Family talk tonight at a weird timing of 1am in their office
Mum started by questioning dad what hes doing and how things should change - context: dad hasn’t been getting enough rest everyday and has recently fell sick twice probably due to low immunity
As it turns out, mum truly needed answers cause she felt demoralized from having zero sales this year
Fear has made her pushed possible sales away time and again
And her fear of words has been stopping her from reaching out and sending cold call emails
Dad then revealed that his intention of getting me into the business is to help mum to build her customer base - which she couldn’t cause she fear writing
Couldn’t help but feel amused that all the problems mum is facing
Is all the problems I faced and still facing
And she has been the one who kept encouraging me and pointing the way out to me
果然 有其母必有其女
To which she said she kept pushing me to do things she couldn’t - like getting a good education
And this feels disappointed at my current income and job status
That, pricked.
But also reminds me of the need to keep improving myself and get myself a unique selling point
Stop hiding
Sell yourself
Stand out there
Get the money
Your family needs it
Get it
Before they collapse in the process of trying to get it
Don’t let them pay the price of your decision and selfishness
