enlightened that there's so much more to the world than what's before us
And whatever worry I'm having is perhaps too minor to be concerned
Yet
I'm also unsure if I'm doing it right by putting my worries down and not recognising the uneasiness it's putting on me
It's as though I'm forcing myself to grow up
But what if I just need more time to brace myself to face it
也要順道提醒自己
沒有人有必要了解你生活上的崎嶇不平
而在你決定把門封上的時候 就別怪沒有人願意敲門或走進來
尤其因為你的人生 從來都不是他們的重要事項
