Got through it with some uneasiness which I only realised when I kept twisting my arms
But yep I said it as calm as possible
And perhaps the only way to overcome the fear is to talk about it till the fear dissipates
But nearly
Just nearly
Teared - ok eyes brimming w them lol
When the Prof whom I never interacted with expressed concern and gave recommendations on a personal level "if you are my daughter" as she could feel my fear and why I kept to myself
The feeling of being understood and cared for
Sent warm fuzzy tears to the already broken wei inside me
(But I will fix it right and come back stronger! :))
Thankyou Prof,
Thankyou :)
