What others didn't tell you about pursuing your dreams
Is that you may not be good enough after all.
Have been entertaining this thought for a while now
Much as this is what I love most
Maybe I don't actually love it as much as what others do
Maybe that's why such thoughts recur time and again
Maybe it's the environment
Maybe it's the nature of how things work here
Maybe it's the lack of quick thinking brains
Maybe
I've just been standing at the wrong door
Waiting for the wrong opportunities all this while
In any case, thankful for today's upupupz
Still bad, but finally a more decent level to leverage myself against when I try moving out
